I've been looking for my real Master for quite some time now.
Truth is I've wondering what it'd be like to suck a big cock.
Truth is when I masturbate, I think of a big hard cock wrecking my boy pussy
Truth is I like eating my cum
I think I'd love to give head. But I do not assume yet me being a sissy faggot. I deny how bisex I can be, but my cock always betrays me.
I've hundreds of sissy/trav pics on my computer, videos too. I often open the folder and unzip my pants. The towel hidden under my desk is crusty from hundreds of sessions. And I just can't stop even though I know where it's going. I've been straight but now doubt is creeping in. As I masturbate, my dick so hard it hurts, my mouth is watering, I imagine trading places with the pussybois in the photos, taking big cocks into my mouth, I imagine Him pulling out just before cumming and shoot His hot load all over my prissy little face. I know I'm not gay but I cannot deny the almost overwhelming desire to get on down on my knees and worship. It's just so confusing...
I do wear female panties, but I never dared to tell anyone. I already did shave real smooth. I dream of being pimped, dressed like a cheap whore.
To pass this first step, I look for Forcing with an intelligent Dom male.
However, I know that when your fantasies become a harsh reality, it can often be bitter-sweet...
Possible options (hopefully) for the future:
- Loose masculinity and being controlled by Alpha Male
- Chastity, locked up clit
- Branded as a sissy bitch boi for Black
- Being cock brainwashed