a very short update, slave is okay... but the slave has rarely access to a computer. So live the life of a 24/7 TPE pain and sex slave. Fully owned and save kept in a cage or cell. Complete voluntary, and very very happy to live like this. My owners take care of me and give me the right education and care. It is all complete safe. 

No more new bodymodifications, i feel very healthy. 

slave #30 

Slave is used again by the nazi friends of master and mistress. It was sent to that torture house for several days, spent the time as their prisoner. They are terrible sadistic and cruel. Lost two nails, have been beaten with whips, cane, bull whip etc, they used electric on me, used a knife, used breath play. I am exhausted after these days, no idea how long I stayed with them. Happy back again in my cell, naked and cuffed to my own metal cuffs and restrains... Happy again and trying to recover... It is good to be a slave, love this life.

slave is doing fine, getting used to the daily routine. Most of the time serving Mistress, in the morning making her ready for the day, bath, make up hair clothing etc, preparing Mistress breakfast, feeding her. Reading the newspaper for Mistress, have some training ot sadistic fun, when She doesn't need the slave its is locked in one of the cages or stable, or stored outside in the garden. 

slave is normally clothed in its full rubber maid uniform or just naked and chained.

Not often allowed to the laptop, so chat is hardly impossible.  

actually slave is living a real live like an old fashioned slave form the roman days... work, serve and suffer... Mistress is still into the full rubber enslavement and bondages, also with pain, she can be very sadistic. 

Master is using the slave body for sex, pain, sadism and torture for Him and His Friends. Slave likes these sessions, although it is hard and rough. 

Then slave is used with animals and slave is very proud it is trained for full toilet use...

slave gets some more time on the internet last weeks, that feels good, to be in contact with some Dominant and Sadistic Masters. It is good to be able to talk about its situation. Which is still the same: body is modified now: hair permanently removed, so very bald on the entire slave body, no eyebrows, nothing at all. Slave its udders have been enlarged 3 times now and are really hugh, a EE size, the nipples pierced which large permanent rings, also wearing a nosering, which still feels very humiliating, strange why that part feels so special, it confirms me I am like an animal, they often leash me to the nose ring.

I am also pierced through labia, 6 now, and clit, they split my clithood, which was very painful, but now used to that modification, the clit is less sensitive anymore.

slave has been branded twice and also two tattoos, a barcode in the neck, like objects in a shop has... and its number 30, above the cunt, large and bold written.

they removed the teeth of the slave as well, but slave is most of the time allowed to wear denture.

I read on a profile about slaves who craves being taken, abducted, tortured, raped, put in isolation, kept and daily reminded of the piece of fuck meat they are? Yes that is me, trained and forced, but this is my life, this is what i want and how I can serve my Owners. I hunger even darker areas, deviance and taboo.... strange, yes maybe, but my life turned in this direction, and I am proud I can give my Owners this devotion.  

I am property, I am treated as an animal, they tried forced lactation thru milking two times daily, but that wasn't succesfull. 

Now I am a well trained ponygirl, an object to be tortured in roleplay and in real rape and kidnapping, slave is trained as a perfect maid in the house, slave is used to be in full rubber, corseted and hooded, long time bondage. Its is trained as a full toilet now. 

It is good to be caged or locked in its cell, where it usually is kept naked and with metal cuffs and chains locked to the wall and most of the wearing the dildo chastitybelt. It is allowed to eat twice a day, like a dog from a bowl with real healthy, but tasteless, food.

The weekly punishment is still there on the Friday,  of course beside the normal punishments after misbehavior of the slave. During the weekly punishment slave is whiped, caned, clamped electro etc, and often locked in a dark box afterwards  so it can think about the misbehavior of that week. 

This is a short update of the life of slave #30, still the only slave in the house of its Owners, although the Owners are looking for a second slave. And when that young new slave girl is there, this one probably will be sold....

mag soms van mijn Eigenaren met Nederlandse Doms chatten via een nieuw adres: 

laurasub@live.nl

slave is living a sever slavery life. It is stored and cuffed in its cell, cage or box. It certainly is less then a dog, it is a slave, an object. It hardly speaks, just cry with tears and suffer in pain. Which is good... If lucky it is in full rubber working in the vila of the owners. 

It eats the shit now, most of the time it keep it inside, some times, in rare situations it gives up, which will be punished of course. And slave has to eat its own stuff again...

slave doesn' t know why it is so masochistic, it doesnt have any choice either.... it has to suffer under the whips and canes...

#30

slave didn't got much time to be on the internet, so excuse slave for not updating its journal. Because Mistress still has to deal with Her heart problems slave is used in a different way. Yes it has to serve Mistress for Her convenience, so slave helps Her with clothing, dining, toilet, make up etc.  But no sex and no punishments from Her hand. But don't worry, Master takes care of slave. When it's not used slave stay in it's cages, dark box or stable. In the cages most of the time wearing clamps, stretchers and dildo's, in the stable turned into a pony with hugh tail, harness, bit and hooves. in the dark box with pins and holes of the slave filled with dildo or gag, always suffering pain and loneliness...

Master continues the toilet training and roleplaying training. Of course slave is used again for sexservice and torture for His fun and for the fun of His Friends. 

short update, Mistress has some heart problems, so she has to keep very quit now. 

