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Update: I think I have been remiss in not putting this note up. My current situation is such that I cannot pursue any kind of relationship or "play" at this time. I want to apologize to anyone who has written me in good faith thinking I was available. I'm truly sorry for having tacitly giving the wrong impression due to not updating this and leaving up an obsolete journal entry. Your time and energy is every bit as valuable as mine, and I regret having encouraged anyone to waste theirs. Thank you and good luck to all. (If you see me on the forums it's because I simply cannot resist putting my 2 cents in on subjects that arise!)

Trump supporters and other Republicans need not contact me. I only enjoy intelligent, decent people, and it's been amply demonstrated these past two years that these qualities do not characterize those two demographics.
6/16/2009 1:32:37 PM
I'm still not open to pursuing a relationship, but I have to say that I'm enjoying reading the profiles here that pertain to either cuckolding or cuckqueaning (the female equivalent - of which there are paltry few references here sadly).  For some reason I find this whole dynamic - where one partner enjoys sexual freedom and the other is forced to constantly chew the cud of their insult and humiliation - to be incredibly hot. 

I would welcome discourse with others on the subject.  Tell me of your experiences - on either end, and of either sex.  Has it worked for you in an ongoing serious committed relationship? 

My fantasies on this range far and wide.  I'm submissive, so being a domme cuckoldress doesn't quite fit me.  But I could imagine giving myself submissively to another man while my vanilla partner is left to deal with the feeling of being "conquered" by him (his woman thoroughly taken, as it were).  Somehow, perhaps it's a vicarious sub thrill, I would revel in his humiliation at the situation. 

On the flip side of the erotic "hurt equation", I get very turned on imagining being a cuckquean in a relationship with a dom male.  He would take other women freely, flaunting it in my face and so forth.  In my fantasies I am forced to go and pick her up in the car and drive her to our house.  Then I must cook a romantic dinner for them, kneel with head bowed beside the bed during their lovemaking, and clean them both afterwards.  If she decided to take advantage of the situation by being a complete and utter bitch to me, well all the better.  Hopefully he would order me to thank her for rubbing my reddened face in it all.

Am I weird?  Well, I guess that's a trick question around here isn't it!
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 Age: 40
 Los Gatos, California