2/5/2022 10:20:45 AM: Well this is John no this is February I'm sorry yeah 2022 I haven't put a journal entry in a couple years now I really upset with the collar space people because I continue to write probably two different people everyday just let him know what's going on in my life and let him know that yeah I made this purchase of a house to use for people that have a hard time transitioning and giving them a place to come stay you know I I first ask him if they have a job if they have a car they have transportation otherwise what will you know we'll try to help some people if we can but I expect the people to come and you know make an effort and it doesn't matter to me you know what's your fantasies are a lot of people just want to talk to you and probably talk about their fantasies and get all horny and get off and then you never hear from him for months I'm not into all that people I mean you know I understand your your needs I've been there I've I've probably done the very same thing. There's people out here that have written to that I've never heard back and probably a couple years it shows if they haven't even been online in a couple years they're very cute very young very naive and I'm hoping that they're still alive that didn't get hooked up with a serial killer I mean that happens anyway so I wish people would just tell me to you know go to hell or yeah hey I'm interested in talking to you and hear when can you talk back to me I mean like stuff like that I'm not looking to fulfill your fantasies I'm looking for friendships lasting friendships just like in the real world folks so I'm transgender yeah I'm kind of a little and I'm real so I mean if I don't understand what's going on with covid here my God people yeah I'm all alone I hardly have contact with any of my friends because they're afraid to come outside their houses well I'm safe I I wear my mask I'm inoculated I've done everything I possibly can and yeah it's my freedom to do so so anyway with that said I'm done with this entity so as I always say it's ciao for now  

10/23/2021 10:24:44 PM: I must be doing something wrong because ever since covid come along nobody wants to talk to anybody real time I mean I just bought a house in Mississippi moved from New Orleans a beautiful house by the way I'm very proud of and I was going to use it for a dream home of because I'm trans and I have other attributes I mean I'm a disabled veteran I wear diapers and fortunately for me my my Uncle Sam decides to keep me stocked and anyway I don't know what's wrong with people nobody has conversations anymore it's just these one line sentences no pictures it's just really is everybody running that scared I don't know maybe I'll see if this makes any hits I mean it's not very interesting but I'm just like since journals are back I'm just trying to see how it works out with me see if it actually shows up so anyway hope everybody is having a great holiday you know Halloween anyway look forward to hearing from anybody that wants to have a real time conversation I mean I don't even know what I mean anymore I haven't talked to another human being since covid except that the VA clinic and stuff but anyway with all that said ciao for now

4/11/2018 6:15:13 PM: Beginning to believe that nobody is real on collarspace I have been on this site many years I have never once ever met up personally with anybody I met with on this site I don't know what to believe I beginning to think it's all Just an Illusion and I'm really the only person like me or that would like me anyway I'm going to change I don't care about anything else have fun I just want a date I want to meet up with a female or a clean mail like myself and go out go to a concert listen to music drink beers smoke some 20 and have a good time that's all I want no BDSM no nothing just pure friendship oh well that's what I'm looking for please somebody hit me back let's meet in New Orleans

3/31/2018 8:36:55 PM: Is there any real people on collarspace

2/11/2018 5:34:38 PM: I am so upset with this site with Craigslist alt.com I haven't found anybody to be with and I've been on here for so long years I have never met up with anybody nobody has ever met up with me I'm just so tired of the b******* this site is so fake everybody's afraid they want you to talk to them so they can just get off they want to jack off while you talk same old b*******