Terrorize me... Splitting my time between Ohio and Albany, NY. I am both here and on Alt (rapesok there).
Victim looking for perpetual enslavement to a captor/rapist minded person. I have met several keenly violent men (and one woman) through alt, and am now hoping to find a permanent owner to serve as victim/slave. A total permanent mind-fuck. If you are into relyfe programming hit me up..and maybe you can hit me up
Until I find that, I am still looking for play-actual rapes, brutal, believable.
I know it's kind of sick, but I really get off on humiliation and brutality...sleep and food deprivation...religious persecution, public and private humiliation. I have spent a couple of years working this out and know whan it is that I not so much want as intensely need.
My Ideal Person: Someone who enjoys humiliating a girl, who is into violent sex without killing me (bruises, cuts, split lips all ok, just don't want to die).
The person I seek should expect tenderness from me, but not be really inclined to show it towards me.
In short I am hoping to find someone who really enjoys, get his pleasure out of, treating me like an ...like shit.
Had my first Relyfe Programming experience this last week and REALLY want to find someone who wants to mind fuck me that way. If you know erotic hypnosis and relyfe hit me up.
********OK, Quick info update***
I am constantly being asked three questions, so I am going to put the answers here to save time.
1. Yes, i really have had meet and beat encounters...and have the references and pics to prove it, if necessary.
2. Yes, i am serious now about finding a 24/7 absolute tpe and yes relyfe and mind control are a hard requirement for 24/7 owner
3. No, i am not worried about friends and family....since my family consists of three people who do not like or care about me and my friends have all drifted away in the last couple of years, the didn't really approve of my, well my erotic interests, and their boyfirends did..you can see where this part is going...
***another quick update***
I know there aren't a lot of really experienced people on this site, amd that it ol, everyone has a learning curve, but it is important that people realize that a real beating, an intense one, takes time for the girl to recover from...you actually can't beat the shit out of a girl every day for the rest of her life or she won't live long. you can keep her in bondage and treat her like shit every day...you can kick her around every day () but a real beathign that leaves her back/breasts/pussy marked and her trembling uncontrollably and (in my case) cumming for hours and crying and sobbing just plain takes time to recover from.
The number of guys who are describing things that then intend to do to me that are just plain impossible or would kill me in the first day, is just unreal. Please, if you know what you are doing, tell me, if you want to learn with me that's ok too, but be real, trying to fake it probably won't work