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LilsissyDoll

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A recent college graduate boy, looking to spend some time finally finding out more about what has been life long fantasies of Sissification and Slavery. I'm mainly interest in other males, but also willing to talk and consider females as well. Looking to start a relationship that can begin online, and hopefully transition into real life after we've established a good level of comfort with each other. I have alot of experience with BDSM sex, but not yet with a more full D/s lifestyle which I what I am desperate to be trained in. My dream is a relatively cruel and strict Daddy or Master to turn me into his cutesy simpering little princess, and wants me to devote my life to being pretty and sexy for him, and will put me in my place if I mess up. To that if our relationship develops well I will happily put money into new clothes and toys for you to better play with me. Will continue updating this profile as I get more of a feel for the site, In the meantime anyone interests in my dreams or just chatting and friendship send me a message, and lets talk! Pictures will happily and obediently by supplied at a point we will both agree upon. PS: I've been told over and over again I have the most gorgeous little bubble butt. Some one recently asked me why I'm interested in being a sissy and my answer (although long) is something I'd highly recommend any interested doms read if they wish to understand the kind of domination I seek. :) Why I want to be a Sissy ties very closely to what I'm looking for and as such I have spent a lot of time thinking up two longish answers to that question.

The first ties in to why I think I'm mainly a submissive (I sometimes have enjoyed domming women but subbing is my main passion) in the first place. I enjoy making people happy and pleasing them in an active not passive way. A sissy embodies that need most perfectly for me, because my entire goal is to look, act, and think in way that I entirely exist for your pleasure. I'm not a huge fan of situations where I would just be tied up aimlessly and then beaten, because that's passive subbing and there's very little I can bring to those types of situations. What does turn me on is when I have to struggle to be the perfect simpering sissy bimbo for you: spending time working on my voice and etiquette; perfecting techniques like worshiping cock and walking in high heels; thinking about what kind of outfit to where to make you the happiest and adequately express my inferior status to my dom. Then when I fail to do those things, is when you tie me up, gag me, and spank me. That to me is active subbing, and it what draws me to sissification so much.

The second reason has to do with the fact that for the vast majority of my life so far I was not in touch with either my submissiveness or bisexuality. As such I am more then familiar with acting out the role that I am expected to as a man: dominant, assertive, and intelligent with my voice always deserving to be heard. To a large extent I learned to act out that role not out of actual desire, but due to pressure that I and others put on myself to assume it. For that reason, the exact opposite is both tantalizing and exotic to me, and above all immensely attractive. This desire does not come out of hatred of myself, because I do believe that I am actually an intelligent and confident person. However I also believe that the pressures exerted on me to always be an intelligent and attractive person have nothing to do with my actually intelligence and value as much as they do my perceived gender. For this reason I want to be a sissy and experience the opposite, a pressure to to not be intelligent and assertive and confident, and a strong dominant to exert that pressure on me.

If your stuck with and read all of that, thanks! I would love to hear more from you soon :)

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madamhazel4u
 
 Age: 31
  Ohio