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Been out of the life for about 4.5 years and looking to possibly dip my toes back in the water...Not dive in head first immediately. PLEASE read entire profile prior to contact.
Experienced slavesubmissive just checking things out. My last relationship ended very badly and I am just working my way back into things. Please do NOT contact me just to tell me how you think I am NOT a submissiveslave as apparently neither of us are inclined to LIKE the other.
I am a very strong submissive and require an intelligent, strong Dominant. Notice that doesnt say I need a domineering asshole, but a Dominant. If you dont know the difference, please feel free to ask and I can enlighten you. And no, I am not angry. I just know what I am able to connect with and what just doesnt work for me.
I am 7 years post gastric bypass and minus 157 lbs. if you are looking for a Barbie, you definitely do not want to stop here. I am typically a very open person, so if you have a question just ask. If you are judgmental about size, do not even waste our time. Size does not define any of us. I am no longer extremely obese, but do not want to spend time with someone that judges others on size as opposed to getting to know them personally.
Sometimes I am hard to handle sometimes I am easy going and soft.
Sometimes I am strong sometimes I need someone else to be the strong one. Sometimes I am quiet sometimes I have an opinion about everything.
Searching to find the right One to balance me!
I want to find the answers to all the questions and much more with the One I wish to call Master.
One that I can care for, love, honor, respect, cherish, obey and follow.
One that has integrity, honor, stability, self-control and will guide me in my growth, yet also walk beside me in my Adventure. NOTE honor, integrity and respect means YOU ARE NOT MARRIED AND CHEATING ON YOUR WIFE! Poly is not the same as cheating!
I have been in the Lifestyle for a little over 15 years now and know that I can never go back to the mundane vanilla life. I want to serve One that I trust explicitly and with my trust is gained my loyalty. We talk everything over in great detail and limits will be respected. Limits upheld not breached, but pushed to the edge. Fears overcome together and celebrated when they no longer hinder us. Learning about and from each other or learning new things together and bonding, we experience our adventure.
I am intelligent and can knowledgably converse in numerous subjects. I truly appreciate a man with intelligence and openness to finding new levels of know-how. As stated previously, I am very opinionated and often can be a handful, but the right One will easily be able to tame that side of my personality and have me purring with content at his side. He must be able to communicate well and handle me at the least voicing my opinion, even if Oour ideas are different and in the end His word is final word on the subject.
NOTE This does not mean you are a pompous blow hard that overrules everything just because you feel like it, but that you are someone with depth that considers your subslaves opinion to have value! Communication is paramount for any relationship to work. Open communication between two people requires input and work from both parties.
I am an extremely sexual person. Attention and affection are on the top of my list of needs. Hands-on and touching, whether it is a spanking, restraint, a kiss, a hug, or deep, hard penetration, etc., are very necessary to the relationship that I crave. All of this being said let me mention that I am not interested in a long distance relationship unless you are interested in making the effort of traveling to me on a very regular basis as I dont have the means to travel to you as often as would be necessary.
Submission is a gift and I was raised to believe that one should not be able to take a gift back once it is given. Yet I have learned through recent relationships that retrieving ones submission is necessary on occasion if the One it is entrusted to betrays trusts, loyalty, or those gifts are taken for granted. I want to be seen as more than your fuck toy. I want to be your Owned, cherished piece of property. Do not mistake the fact that I can be your toy, but I need more depth than that if you are looking for my complete trust and loyalty.
I search for a man that can share his vanilla life as well as BDSM with me. I am not just kinky sex. I am looking to build a meaningful, full relationship with a caring Dominant that I hope to eventually gift with not only my submission in the bedroom, but with control of my life. Please do not be offended if I offer only friendship as I do not feel we would be compatible otherwise. Friends are always welcome.
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