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EnigmaticSadist
| Hetero Male, 41, BossierCity, Louisiana
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I do believe it is time to update and rewrite this as much has changed. Both with me and my life. I graduated college in Dec, and will be moving to accept a new job very soon. This job, and the change in my life makes it possible to finally slow down a little and consider 247 ownership of a slave. Someone to help with the domestic as well as sexual side of things. There is very little I dont have some interest or experience in at this point.
I chose the name EnigmaticSadist for a reason. Obviously I am a sadist, and can be quite extreme with it. But I am also a loving and caring man.
As to the sadist side... I love both physical and mental sadism. I love getting into someones head and turning them against themselves. Yes there is a fine line between mental sadism and abuse, and I respect that line. Physically.... bruises, welts and cuts are just plain sexy. Tears, begging, and screams... music to my ears.
I am into cncrapeplay and have done several scenes so far. I will state now, I hate rape and rapists. Everything I do is completely consentual and will stay that way. But the rawness of a cnc scenario is unmatched and really gets my blood and mind racing. Plus, I cant even do vanilla sex anymore. It does nothing for me.
I am here to meet people, and maybe start the process of getting to know someone who may be a good fit when the time comes. If you want to know more, shoot me a message. I am respectful to all, at least initially. If you dont deserve that respect, it will show up and be removed quickly.
If interested, message for contact info. For a hint at my mindTumblr URLenigmaticsadist1.tumblr.com
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2/25/2016 5:15:08 PM: I want to invade you mind, force your flesh to surrender and conquer your very soul.Tell me your desires, and I will use them to push you further. Tell me your fears, and I will use them to push you further. Tell your goals, and I will push you beyond them. Yes, you will be broken. But in the end you will be stronger than ever. Fear, desire, hopes and dreams. All can be exploited to achieve the goal.
2/14/2016 2:15:12 PM: I have recently gotten into cnc/rapeplay and am loving it. Have had a few experiences in the past month, all of varying degrees. Have definitely been discovering a side of me I had not let loose, and it feels fucking awesome. The power, the control, the sheer brutality.... I don't think there is any going back for me at this point. The more extreme I get, the more extreme I want.
2/2/2016 8:46:52 AM: Since the job market has not been very good to me, it appears I will be going to grad school now. Set to take the GRE in Mar, and should start classes again in the fall. So will be stuck here for another 2 years. Was hoping to get out of this black hole, but in the long run this might be a good thing.
10/31/2015 7:54:13 PM: Now that graduation is for certain, unless I some how go from all A's at midterms to failing something, the job hunting has started in earnest. One phone interview tomorrow, and I am nervous as hell. Never done an interview over the phone, so this will be breaking new ground. Hopefully I can land something quickly, so I can start the process of packing and selling... and finding a place to move into where ever I may land.While I am very excited about a new start, I am also nervous. Wherever I go, I will know no one. And most likely will not know the area at all. Especially since most chemistry jobs are in big cities and I am a country boy. Growing up in a town of 3500 is alot different than a city like New York. So there will be some serious adjusting in my future.But I will admit, the excitement far outweighs the nerves. I may be 20 years late, but I am finally making good on the promise I made to my family to make something of my life.
10/7/2015 6:10:40 PM: Nature catches us all eventually. As I got closer to 40, my hair decided it no longer was as attached. Took the plunge tonight and shaved the rest of it off. This is going to take some getting used to.
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