Slave is serving Mistress to keep Her comfortable. No training at the moment by Mistress, But Master is using the slave more often now. 

slave is not used very often last days, spend most of the time in the cell or cage. Mistress is ill, don't know what, but it seems she is really ill and they are very concerned about her.

slave is getting used to its new slave life. it feels more and more like a bimbo. Its good to be in this fetish and slave life. The mouth is getting used to the new false teeth, it looks nice to have teeth again, it also looks nice to have teeth like a very young child or like an animal such as a pony....

Lives and stays a lot in its cell, its cages and the feared dark box...

Mistress turns the slave in a rubber object, almost daily in several layers of rubber included dildo's and gag, bound and clamped on its high heels.

a living like a slave is good. 

not much to report, slave wasn't hardly?allowed on the internet, just locked and stored in it's cell, cages and dark box. The mouth of slave is recovered complet. It wil will have several false teeth next week, just for the pony play and all other role play scenes. The mouth is health and that feels good.

They also?tattooed?the nipple courts of the slave... ?they are now dark and hugh courts around the ringed nipples of the slave, that huge, when slave wears a shirt with a?decollate, people can see the courts already... ?very humiliating in public, but a next sign people have to deal with a slave. It looks nice on the huge udders of slave.

during last weeks the normal training continues, again, toilet and full rubber service, maid training and also a lot of ponytraining, so slave was being bussy when it wasn't stored.?

Yesterday the week punishemt with master was not easy, but okay..... THe botten hurts after 75 strokes of a sever cane, the tits and niplles are tortured and the cuntlips tortured with electro. Master knows how to punish the meat.

didn't have any time to come online or to write in my diary overhere... slave has been modified further, so it starts to become a real bimbo slave. For that reason the Owners held the slave long time in its cages, cell and worst, dark box. Still cannot use to that long time pain-imprisonment-bound and gagged... slave has to try to turn off its mind during the long time in the box, just relaxe and wait.... endure the pain and loneliness...

in trainings period Mistress did a lot of pony play again, which slave enjoys, its great to live like a pony and be in rubber pony outfit or in leather restrains... 

slowly everything is turning normal again. The body is healing, no bra is need anymore, although slave still has to get used to these big boobs... strange, a smal body with these E75 in front...The rings are enlarged, so that is all in perspective. Mistress told the slave will be tattooed on the udders, the areolas will be painted and will be much bigger, so with a cleavage the slave has to show its areolas... let us see and wait...

At Easter the owners had a bdsm party at their home. 4 Couples were invited and stayed some days with my Owners. In total, 5 Dominants and 4 slaves. It was scheduled to do a crucifying on Monday, second day of Easter. Two male slaves and this slave should be hanged to the crosses in the garden. But the weather was that bad, cold and rainy, so They skipped that part of the program...  but a alternative program came up...

this slave was treated very harsh..

The slaves were with 2 in the small cages, while the owners were having breakfast and coffee, after that first they took the slave one by one. First one was me, glad to get out the small cage and the annoying male slave who was fidgeting me all the time. First I had to greet all Dominants by kissing and licking their feet, licking their shoes and suck the high heels of the Ladies. Then they test me one by one, feeling my holes, slaping my face, spitting etc etc. When they all were done slave was leashed by a choke (strangle?) chain (normally used for hugh dogs) , it was bound to the sealing, not possible to move, because the chain was short and every movement make the slave more difficult to breath...  slave was naked only wearing very high heels. Not so stable...

slave had to wait for all other slaves, who had a simular treatment. 

After that the slave was brought to the wooden horse, bound on the sharp shelf, cunt lips spread wide, arms high above the slave, bound to the sealing, feet bound afterwards to the horse, full weight on the cunt on the horse. To warm the slave it was whipped, not much but enough to get red on the body. They gagged slave and nailed the cunt lips with 3 mails each to the shelf... then a more sever whipping started, don't know how long, but it felt endless... the pain when the nails were removed was even more sever...

to get some rest, slave was locked in a small cage and was feeded.

later They bound the slave to a table, standing in front of the table, legs spread wide, hanging with the udders on the table, so the bottom was high and the arse was accesible. then the next whipping started, they used several whips and canes and even a bull (!!) to torture the bottom till it was purple, bloody and bruised... he upperlegs and the bottom was a mess...

then the fucking started... all fucked the slave in the arse, also the male slaves.... First the Masters, also the Mistresses with huge strap ons... and then even the slaves, which felt very humiliating.... dont know how long, dont know how often... from time to time the slave got a cock in its mouth to clean or to suck it hard... then the fucking started again and again....

when they all were done, slave was untight, got some rest, and was locked in its cell to recover.... 

please understand, slave neede this week to recover fro this treatment, it still cannot sit without pain....

time to update the journal of slave. the weather is getting better, so slave is also used more and more outside again. made some walks with Mistress in the woods near the house of the Owners, always leashed to the clitring and walking behind Mistress, a slave leashed to that ring will follow, believe me.... quit humiliating too,its is subtil, but the small chain disappears under the short skirt..

Master was on business trip for some days and slave spent much time with Mistress and Her Friends, the dog was also there... so slave learned its place much better... also much toilet training.

Slave is now used to 2 meals a day, healthy food... 

