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| I am not a great one for adopting titles as I am a contradiction in many ways.
In my daily life I am an assertive guy, confident, sociable and all round nice guy. I am single, reasonably intelligent, ok looking and have no problems in attracting ladies.
The contradiction is that burning inside me is a submissive soul that yearns to be taken in hand and to serve a dominant lady. I could pay someone to knock me about and to whip my arse but that does little for me to be honest as I am not looking for someone to punish me for being a bad boy.
To me it is all about the Lady. A Princess who is superior to me , who demands service not to feed my desires but because it is her due and it is right that she should be served. She punishes and abuses her boy not through any sense of right or wrong but because she has a need to do it, because it amuses her to do so and it makes her feel good.
To explain, I am not a masochist and I have no deep seated need to be humiliated.
I do feel the pain, I take the hurt because and only because it pleases the Mistress. To bathe in her power - to feel her control is both uplifting and something that sadly is missing from my life at the moment.
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