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Cute and playful
bisexual submissive female
seeks equally playful
self-confident
dominant male
with a sense of humor
and positive attitude
to build LT relationship with
in an atmosphere of trust
deep affection
and hopefully
some good old fashioned "use-me-like-the-slut-i-am" fun!!!......
oh yeah, and with
BIG hopes
of an eventual
polyamorous relationship
with a second sub/bi female!!!!
Wanted:
One strong, sexy, powerful, in control DOMINANT man,
who takes care of HIS mind and body both.
In my dreams....HE does exist...
HE and i enjoy both outdoor and indoor play and learn much about one another.
HE knows that my primary goal is to please HIM and keep HIM satisfied and happy in every way.
HIS goal is to always insure that i have the knowledge, security, skills, tools, and trust to know and be safe in doing so.
HE would understand the way my mind and body work hard to meet HIS needs, and HE would understand that part of me that longs to please HIM endlessly. HE would know how to care for and lead me in that direction and would stop at nothing to make sure i knew exactly what HE expected of me. HE would fully understand my deep need for rules and guidelines and would recognize that this is what brings me security and strength in my realtionship with HIM. HE would know that, although i may not like it at the time, i would expect FULLY of HIM to make adaquate corrections where neccessary, to assure that i am performing at my best for HIM - knowing that if HE did not follow thru with such punishments and adjustments , that i would be left feeling insecure in HIS approval of me, which HE knows is more important than anything to me.
HE would be clever enough to recognize also that a spanking, for example, is NOT punishment for me, and is in fact, a well earned treat. HE would know how to convince me to behave and would be capable of finding appropriate and fair ways to persuede me to make such changes - my obedience will be the core of what bonds us together after all.
In return for all HE would give of HIMSLEF to me, i would devote myself to HIM fully - this is what HE would admire and respect about me the most.
HE would look into my eyes and know that in my mind and heart, i am truly HIS possession and that nothing brings me greater satisfaction and pride than to see HIM pleased by my devotion to HIS needs. HE would enjoy allowing me the honor to serve HIM both sexually and in other simpler and smaller ways, knowing that i am at my best in this element and that every kind of service would bring HIM pleasure.
HE will acknowledge my strongest and deepest needs and would have a strong desire to help me reach my own goals as well as those of our relationship. HE will be interested in more than just having a fucktoy and playmate (hee hee, but will use me in such ways as often as possible and when i have eaned such rewards!!!!)
HE will know how much i crave to be at HIS feet, on my knees, serving HIM, sucking HIM for hours on end, to be used and filled up by HIS manliness again and again, always craving more more more, to worship HIS skilled anatomy in every way HE desires me to...knowing that i recognize my duty to do so.... HE will know how to use me in ways that enhance my desires to please HIM and be the best little slut i can be for HIM....yet...HE will also recognize my deep need to be curled at HIS feet, feeling HIS warmth, removing HIS coat and shoes at the end of a long hard day, waiting for HIM to be ready for my attention, making HIM feel always like a true KING in my presence.
HE will know that when out in public, no one will know our little secret bond, yet with just a look, HE will put me in my place and let me know exactly ywhat HE expects of me...yet HE will be subtle and respectful of others when in the public eye...never forcing our chosen lifestyle on others who may not wish to see it or know of it.
Most of all, HE will be my best friend, HE will make me laugh, make me cry, implore me to be honest and more open than i have ever been, HE will amaze and boggle me with HIS kindness, self control, confidence, even-temperedness, and the way in which HE loves the world around HIM and the people HE so chooses to have in it.
HE will not TAKE my surrender from me, but will implore me to give it, endlessly. HE will show me HIS wonders, HIS skill, HIS caring nature, HIS kindness and fairness to others, HIS care of HIS life and HIS whole self, HE will amaze and astound me with HIS wisdom and strength, until i have no choice but to give HIM my deepest respect, and to surrender all of myself to HIS complete guidance and full control.....!
With but a bat of an eyelash, or a nudge of HIS head....HE will possess the power to make me fall to my knees, head down, wide eyes, filled to the brim of lust and desire, with pride and delight....happy and secure in what i am, who i am, and what HE wishes for me to be....
i will be waiting, wanting, burning for HIM to use me and want me to serve HIM for eternity.
HE will love me for who and what i am and will know how to care for the submissive soul inside of me, the woman, the lover, and the person that i am to the outside world.
In time, HE will accept and love my two boys, knowing they are every bit a part of my life as HE will be, and very important to me. HE will not push to know them right away and will respect that it may take time for me to let that connection occur.
HE will learn about me, as i learn about the ways in which to bring HIM the utmost of pleasures. HE will learn how to feed my thirsty submissive heart, how to take me to the edge and back, sending my body and mind to the clouds everytime HE touches me.....
HE will know that nothing HE can say to me sounds sweeter than when HE calls me "HIS slut"....HE knows this fills me with pride and joy and is anything but an insult to me - HE knows i long to be the best slut i can be for HIM...this is what brings HIM joy as well.
mmm....ok, maybe somebody should wake me from this dream...????
no, on second thought....
let me lie here
drifting
dreaming
waiting....
reply and tell me -
could YOU be this man?
tell me YOU are out there somewhere
and that i simply had to wait
all of this time
just to find YOU?
well, i suppose i am pretty good and waiting patiently
quietly
and all still-like
giggle....
after all,
i have waited this long
and the journey so far
has been amazing!
Where is my KING?
HIS slut waits patiently for HIM to summon her....
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