The loneliness in the cell or worse, in the dark box, is something slave never get used to. Now master is back again the more cruel and sever torture is also back again. Master ought a very long and very mean bull whip, he like s to practice with it when the slave is naked bound to a tree in the garden, the sound of that whip is so terrifying... the pain when the whip torture the slave flesh is extreme. Slave doesn't fear many whips, but this one, in the hand of Master... brrr... An other new thing of Master is to crucify the slave. thanks God he didn't use nails so far, but he bound the slave to the cross, started with short times, but he is building up the time, so slave hang long time to the cross, naked and whipped... arms full of pain..  

a short update of the slavemeat. It is doing well, doesn't get much internet time, so don't have any contact with the world outside the cell...

Slave get more and more used to the severe and harsh slave life. Experiences of last weeks: lot of bondagetime in several layers of rubber, Mistress loves to have the slave in 3 or 4 layers rubber clothes... then holes filled and clamped in tight bondage, ears and eyes closed, so the meat feels like meat...

master stored the slave in the dark box, very painful, very exhausting... Master first whips and canes the slave and locked it up.

Dayly use: dressed in rubber maid uniform for housekeeping, serving mistress in all ways. Also more and more full toilet. Now the better is better we also started again with the pony training outside. Did 2 times BDSM escort last weeks, once to the NAZI Master and his wife  and once a long pony weekend with Friends of Mistress.

Hope to get some internet time again so slave will be able to speak to You privat again..

some quit weeks, slave visited the private clinic with its Mistress and discussed the enlargements of its tits, it will be in surgery at the end of March. Looking forward to it, it will be a better slave with more big udders...

last weeks were not very exiting for the slave, lot of time in bondage in several ways: long time stored in the dark box, clamped, hooded and filled... nothing to hear or to see, don't know how long, but it aint easy...

also a full rubber bondage, the fetish of Mistress, to dress the slave in sevral layers of rubber and rubber... filled and gagged and bound in difficult positions... she loves it...

daily live was as usual, serving as a rubber maid, some pony training, some other role playing things, some house keeping of course. Further training for the full toilet.

a new slave year has been started, slave is getting more and more used to its life. the normal routine is good, slave noticed it is getting better and better when it has a routine in its daily slave life.

Some new things added to my slave education: they did crusify me, have to get used to hang at the cross for a long time, not easy, while being whipped. 

They also used bardere wire to bound me to a tree in the woods, very painful too...

The full toilet training continues, the visiting the dentist too, hate that part, but have to get through... In March or April my tits will be further enlarged, we already visited the clinic and all seems to be ready for the next step.

Normal day work in my rubber maid uniform, Master back to work, Mistress in the house and using her slave. Lovely....

for those who didn't speak to me yet, Happy new year, a very heatlhy and a whipping bdsm year! please learn the subs to obey and help them to suffer and give pleasure to their Owners/ Masters/ Mistresses.

slave had to serve on december 31.January 1 its owners and 1 couple, slave was lucky, it had to act like a rubber maid, just serving food and beverages, nice dressed and cuffed (of course..) Around midnight slave was stored in the bird cage, which is hanging before the garden window, so slave was able to watch the firework in its very small and uncomfortable steel cage. after some time, hours (?) slave was released and had to offer sex to the  guests and Owners. It was very nice. They started the year with sex, some whipping and clamps and my champagne came direct from the Dominant bodies.... not cold champagne, but warm nectar, its was good...

Wouw this has been some fetish Christmas days over here! The Owners invited 4 (BDSM) couples in their villa during Christmas. The Friends arrived on christmas evening and stayed 2 nights till the second Christmas day. Most of the guests are Dominant, only 2 extra slaves. So we were with 4 slaves (pig had also to serve as a slave) and 8 Dominants. 

The Owners made it a great fetish party. First evening and night the theme was "old slave markets". The slaves were chained, exposed, tested, they made a bit and the slaves were sold to a new owner. Al guests were clothed very nice in old fashioned dresses, corsets and suits. The new Owner used the slave, sexual and tortured the slave. They also exchanged the slaves... so it was a never ending night...

The slaves got a very short sleep and had to take care of the guests the next day, of course the slaves are used and tortured during the day, but they also are used for personal help with make up, feeding, serving drinks, but also toilet use. During the day the slaves were dressed in full rubber with tight corsets and high heels and rubber hoods, but the holes of the slaves were ready for use and accessible.

That second evening and night was full rubber for everyone. So all Dominants were in great fetish rubber outfits, uniforms, dresses, corsets, boots etc etc... They looked lovely and very very sexy! The slaves were already in several layers of rubber and this evening the slaves had several duties, always serving the Masters and Mistresses, just how They liked it... so a lot of bondage, electro, fucking, whips, canes, clamps, needles, humiliating, pain.... it was great, but this slave is exhausted... bruised, purple and wounded on several places of the slave body... it has to recover.... but this is the real slave life, this is why this slave loves this life! so it will take the pain.... 

last days before Christmas. Strange, but when you live a 24/7 TPE life, Christmas isn't in your system at all. But it will be soon probably, slave noticed the Owners organized some fetish party days... A lot of Friends will be staying with Christmas with the Owners. Slave will be used, work as a rubber maid, a rubber whore, and of course as a slavegirl, as it is just a slave and nothing more.

