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So today i had a dinner with my family for my stepstister's birthday, and my Sir told me how i had to go dressed, i had to change a couple of times in front of the cam until He was satisfied, finally He chose a completely see through black blouse, a very short striped black and white skirt and a black thong, and nothing more. i am not used to go without bra, specially with that blouse so i begged my Sir if a could use something underneath, He refused, but finally He let me use a jacket, so it wasn't so embarrasing, but anyway i felt really uncomfortable such this way.
Nobody noticed that i was like this, because i have very long hair so i placed it forward to cover my tits, and also because of the jacket, but anyway it was really humilliating and uncomfortable for me, but i like to know that i pleased my Sir with this.

This is the mail that I said in my last journal.

What I want to be done by my Sir and Mistress.

I imagine that firstly my Sir will order me to suck his dick

http://lesbianthoughts.tumblr.com/post/16130973993/she-does-the-job-and-i-can-enjoy-the-fruits-of#disqus_thread

http://dominant88.tumblr.com/post/26362932623/do-not-forget-to-always-look-up-at-your-master#notes

so after that he could use my Mistress, while I would use my mouth to give them pleasure to them

http://lushpussy.tumblr.com/post/26320591297/i-love-doing-this

http://lesbianthoughts.tumblr.com/post/16131010089/chocolate-dip#disqus_thread

http://bi-curious.tumblr.com/post/28442480980

after that i imagine that my Mistress would use me with the strap on, preparing my holes for my Sir

http://slavesdiary.tumblr.com/post/28294909257

http://xxxgifx.tumblr.com/post/26379790848

http://xxxgifx.tumblr.com/post/26376639476

then i imagine both of us, my Mistress and me would be tied like this…

http://slavesdiary.tumblr.com/post/28258827038

so that my Sir would use us by surprise without knowing which one of us and neither knowing which hole would He use, finally we would come when our Sir would give us permission to.

http://slavesdiary.tumblr.com/post/28202531470

So today i got my wax punishment, which i was very afraid of.

Firstly my Sir ordered me to show him the candles and then to undress in front of the cam, then I had to light the 4 candles and wait until there was enough wax, when the wax was ready my Sir ordered me to lay back and pour the wax little by little on my left nipple until there was not liquid wax in that candle, I had to take a picture of my left nipple covered by wax, then I had to do the same in the right nipple but in one single time and take a picture of that too, then my Sir told me that my Mistress was watching me also and that made me feel embarrassed, after that my Sir told me that the wax was a different colour than the other so I had to pour more wax at one single time again in the left nipple, so both nipples would be covered by the same colour wax, then I took a picture of both nipples covered by the wax.

After that my Sir let me touch myself, telling Him in what I was thinking about, I said that I was imagining the mail that I had sent to Him and my Mistress last night( it will be on my next journal), I had to ask permission to come, but my Sir didn’t let me he told me that I had to learn to beg Him, so after a few times I had to ask to receive more wax in my body, and that pleased my Sir and let me came.

After I came with His permission, He told me that I was going to receive more wax as I have asked for it, this time on my clit, I was very afraid of it but I had to do it, and in one single time not drop by drop, so I did it and it hurt me a lot. Then I had to take a picture of it and another in front of the mirror.
My Sir asked me if I still were afraid of the wax, and I told him that yes, so im sure that im going to think twice before going out without asking Him permission.

And now i’m here writing my journal as I was told, if i didnt do it for today i would have received all the wax of the 4 candles directly on my clit.

today I won another punishment for being disobedient, I went out on the saturday night without asking permission or telling my Sir, and previously I was told to ask permission for every time I wanted to go out, that im not the owner of those decissions that im under His absolute control and that I have to know where my place is. For this disobedience I won 20 lashes for later, and also he ordered me to get a candle because im going to be punished with wax in the cam, I have always been afraid of the wax and I don’t know what to expect, but I know that I have to learn where my place is and that im not the owner of my decisions.

my first punishment...i had to apply myself my first punishment last week, my Sir texted me in the morning and told me to get prepared with wood clothespins, that that night i was going  to be punished for disobeying him several times, that he had been patient with me but that was enough, i knew that i had earned the punishment and that i deserved it, but i was really nervous because it was going to be the very first time i was going to show myself naked on the cam, although i have shown him my tits on cam and sent him pictures like that, it was different, because of the punishment.

i was ready for him about 7pm, although we didnt set an hour i wanted to be ready for him, he got online at almost 11 pm, at that time i was extremely nervous, when he got online he immediately ordered me to remove my shirt and bra to show him my tits, then he ordered me to put one clothespin in my left nipple and the same with the right one, i had never used them before, he ordered me to twist them, then he ordered me to remove the clothespins, immediately i touched my nipples trying to release the pain, but obviously he ordered me to stop touching them that i needed to feel the pain, then he ordered me to put the clothespins again and take a picture of them, after that he told me to do the same but with my clit, i was very afraid of that, i didnt know how painful it was going to be, i left it there for a couple of minutes that were an eternity for me while my Sir was enjoying watching my face of pain, then he told me to take a picture of that, then he ordered me to remove it but without opening it, it was awful a tear came out because of the pain i felt, after that my Sir told me to touch me and see if i was wet, i was dripping, my Sir proved me that i enjoy pain after telling him that i thought i wouldnt enjoy pain.

After all that he ordered me to touch me, i was a little bit shy at the beginning, but then i started to turn on and my Sir started telling me how he and my Mistress were going to use and abuse me, he told me that he controls me and that i couldnt come without his permission, he told me to think how my Mistress is going to fuck me with her strapon and how my Sir is going to fuck my ass for the first time, while i lick my Mistress, he ordered me to rub my ass imagining all that, and after begging him many times finally he let me come, and obviously i was very grateful for his kindness. Finally he ordered and taught me the slave position and i stayed like that for a minute, and told me that i was going to sleep naked that night.

now my Sir is on a travel but he told me that i could touch myself remembering all this... now im super wet...