Do yourself a favour and move along.
You have been warned.
As you clearly are nosy and because I don't care either way, here is me.
I am a 40something and my life is over. Has been for about 10 years.
A bit melodramatic? Not really and kindly go fuck yourself.
For the stupid ones just a few keywords so you can go away.
Widower. Addict. Prison.
Getting the picture?
Can you go away now.
Right, for those assholes, like me, who get off on other people's pain and misery, I can go into some detail.
I dropped out of uni to start a web company - that was in the late 90ies - and within 4 years I had been bought out, had cashed in on my stock and options, moved to and bought an estate in the UK, had married, had a baby boy, sat on the board of one of those Fortune 500 companies.
So yeah, I was one of those assholes.
I don't really need to go into the details, but suffice to say that even if you buy your wife one of those Range Rover landships, that doesn't actually change the laws of physics. Perhaps I should have driven and suffered the in-laws, or arranged for a driver.
So when all was said and done, I was by myself in that big house and only a set of graves to give me company and even more money from life insurance and compensation.
The rest is clichee really. Filled the hole in my life with unfettered hedonism, blew the money on Whores and drink or up my nose or in my veins.
Eventually became a guest to Her Majesty's Prisons where they fucked me over some more and cleaned me out in more ways than one.
So now here I am. Broke, living in a council flat with another asshole (thank you bedroom tax), stocking shelves at B&Q or whatever minimum wage crap I'll do for a while.
I am not looking for anything, or anyone. I am mostly here to entertain myself on the more extreme profiles, likely to be fake but whatever, of masochistic women who crave pain and humiliation and hard use. Entertaining myself of course means having a wank.
I've had the occasional stupid cunt trying to save me, but they don't last. I am not emotionally available. I don't get it up for "normal" sex. I only function sexually or am happy when the cunt cries in pain, or begs me, or is subjected to humiliating treatment abhorrent to polite society.
So if there were something like a "match" for me, it would have to be an emotional and physical masochist of a high order. Giving that even those cunts are probably looking for their Christian Fucking Grey - and because I don't really give a shit - I am not exactly expecting to be flooded by offers.
Feel free to get in touch, haha.