6/22/2015 8:37:30 AM: tomorrow slut will start a new exercise regime;at the end of the morning shower it will stop, stand feet apart then punch its ballsafter that it will say out loud i do this for Queen Robinthen it will remember Her all day long!

6/22/2015 7:57:24 AM: i want the world to know that i turned myself upside down and pissed in my own face and mouth. i did this on cam for my Queen to show that i am beneath Her and not fit to lick the ground that She walks on.

6/22/2015 5:50:16 AM: today is no better than any other, the pain and feeling of loss won't go away, the deep sick feeling in my gut won't leave. it is beyond belief that i could have been so stupid! i only get up now because i have to, not because i have anything to look forward to. but in truth i know that i did little to help my Goddess, that should have been my purpose in life.

6/20/2015 2:11:59 PM: i die every day

6/19/2015 11:44:50 AM: i have never had a journal before, i do this now because i had the privileged of being in the presence of a Goddess and am finding it hard to only be among mortals. i will only type when on my knees to show true respect and worship.Today's entry is one of sadness and loss, i wanted more than i deserved and as a result lost what i had.slut kneels and is sad, but hopes its Queen prospers.