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new2thailand

submissive white American recently retired and living in Thailand. Looking for mature Dominant. Mature is mental and not from a calendar date. Listing my likes and dislikes are a waste of time. It's only your likes and dislikes that are important. Cheers I will be on holiday in South Africa from late September until mid October.
5/4/2015 6:31:09 PM
on line training?  what is that?  it sounds ridiculous. 
5/2/2015 6:00:32 PM
Looking back, I guess I have always been at least a bit submissive in my relationships.  When I was 19, I was dating a girl my own age.  She was really nice but, a bit demanding.  After being together about a year, she told me she had a friend in trouble and had to meet her friend at the local Holiday Inn and wanted me to take her and drop her out front and to pick her up about 10PM.  I dropped her off and, then drove around the parking lot, looking for the exit.  I drove behind the hotel and saw her knocking on the door of a room and a older man opening it, kissing her and letting her in.  But, I did come back at the requested time and met her out front.  WHen I confronted her later, she first got mad and said I was spying on her and told me she wanted to break up.  I pleaded with her not to and apologized.  SHe finally told me the man was married and they had been meeting regularly for a couple years.  After that, when I called her to see if she wanted to go out, she would just tell me she was meeting Jack but if I wanted to meet her later, that was ok.  

At that age, I had no idea what a cuckold was or even heard the word.  I never thought, at that time, that I had done clean up duties many times as well.  It was my first girlfriend and my first time for any sexual activity.  I did notice that, at times, she had a different smell and taste but, I did not pay attention to it.  I thought all women might have be like that.