i get so tired of being me sometimes. it wares me out! being a "good girl" all the time gets old! its not easy being me. one of the biggest reasons i got in the lifestyle was so i could make one man (whoever choose me) and here i am 11 years later still trying to male everyone around me happy. its not easy being me!

looks like i am back on the prowl again. if anyone wants to talk to me feel free to message me on yahoo at mysticrain1977 i am on there most afternoons after 4pm. i am a very honest girl dont ask me if you dont want to know. i am also a very loyal girl. i love my family job church and friends! and i'll talk to most anyone once. if i dont like you i will simply use the block option. computers are good like that ;)

i hope the next man i am with doninate or not knows what to do with me. the last 2 men i've been with have both at some point in the reationship looked at me and made the comment "i don't know what i am going to do with you" or "what am i going to do with you" i guess this dont reflect to good on me. but i really don't feel like i am so hard to figure out. but maybe i am.

i really hate when a mans porfile talks abot how fit he is and how much money he has. and that is pretty much all it talks about. i could really care less about your pant size and your bank account.

i went to the ymca tonight and got a swim in this evening. i love the water and i love to swim! i sprang my ankel 2 and a half weeks ago and i've not been able to do any exercize on it at all. i was on crutches for 4 days and i was off work for a week. it was very nice to get to swim!

i don't understand why a dominate man would want a woman who switches! that man would be a switch not a dominate? right? ok so if that is what you are wanting....please dont contact me. thanks :)

i feel like all i do on here is bitch. i've been looking for a long time. i guess i am maybe looking too hard. i just want one man to make it all right. he dont have to be perfect god knows im not.....i just want him to be right. it makes sence in my mind. when i type it it kinda seems silly. 

ok let me make myself clear.....if you want to get to know me great. i love having conversations with people. but please don't ask me 50 questions. this gets on my nerves worse than anything and it will get you iggyed quickly! anyone who i am with conversation must flow freely! i don't think this is too much to ask.

i thought i would put more here about myself. its really hard for me to talk about myself. and i hate playing the 20 question game. i am 33 years old and ready to settle down i am tired of playing games. i started in the lifestyle when i was 23. and while i've learned alot mostly its been alot of heart ache. i know i sound synical and maybe i am but really i'm not. i guess i just want to find a stable dominate man who acts like a man.