Collarspace

I am an alpha male, a leader...dominant in almost every aspect of my life... but I have a deep dark desire to submit ...to explore the act of surrender...theres more but I guess this is a start.
I feel like as strong as I am I can be brought down by the simple act of seduction. ..taken to a place that ive always fantasized about.
To all of the Dommes looking for a financial situation, I wish you well and I do not judge... I am hoping to find someone that will see the benefits of my mind and passion,there is a key that will unlock it all ,,,perhaps you can set me free.
I am becoming much more aware of my submissive nature.
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Confession
I have been Dominant for most of my cock wielding life. I knew I had a cock and felt the power of its use. There was a part of me that harbored submissive thoughts. Mostly odd fantasies that I had connected with in my alone moments. There was a longing...deeply hidden inside my aggressive male mind.
Well more than recently, these thoughts seem to be popping up more and more. Strangely, although there is always a sexual essence...its not just sexual. I have developed a need to expose all of my thoughts on my submission. This is far different than anything Ive felt before.
I want to find someone...or have that someone find me. I want to be see through...for you to know that I most likely have been getting it wrong...all along.
I cant be someones fool or lackey or cashpig...Im sorry, thats not me.
But I can be, for the right one...a true submissive. I can place all of my thoughts on you...my mind is filled with such darkness, wonderful wicked darkness...we could spend an eternity.
My heart is open and full...so is my mind. I want to add to your life...if you know how to push my buttons, in a good way of course....i will be your Superman and you will be my delicious kryptonite.
I promise to be an open book and an enticing read. I just need that someone to turn the page.