1/16/2023 7:28:36 AM:  I am out as a MTF TG and dress femme casual on a daily basis. I am naturally submissive and include my sissy upbringing as part of my identity.  I work part time as a sales lady for a National plus size womens clothing corporation.  As such I wear dresses and wait on women customers helping them with their clothing selections.  my Sexuality is to explore with either sex and enjoy kink.      

5/20/2017 6:01:18 AM: Having been on female hormones for a year changes are taking place.  Now with real B Cup breasts that make me feel very girly.   Out of curiosity I purchased a vacuum pump enhancer to enhance further.  So of course I tried it out and OH my God it was incredible!! The vacuum effect of the pump pulled my breasts into the cups & they were protruding like crazy!!  It was a wild and very erogenous experience as I realized inner fantasies and life long feminine desires coming true.  I know it is one of a 1000 observations in regards to how I feel, but this was incredibly enjoyable on a personal level. Now, I often pump my breasts to get that same feeling, it is incredibly erotic.   I love feeling the flow of the hormonal changes that are taking place and the obvious growth of my breasts that continue to reshape my appearance in being femme. My dreams and fantasies of being a sissy wife remain.  It is also a very erogenous feeling when I discretely cup my breasts in public and they are a daily reminder of my inner feminine persona.Julia

8/7/2016 7:00:21 PM: I met a Dom online who said he wanted for me to serve and entertain him. My first task was to buy a chastity device. I did as commanded and started wearing it. See holytrainer website. It was not easy to get on but it does work as the website says. This is where I am at with this. First of all, it is impossible to masturbate and the penis cannot even be touched. It is also impossible to stand to pee. As a sissy I must squat to pee like a girl which honestly now is an everyday thing for me. While it is not uncomfortable to wear I can still feel it with every stride. I noticed that by walking with a shorter step and keeping my legs together like a girl wearing heels, it felt better and it did make me feel very effeminite. It does serve as a reminder that I must walk as a woman.  Also I can totally understand the control of Dom/Domme as I stand in front of them wearing my corset which is also uplifting and supporting my breasts, with stockings heels chastity device presenting myself as a complete feminized sissy. Unfortunately that Dom never showed, so I am on my own. Julia .