This week the slave was locked most of the time, had to stay some days in the stables, naked and chained. The Owners had the pig slave some days in the cell of the slave to see how it will react to the cell, the straightjacket and the loneliness of the cell. It was strange for this slave to be back in the stables some days and nights, naked and chained with heavy cuffs and short chains, They milked me again, painful, but this slave didn't give any milk again... Slave was fucked, tortured and used by several people, sometime it didn't even know who it was using while it was wearing a dark hood, eyes shuttered...

So, slave is happy to be back in its cell again and allowed to work for its Mistress again, so it can enjoy its straightjacket and rubber clothes again...

happy Christmas to all Dominant people! 

I am often asked how slavery started for me... well this is my (short version) story:

that happened  a long time back, If you like to know more details, maybe we can chat one day, because this is a long story. when it really started I don't know, but you have to know my father used me sexual from my early age, my mother watched... i am sure, many years after that, it was the beginning of slavery...

i maried, my husband started one day with rubber clothing and a bit of bondage, from that moment I realized i needed a master, (actually I think I was more a lesbian, love and need also a Mistress) I divorced, because my husband couldn't give me that dominance and strict rules as I needed.

I met my first Owners, lived for a period as "call in" slave, that means, I gave weekly my weekscedule, in that schedule They took over control of my live, They decided the clothes I had to wear, what to eat, how and when to use the badroom, when I had to come over etc etc. They bought me a neosteel chastity belt, trained me as a slave. And in a few years I learned how to behave as a slave, but not living in. One day They offered me the 24/7 TPE position at their house which I accepted. The real training started at that point. I stayed for some years with them, but They tried to get me at a higher slave level, I wasn't that far at that moment. Not ready for total owner ship and the more extreme slavery. I left them (a dark period and weak moment of me), which was a terrible period in my live! 

I was still the owner of my house, so could get back there, but wasn't used anymore to take care of myself. My ex boss was so good to take me back as his secretary, and he escorted me. He knew I was into bdsm, although he is very vanilla. He helped me and through him I met my present Owners. Things have changed in this time... More and more I realize I am a slave, a born slave, I need the dominance, the strict rules, the owners, the fetish, the torture and pain... that is my life...

a short message, wearing several layers rubber, nice of course, and it makes a slave a bit more to view... it hides the worthless naked, bruised and tortered body... the slave is used to wear rubber, but strange sometimes you still get the feeling of heath and the body starts to sweat extreme, last days that happened often to me.. what is happening to me??

This will be a sever weekend, that is for sure, several Friends of the Owners will stay this weekend with them.. wouw, that will be bdsm.... Going to make them happy and I will serve with my complete body and mind! 

some rather quit and easy days for the slave, also nice so now and then... but of course still the sever training and storage of the slave, please don't think the owners give the slave much space... which is good, slave knows that. But as said, not much sever pain, just the normal whip and canning. some time spent in the cages and in the box, but it looks like the slave can handle this storage time better and better.

Mistress continued the role playing things: some pony, but more the 1950 household training, maid training, schoolgirl and of course the toilet training. 

Had also to work this week during several bdsm sessions with Friends of the Owners, lent out or rent, it doesn't matter: just obey and take care for the best performance for these Dominants, so the slave doesn't disappoint its owners.

have had a hard time last week. Lot of loneliness, lot of pain. Ofcourse that is my faith, a slave has to suffer and obey, but sometimes this life is hard and rough.

Master used the dark box to store me, holes most of the time filed and with clamps etc and also in the very small, uncomfortable "bird" cage, a small cage hanging at the sealing, only with bars, so very tough to stay in. In the cage I am always naked, which I am not used to very much... You really feel like an animal, caged... 

The pig slave is doing well, it is getting more and more obedient, it gets used to its slave life and feeding...  it lost about 10 kg, so the Owners are really doing a great job. Of course, the pig need to be whipped to obey, but that is normal, isn't it?

beside the loneliness Mistress is still working at the toilet training and the other role play things. Had bad nights too, sleeping in the rubber straightjacket, something I cannot get used to... Master choose that very tight, warm, heavy rubber jacket each night....

The Owners build an own "cell" for the slavepig, it is build of wood, so you can see it is not permanent, but okay to store that meat..

the mistakes of the pig are taken care of with the whip, the cane etc, this slave receives the same punishments when the pig doesn't eat properly, is obedient etc, it is caned and whipped so the bottom of this slave is so painful and bloody, also the tits, the legs and the back...

Because of the pig still talks without permission it is punished with a leather hood, tight and gagged... so this slave is also wearing that hood.. bah

Beside of the training of the pig, the normal things are continuing, housekeeping in rubber maid uniform, pony training, toilet training etc. Nothing heard about more body mods, so quit at the moment at that point...

the pig is here for almost one week now, it has had a very hard time... by the way, it is about 120kg and 1.74 meter, so you can imagine it has to loose some weight.... the Owners started the training, but it need to be trained first in obedience, behavior and get used to real slavery. It came from a Dom Daddy situation, the slave is just 22 years old. 

