3/15/2016 11:43:29 PM: It's just amazing, and disheartening at how people have become... So selfish and self centered..... so quick to jump without knowing...... 

3/17/2014 9:49:23 PM: Can't believe that it has been a year already. There isn't a day that goes by that You aren't on my mind, wondering what You are doing, how things are for You.. missing the friendship that we had. i know that there will never be a chance for 'us' again, but hopefully the friendship will return to how it once was. So much has happened in this time, so many thoughts, so much growing and realizing... learning from the mistakes that were made, doing my best to not let them happen again, in any fashion.  Thank You for being You. Thank You for the time we did have together... Just thank You for everything........

12/24/2013 10:45:45 AM: Apparently some people just don't get the message..... while i am all for making new friends and such,  BUT, i am not in a position to just up and move (hence why i haven't checked the relocation option in my profile). Just as if You aren't at least some what local to me, the chances aren't going to be high for anything more then a friendship. Just because i may be slave, or even submissive, that does not give just anyone the right to try to boss and command me. i am not going to jump just because You told me to, so treat me like a person. And on a side note, not being mean or rude, but if You are more then 15-20 yrs older than i am, the chances are slim. That doesn't mean that it is a sure fire no, nothing will transpire, i am always open to talk, and than go from there, just the chances are a little lower. While i know we all get older, i have just found myself at a stage in my life that i am not wanting someone that much older than i am, i have been there and done that, and it is time for a change for many reasons.

4/23/2013 6:42:45 PM: Well, it has been a month since the separation, and things really just aren't the same. Not a day goes by i don't think about what happened, about the mistakes i made, or how things turned out...thinking about how i wish i could change things, how hind sight is truly 20/20. Wish i had paid closer attention to so many things, wish my past didn't effect me as much as it did, and as hard as i try to work through it, it just hasn't been enough. No matter how much i say that i am truly sorry, i can't fix what happened. One day at a time, put one foot in front of the other, that is all that i can do and see what happens............. Just know, that i am truly sorry....

3/18/2013 12:17:20 PM: Is it really hard for people to understand that i am in fact with someone, and i am not looking to play, worship, beat, send pictures to random people or anything else with another? i am very happy with the Man that i am with, and that will not change. Nothing that anyone else tries to offer me matters, it will not sway my mind, nor will i try to go behind His back. If You can't respect that, then do me a major favor, don't message me. If you want to talk respectfully, maybe become friends, then have at it, but anything more then friendship, move on! And for those that can't seem to read, i am a slave, i am not a Domme or Switch!