Collarspace

I am a newbie to this world. Really dont know what to expect on here, but guess ill find out one way or the other. I am a recent widower, Retired, 59, and have lived a very vanilla life style. I have had submissive feeling since being a teenager towards women. Have thought about being humiliateddegraded or abused,treated like a dog and do get excited about this. I have never had much self confidence when it comes to women and i think this has fueled my excitement at the idea of being humiliated degrade or abused. i am plain, around 200 pounds. I am, in effect, the typical beta male, someone a woman would often have as a friend but not consider as a potential sexual partner.In truth it would be more accurate to say I believe women to be the superior gender at a biological level and that the most appropriate role for men in life would therefore be to recognize this fact and live their lives in humble service to their female superiors.
Desperate to feel needed. Maybe used just so i think im useful? dont know
in desperate need of humiliation, degradation.