The owners started with learning it the slave rules here in the house, it has to get used to the chains and cuffs and whip. It started with 3 meals a day, a diet specialist gave it the rules for the meals: 2 shakes a day and normal food in the evening, just that. The evening meal is the same as this slave gets, the normal dinner of the owners, blended and supplied with some slave ingredients.

the pig is punished a lot, and one of the new rules: every punishment the pig earns, this slave also receives...

so I am punished extra for the bad behavior of this pig... i hate it already, i get caned for her.... auw..

slave #30 

didn't update the journal for some time, excuse me for that. So much happened last weeks. have had feeding problems again, so the usual punishment was done, painful again, no mercy....

Have had an exciting experience for 2 weeks with Mistress. She took me in a sunny, but cold weekend afternoon with her into the woods for a walk.  The slave was dressed in a short black and dark red rubber dress, very tight and nice, but not very suitable for public use... slave had black stockings, a garter belt and high heels. Most exiting thing was, Mistress lead the slave with a leash to its clitring. I can assure you, that hurts.... when she pulls the leash the slave will follow, believe me. Just the pressure of the skirt to the leash is already hurting. it wasn't crowdy in the wood, but some people were walking, slave walked behind the Mistress and just looked down.... after some time Mistress met a guy, setup of course... she handed over the leash to the guy and the slave had to follow the Master. he put the slave in the trunk of his car and after a short ride, while the slave was hooded with a leather mask, nothing to see anymore... and he used the slave in his house. It was exiting and very humiliating.. it was good.....

Last weekend slave was used by Friends of the Owners while the owners were there too, long and painful sessions.

Some new things: the Owners bought some electro devices, which is complete new for this slave. A collar with electro which can be used from a distance... they also practice with electro dildo and a cattle device, very painful, have to get used to that...

And the biggest event for the end: This afternoon a new slave is brought to the villa. It is a very very fat slavegirl, still young and need to be trained. The slave belongs to friends of the owner and have to loose weight, much weight... The owners of 30 will train this slave for some weeks. The fat slave is called pig and sleeps in a cage beside the cell of #30 or in the stables. very exiting....!!  

Have had a week full of problems, slave problems... Last weekend slave had to recover from sever pain (whips, canes, clamps, electro, burning, extreme bondage, very long time extreme rubber bondage). The body was bruised and a even a bit bloody. So it got after the weekend some time to recover, that was on Monday and Tuesday, The Owners didn't use the slave that days hardly, it was locked away in its cell, the slave body recovering in the tight rubber corset, the body chained to the wall with the heavy chains. So the slave waited and was enjoying its "free" time in its cell, alone and a painful body, but okay.

But after that short period the slave was brought to Friends of Master and Mistress. The slave has visited these People before, and wrote about them in it's journal too it guess. These People are some older (above 60), both very sadistic, cruel, fetish and into bdsm role-play. This couple rent the slave so once a year for some days... The things They like is NAZI play, torture, prisoners, rape, Victorian style, 50's household etc... most of the things in rubber, corsets, chastity belts etc...

It was a tough week.... slave returned yesterday, please believe it, the body and mind is exhausted. But the  slave has done its job, served, didn't complain and did the best it could... suffering under the whips and chains, pleasing its Owners and Friends. It s good to be a slave!  

almost forgot, today its the birthday of the slave... not a party anymore...

but now the slave is 39.... too old?? hope not...

the slave now realizes it has had a very easy slave time... but times are changed.. Master ordered for sever slavery, hard times, work work and work, always in more layers tight rubber, full rubber too... gagged and holes filled. Chained and cuffed. When the slave doesn't work (maid, housekeeping, service to Mistress, take care of the dungeon and all sm materials and supplies) It is used for sex, for training (pony, full toilet, bdsm role play) or just locked away... (in cages, cell or most scary the dark wooden box). The only other possibility is the time being punished and tortured.... 

now slave knows what suffering means and what real pain can be....

slave #30, (NB Hardly getting internet time)

didn't got much internet time last week, stayed in my new rubber doll uniform, get used to it, although it aint easy to be very long in several layers, heavy and tight rubber... but it is getting better every day, the heels are extreme high, a kind of ballet heels, so that took some training as well. The slave was lucky with the wetter in Holland, it was cold and rainy... not nice, but great in my rubber uniform. 

Also spent some time in the new cage in the garden, but as said the weather wasn't that good, so slave wasn't enjoying the large cage very much in the  wet grass...

Also done some new toilet training, still not my favorite, but also making some progress... slow very slow... 

Master didn't succeed in finding a new slave girl so far.. so i am still the one and only slave in the house. That also means Master used me very rough and tortured me a lot. 

The doctor came this week again to look after the slave body, he did a long examination of the slave body and mind... he told me the slave is still very healthy, so that is good!!

Most part of the slave body has recovered of the whipping from last week.  After this punishment the slave needed some time, but came back as a much better slave.. the whip helps this slave to realize its position. 

This week Master build a huge cage in the garden, about 3 by 3 meters, only 50 cm high... it is a place for the slave to stay in the garden... very nice. (the Owners has also 3 other, very small cages in the house) stayed already some time in it, locked to a chain, enjoyed my freedom..

