Patsbabygirl

Hello ebery one sorry I haven't been in lately. Just stuffs going on. First I want to say to the families of robin Williams and Lauren Bacall. Your loved ones will live on in our hearts. May peace find you and yours..yesterday I did some thinking. And it was posted on one of the other sites I belong to that depression is a disease and some find it harder to go on than others. A couple weeks ago a friend of mine committed suiced . Please please if you feel like this please do not be ashamed and go get help. Call a friend or call a hot line. Yes I do understand the debilitating effects depression can have on your life. I battle with it every day. For those that are having trouble. Just for today remember that there are those out there that love and care for you I being one.....as I still am unable to live with my daddy I am lonely....no this is not an invitation for a. Inch of guys wanting to be "friends" I like friends but please understand that I have a daddy/sir. And I a very happy with him. I have no desire to have a play partner or online fling. Just friends. I hope every one has a great rest of the week 1amd if you know some one who maybe you haven't heard from in awhile or a shut in or even someone who stays in pain. Give them a call say hi check up on them. You might just save their life

As another day has ended. I sit and wonder are we all happy with our accomplishments .i am sad cause I accomplished nothing today. I don't get out much. Do to I am an agoraphob. I miss my daddy. I talk to him every day but can't snuggle down with him at night when. Y little side needs to be held.any way. My accomplishment for today is going to be to hope every one has a wonderful day tomorrow. Don't forget to look at the flowers or look at the sky and what ever your higher power is tell them thank you. Some of us may wake up every day in pain and find it hard to find reasons to go on. But like before maybe a smile from is would save some one else's life. And maybe if some one smiles at us it might just save ours. Be nice to so,done. If we could get more people to do that than it might become contagious .

Good evening.or maybe I should say good morning. Any way. Hope every one has had a good day. If not I am sorry and hope tomorrow is better. I was sitting here not able to sleep any more and thought maybe Ineed to go Into a little more detail about what I am . I am a collard submissive baby girl. Boy that's a long title. Now to kinda explain. I am not I to age play. Don't do diapers or stuff like that. But I am very clingy,I worry if people are mad at me when they don't speak, I havehobias and insecurities . I am affraid of the dark, being alone, HATE SPIDERS..lolol can't have wTer in my face. Closed in spaces. My daddy takes good care of me. The best he can with it being an ld relationship right now.i am not into a lot of pain....I deal with enough of that during the day with my fibro and migraines. Camping rocks. I like to fish but off the bank. I am wiccan. Before ya all freak. No I do not worship satan. I do not worship something I don't believe in and I don't believe in ultimate evil. I be I eve every thing has a spirit or soul however you want to look at it. So don't harm anything. But if you do make sure you use it to the best of your ability. I am not a vegetarian I love Wendy's hamburgers. Because I know the goddess has put them here for a reason. Ok well I guess I have confused every one for the night. And as you can tell I am not good with punctuation..lololololol

Good morning one and all...yea yea I know morning almost over.lolol....I have been up awhile. Just been putzin around. Not even sure that is a word...hahahahahahahaha . Was just sitting here thinking how people have way to much drama in their lives don't ya think? When was the last time ya all stopped for a sec looked at the sky flowers each other. We are so caught up in hurrying, worry about what other people think about us, spreading gossip. Or getting involved in drama. Smile at a stranger today. Cause your smile may be what saves them.

Hi every one haven't been on for awhile. I hope every one is doing good tonight and that they have a wonderful rest of the week. I can't believe it is already august. Wow..any way luv ya all and will write more later

Found this on a other page......it isnt mine. am a little and proud though some people may not understand it. This is who I am and I will not change. I love to color, watch cartoons, do silly things, go into little space and just be happy and carefree. I maybe a little needy and require a lot of attention but again that's just who I am. You may not agree with what I am and that's fine with me but please don't judge me. I may not have the same mindset as a slave or sub but that doesn't mean I don't know how to be submissive in my own way. It doesn't mean that I am not a submissive at heart or that it's not apart of who I am. I need rules, discipline and sometimes punishment when I don't obey just like any other submissive. Because I am little doesn't mean I don't like rough play it just means the scenes are a little different. I am little this who I am love me or hate me it's up to you. Just please don't judge me as I don't judge you.

I Imagine by now you all think I am a little weird for not using this to write weird perverted things in the journal...,don't ya all think there is enough of that going on around here already.i am not here because I want some one to get kinky with I am here cause I want friends. Met three wonderful people already that are awesome. Hope the stay that way. Than I have had a few that kinda through me for a loop. So I blocked them. That is about the coolest button there is. I have used it a lot. I am hope that if someone reads this something in it will help them have a good day/ week/ minute. What ever. So with this being Sunday. I want to hope every one has an awesome week. I get the hole thing of it being Monday or suffering from depression or loneliness or hard times. But if you can find one positive thing..just one. Than you are making a huge start. So to all my friends. Soon to be friends and aquitances. Hope your next hour is better than this one

I am already slipping by now writting.. Geez . Someone today asked me what kind of pet I was. And I had never really thought about it. I am not i to animal play. I am the type of pet that is under a slave. I have vilountarily given up all decisions to my master/ daddy. But the thing is that it never really occurred to me what kind of life changing decision this could be for some people. I am not Ito hard core bdsm. I like my handcuffs and don't mind being tied up to a point. Not any to anything like water play or stuff like that. What I am is the type of pet that I have given up ALL decisions over to master. From bed time to bathroom. Stuff like that. He may decide to talk to me about something but he may to decide it is one of my business. But all that is ok with me. It was my idea. I imagine that along. The way I will have issues but just have to remember that I chose this life style. But I am also a babygirl/little. What ever you want to call it. I enjoy frilly things. Coloring cartoons Disney I have my stuffies and I am spoiled and can have temper tantrums. I am not into age play and my daddy ( who is the same as master) has no desire of being a pedophile. He likes when the child is out cause of the way I look at the world.sometimes it can be tough.but daddy handles it well. He understands that I stress to much and need my little time to hide out in my blanket tent with stuffies big pillows and coloring books.so it works out well.....and I know that there are times when master needs a woman..not just bedroom but to talk to.

As the day draws to an end I wonder about so many things that i didnt bother trying to accomplish. I worry about leaving my mark in the world. Will I be remembered after I am gone? Yep sure will. Sounds conceded doesn't it? But it isn't. Every one should feel that way.every day we touch someone we may not realsie it but we do. When you smiled at someone today you may have saved their life. When you opened the door for someone they may have been thinking that this world sucks because no one is ever nice.but you may have given them a little glimmer of hope. We don't have to be rich or famous to change the world.i am far from being rich. And I sure the hell ain't famous. But I hope that maybe one day some one will say.....ya know I heard a lady say that one day. And that may be me so I have left my mark. I am not an eloquent writer in fact I think I kinda suck at it I just write things that mean something to me.

Hihi my name is sirs pet. I have a daddy/ master but enjoy friends. If anything else please don't contact me. I love daddy very much.. I am not an age player. I just have my moments that I enjoy being little. I like coloring, stickers. My bear bear is my bestessess friend. The majority of the time I am sirs pet. But I do get to have my little time. I believe every one male or female needs to have little time. It makes the world so much more tolerable if you can step away for a short time