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	MasterDave137

I am 20 slim brown skin wear glasses and I have been interested in this lifestyle for a few years I just have never acted on it and here is why..... I come from a very closed minded family and they are set in there ways and would only disown me for activities that they concider as out of the ordinary. I live with them and have lived with them through out my whole entire life and I am comfortable with this situation I am not a very out going or public person I tend to be very shy and quite but oce I get comfortable with a person I am very talkative. I am new to this lifestyle today is July 18, 2009 and today is my first day seeking help or guidance to find my place. So please don't expect me to know what I am looking for or what my label is cause as of right now I concider myself to be lost in this lifestyle. I am undecide as of right now cause the way I feel is surgessting that I need to try two different roles before I can really know who I am sexually in a relationship and I need the help of dominate males and females so I can decide of I want to be submissive although I usually like to play the more dominate role when involved with females I wish to have a dominate female take control of me all because I want to find out what I like, love or desire. But I have my hopes set high on meeting a submissive female or male cause I do like to have control most times. I say all of this because I am not looking to be the one who have control and I am not looking to be someone submissive slave because I don't know where I fit in and I want to have a try at all of the different positions. However I am looking for a domainate male or female who would like to take me as a freely coming student who have a understand as of where we stand or a submissive male or female who will have a understand as of where we stand. I am looking to be taught I am willing to learn and try anything once and if I like it I will do it again but kinow that I have limits I am not looking for someone to bum rush me through them but instead help me slowly through them. I have transportation but since I have lost one of my jobs I am not willing to drive to far as of right now I don't have the proper resources. So please if you are willing please contact me and we can get together and chat and see how it goes from there I am truely eager to begin learning and have my hopes set high on meeting some that will take me as a beginning student