Mistress also bought a great new rubber costume for the slave, a complete rubber bimbo uniform, from head to tooth, have to get used to the extreme collar, whic is so big... cannot move the head.... no place of the body is without rubber when wearing it...

i am lucky...

some time past away and everything tuned on to be normal again... what is normal in a slave life, so strange people get used to this kind of slavery. Worked most days in my maid uniform, serving Mistress and sometimes Her Friends. Last weekend we had a role play happening, I turned into a ponygirl from Friday evening till Sunday Morning...  it was great but not easy, it was a competition between several pony owners, I had to fight against some male ponys, which were much stronger then I am. I lost the competition... Mistress and Master weren't pleased that much... Sunday evening a severe corporal punishment. A caning (75) and a whipping (single tail). The body did hurt a lot and needed this week to recover a bit, but the slave still cannot sit on its bottom... Of course the slave deserved this punishment, it disappointed its owners... 

some days past away, slave is feeling more comfortable now... strange, but it's own cell feels good and save.... 

Master

the slave is proud it has done this slavery period..., as far slavemeat can have feelings... The owners had to store the slave for 16 days or something like that... because they were out of the country for business.

the slave has had a very rough time, but it has to take care not to complain, meat has to be used as meat, and that happened... it was just a meat storage these 2 weeks. Most of the time in complete darkness, bound and heavy cuffed with metal cuffs and chains. hooded and with hugh dildo's and gags, just left for meat in a cage. Most of the time ignored... If used, it was rough and sever, and very long time use with whips, canes, paddles, bull whips etc. Also long time sex giving to several men, long time gang bangs, just for leaving sperm in the holes of the meat. 

Every day corporal training, like military training, naked and cuffed and chained, the whips helped the meat to lengthen the running and training time before it felt down, exhausted....

some days the meat was lucky while saddled like a ponyslave and locked into the stables, living like a real pony, giving sex to other ponys and feed like a pony.. sleeping standing and bound to the stable, on 4 hooves...

the meat had no idea of time, of day or night.... of being a human or an animal or just meat, the last thing is what left in its mind... meat, to fuck and torture...

wouw, have had a very bad time... but what is bad for a slave, well , let's say, have had a severe and difficult period. Back again in the cell in Amersfoort, Netherlands... which feels good, and save again. Need some time to get back. To feel the slave home, Master locked the slave for a long time period in its black wooden box... didn't know how long or how bad, but, yes the slave feeling is complete....

The Owners have a business trip, Mistress is joining a lady program, so the slave will be with friends of the Owners for a period, don't know anything.... 

don't know where, don't know how, but They will take care of this slave. Don't know if I will have access to the internet, but don't think so...

have had some rest for recovering, but now we are back in business... Master is back in charge and tortured and used the slave again.

Had some bad experiences this weekend, had to help a Friend of Mistress on the toilet, She ordered me to serve like toilet paper, but didn't do my job very well, You will understand, She wasn't very pleased.. Mistress was terrible angry about this misbehavior... ofcourse.. 

an other problem slave had was the feeding on Sunday, it has very clear feedingorders (eat like a dog from a bowl on the ground) and the slave wasn't very happy with the supplied food... it was very slow while eating, Master hates that behavior... 

so the punishment was there, it started with a severe whipping and caning, the arse of the slave is blue, red, purple and bloody.....

The slave is also punished by the bull whip on the naked body, hanging on its arms, the body free for the touch of this whip...

slave is also punished with long time bondage with several pain situations: clamps, dildos, weights etc, and while bound some toilet training was done too...

slave learned to behave again.... hope this is it, but has some fear there will be more punishment.

this was a very painful hurtful humiliating and slavery period.... but that is how it is supposed to be... a slave need objectivation, humiliation, pain, sex giving, torture meat etc... well the slave had it all... now the clit is healed complete  the slave is used complete again... it is good, not easy, but its okay to be a slave and to be cared for. so the slave will give everything to be obedient and nice fuck and pain meat for the owners. 

have some rest if given and the slave will be back again tomorrow in full condition.... (well, without the whipmarks, the wounds, the blue and red and blooded flesh...)

slave #30

Some strange weeks for the slave, the clit is healing very well, it looks a bit strange now its not swollen anymore and wounds are healed. Have to get used to the huge clitring, don't know what to say about that... it irritates a lot, it is painful most of the time, but it also stimulates... it's always there... When the slave has to wear the neosteel chastitybelt its hurts a lot because of the tight belt. slave noticed it's has to get used to a new humiliating thing at its body, it is proud to wear the ring through the clit and the split hood. It was afraid it will have a spontane orgasm when stimulated so much, but that didn't happen so far.. slave is so thankful for that...

Laste weeks slave has had the change to recover, although slavery was sever of course. but the cunt wasn't used much and the slave spent a lot of time in the cages and box and also in its cell. But now everything will be normal slave guess. Mistress bought some new pony equipment, a new bridle and bit, a steel bit in the mouth which pushes the slave tongue down so it cannot make human noises, just hihihi... (or aaauuuuw, which aint allowed for a pony of corse...)

This weekend slave will spend a lot of time being a pony, slave saw the pony equipment, so it will turn in a ponygirl soon it guess... great training, will have to get used again to the high pony boots and of course the pain of the riding crop and the bull whip. pony hopes it will be in the leather restraines only, but fears it has to wear the rubber pony suite under the leather belts, it will be warm this weekend in Holland...  

yes it happened, they didn't remove my clithood, but split it.... that is quit different... it hurts but will be great when all recovered, my clit with the hugh ring is free with y split clithood on each side....

 ashort new entry of the slave. It is told, the clithood will be removed next week! hat will be done in a small private hospital by a friend of Master and Mistress. so exiting... the hugh clitring will be free and the clit will be stimulated all the time, how to handle that with my denied and forbidden orgasms? 

