What i need is a Mistress who will be a constant presence in my life, with daily contact, either by phone, text, e-mail or IM. I Need rules to follow and tasks to perform so that i have a sence of my Mistress control at all times. i need a Mistress who will widen my experiences and push my limits. Essensially, i need to feel submissive. i need to be punished if i break rules that have been set for me. 
My desires are to be feminized and made to act like a sissy slut. To have my ass and mouth used often. To spend periods of time restained, either bound, cuffed or chained as well as gagged and blindfolded. To generally please my Mistress and any of her Dominant friends she chooses.