I have some lighter experience. I've tried a few bondage and spanking sessions with some dates and friends, but nothing more intense.
I really would like to find something very different here. I feel like I deserve punishment and control.
I am eager to explore things like hypnosis, chastity, and anything that can control my sexuality, which I want taken away from me. Some kinds of humiliation can fit.
I am also very interested in breast play and tortures or anything like that.