The clitring is about 4 cm, which is large and the biggest problem at the moment is when the slave has to wear its neosteel chastitybelt, which is very very painful. But no complains, it is good, the slave is ringed and humiliated further and further to become an object, or in the best way, an animal.

Slave didn't get much internet time last week, it worked o lot in ponytraining and was bound most of the time very secure and very tight, it has to get used to all time bondage, when not used, the arms of the slave will be cuffed tight to the back, upperarms, wrists and dumbs all chained and bound together.

slave is used on private fetish party this weekend and got a new collar, just for transport of the slave, very tight and no movement possible at all. Th party was very fetish, sadistic and humiliating for the slave, it learned a lot again, so it will be a better slave once...   

the weather in the Netherlands is great at the moment, 25 C degrees, which is great for all people who can decide to wear what clothes by themselves... which aint a privilege for  owned slaves. This slave has to wear each day a maid uniform, which is a rubber dress, most of the time with ribber gloves and a rubber hood. But under the dress the slave always wears a rubber corset, to fix its body in shape... it also wear stockings to the garters, sometime silk, sometimes rubber stockings, always on nice high heels.  You can assume this slave uniform feels warm and is very sweaty.. but the slave cannot complain of course and has to learn and accept again the heat and the rubber, it has to be proud it is allowed to wear this nice costume. 

The ring through its clit is replaced by a more big ring (3,5 mm and about 4 cm, the clithood will be removed soon, so is said... 

Further the normal slavery, lot of whippings and canings, the slave flesh was bloody this weekend, it recovers slowly. Master loved the whipping with his friends and used the slave for its duties: sex, torture, humiliations, just meat... and when it isn't used, it stayed most of the time in its cell or small cages, it get used to it...  Most painfull thing was this time: they locked the slave in wooden box, very small and complete dark for the slave. Only the udders of the slave were free out of the box through 2 holes. They gave the udders a very tight bondage and clamped it out of the box. Then they tortured the udders on several moments, the slave never knew when and how, it just suddenly felt the terrible pain... that could go on for minutes and stopped also suddenly.... and started again and again... slave thought it became crazy in the  box..... maybe it is already turned on crazy in its mind....

last wednesday slave received its punishment which was necessary because slave had bad behavior and didn't obey during feeding. It was important for Master to show the slave its position and to learn it some lesson. The slave thinks Master succeeded in this, the punishment was humiliating and very painful, so the slave remember it's position and role again and more better. It is a shame this kind of treatment is still necessary. 

Last 2 days slave had to work much in the house in several layers rubber clothing and was locked in the cage often so it could think about the behavior and the punishment. 

It feels good.....   

A short update in the slave life of #30. Slavery aint always that romantic as some slaves think... Please, don't understand this slave wrong, it isn't complaining, but it gets many messages from slaves who thinks this kind of imprisonment  is nice, romantic and easy to handle. Let me tell you: it isn't. Toyu need to be trained like this, your mind has to be broken, give up all your own things... never decide to do something... just obey and feel the whip and humiliations, the pain and sex which is given by your Master or Mistress. That said, this slave has to say it is quit happy with this lonely slave life.. it is good to be in restrains and to be locked away in the cell in this basement, it is proud it is marked as a slave and is Owned by these fantastic people who knows what is good for the slave. Never the problem for this slave what clothes to wear, what to eat, how to react, when to use the bathroom, to have sex, to date or how to look... The Owners decide it for it.
Last weeks Mistress trained it further in the complete rubber bondage. Several layers of rubber, ears, mouth and fuck holes filled with several things... so no light, no sound, pain in the filled fuckholes, laying down, or standing on balletheels, for a long time, bound in a difficult positions, no power to do anything...  just feel the slavebody and give over your slave mind.... knowing this is good for its development for total slavery.
Also again in the neosteel belt with all supplies. Don't know why, but Mistress  found all neosteel things and slave is wearing the steel bra, the belt and the chains and cuffs... it looks nice, but aint nice to wear all day, especially when the slave is out in public... 

The second slave isn't found yet I believe, Master had a female slave and also a male slave for a weekend over here, but i believe they were not chosen to start the slave training here.. so for the time being, this slave is still alone...

Some quit weeks, Mistress is back again and slavery normal again. ?Back in my rubber tight corset, with the nice rubber maid uniform, it is normal again.... Several layers of rubber is warm again, but with this weather you can have it...?

Mistress uses me to take care of her complete, I dress Mistress, I take care in the bathroom, I read Her newspaper, I serve Mistress tea and coffee etc etc..?

It is great and nice to serve this way, It feels good too in my rubber every day again. Beside of that simple and normal maid work Mistress trains me again in the role play things, which is fun, even for a slave like me... I love the fetish with uniforms and kinky play. It always ends with whips and cane for the punishments, but that is okay, i love the feeling and strength of the whip....

She also trained me again with the Pee & shit things, not easy but i have to learn it.?

master also used me some evenings again and also last weekend was cruel again. He was with friends and They just tortured and used the slave like it is an animal.?

