Is love in BDSM really possible? or is it just a myth of her own creation?

She has this girlish notion that there can be a strong loving bond between a slave and a Master. A sort of bond like you read about in a romance novel. But perhaps that sort of love is only possible in stories. she has allowed her heart to be sent through a blender, in an effort to sift through all the Men and try and find One that can love her as much as she might love Him. she doesn't even feel motivated in looking anymore...perhaps she is finally able to except, that men like that never really existed at all, except in the imagination.