An other thing what keeps my mind busy: Master is looking for a second slave. That is what i heard these days. Master thinks about taking an other, younger slave for Mistress, so He can take me and use me as his personal torture and sex slave... let us see what happens.... it felt good to be the only slave in this house.... strange feeling....

From here, in my cell, the slave wishes all Dominants a Great Xmas and a happy, dominant and sadistic New year. Slave served both Christmas days it's Owners. On Christmas evening the Owners visited a BDSM party with Friends, slave was used as a sex and pain object. Both Christmas days the Owners stayed at home with Friends for dinner and a small fetish party on the second Christmas day. Slave served in it's new leather corset dress. The arms were bound on the back with a glove and later the tits were naked and a server with chains and clamps to its nipples. The slave served the drinks and dinner. And of course the slave is used for sexual services and it was used in the dungeon.  

The slave had the feeling it was a pleasant Christmas for it's Owners and Friends.

A quit week after a painful and humiliating bdsm private party last Sunday, the party started nice for this slave, it was dressed like a whore, black stockings, red garterbelt, extreme heels, much to short skirt and much to tight blouse, so the Dcup tits are pulling out. Ofcourse the slave was collared as well. Master handed the slave over to the host and told him I was the promised whore for his party. They gave me a position at the bar and I was shown a bedroom where I could have sex with the guests. I had a great time, but busy...
Around an hour after midnight They gave me an other duty at the party, They chained me naked in the bathroom and locked me to the urinal, which I became from that moment, They used me for quit a time that way.
Some hours later, i was tired already the real sm started for me... They took me to the dungeon room and bound me, from that moment the torture started and i was whipped, caned, clamped, They hang me, They used needles and pins on me, i was exhausted from pain and suffer. They were very sadistic and gave me very very sever torture and pain. I faded twice... At the end, it was already 6 in the morning, Master and Mistress took me home and left me in my cell. I was very pleased They gave me the Monday to recover, rest of the week They gave me some time to get my slave body in shape again. Master trained me this week again in the wooden box and lonely enslavement in cages and full rubber. It was good, I love to be this slave...      

a short update of the slave life. At the moment the training has 2 sites, which ain't easy for me to combine. It also makes me a bit insecure. At one site they train me more and more in the roleplay things. I love that part of slavery, it aint easy, and sometimes it is very strange, but as a slave you can act and react in this roleplay. It is my thing also, I am allowed to wear beautiful rubber clothing, dressed up in all kind of things, tight in corsets, humiliated in public in fetish wear, or in uniforms and tight bondage. So this is the easy site of my slavery, combined with the punishments and torture and sex, it is the normal slavery things, it why i am born...

The other site at this moment is the bimbofication, the objectivation, the dehumanizing. Master trains that part very intensive. As told before, this slave always sleeps in a tight straightjacket and bound to the bed, so it is used to be long time in one position. Master is expending this part: he locks me in a very very small cage or wooden box, tight and with clamps and painpoints all over my slave body, leather mask over my slave head, ears filled, mouth filled, eyes closed, so complete dark and no noise at all. No feeling of time or place, just the slave body in box, tight and waiting and pain all over the body. Sometimes that long I am in my own shit and pee, it makes me scarred and uncertain. I have to trust my Owner and wait till he gets me out of the box...

Master trains me to learn I am his complete property, he decides what and when will happen to his slave. And He decides in ll part of my slave slavelife, my body and soul belongs to Him. The "freedom" in the roleplay and the long time enslavement in the objectivation training gives me different feelings, I noticed the 2 different things gives me a hard time...
In the cell everything stays the same, but more and more Middle Age things: metal cuffs and chains. Master looks for these things on the internet and sometimes He finds new cuffs or very old fashioned slave things. Last thing He brought into my cell is a wooden shelf with locks which is bound to my arms and shoulder and neck, so I have to stand with the shelf on my spread arms and  all that kind of heavy stuff... I noticed in the Middle Ages They knew how to torture a slave....

Slavegirl has been with her Owners to the States, Miami. The Owners rent a luxury villa over there. The slave had to serve the Mistress, it is her main task. Besides of that she had to take the sperm of the Master. My normal tasks in Miami was to be the maid of Mistress, I served Her complete and helped Her with bathing, clothing, using the toilet, make up, serving breakfast and dinner etc, I served Her in ALL WAYS...

Further I had to work for Master, He used me for His pleasure, He fucked me in all my holes. He also used me as a escort girl for His holiday friends.

In the villa I slept in a small dark room without windows, most of the times I was naked and always chained. I am not used to be naked, because usually I am fetish clothed in rubber and uniforms etc. But in the States They kept me chained with metal handcuffs, chains and metal collar and nosering. I also wore my Neosteel chastitybelt (with 2 dildo’s inside my both holes) when I was alone. If they went away They left me most of the time in the villa, sometimes locked in my dark room, sometimes chained at a long or short leash… so I could move a bit.

Sometimes I had to fuck the friends of my Master and Mistress, but it was a great time, lovely weather, beautiful villa, nice slavery and humiliation.

Now we are back, and Mistress trained me again hard and heavy to get me back on the place I belong: the maso slavegirl. The whip is back again… Last weeks I am most of the time locked up in my cell and have to learn to be back as a 24/7 TPE house slave...