I can no longer deny to myself what my feelings are and what I truly believe myself to be, a slave. I have repressed my thoughts and emotions for too long leaving an empty vacuum deep within me. I have known deep inside what I am since I was but a teenager. I have always sought out ways to please others in many forms. I have often felt deep gratification when performing tasks and completing tasks set by others. I am most at peace when I have giving myself to anothers needs. Deep inside me I have always believed that if I could only find a MASTER to serve in all forms ie domestic/sexual my life would have meaning and a MASTER would complete me. Having kept this secret bottled up inside has been a torture I no longer can endure. I have been actively seeking an outlet that would allow me to explore my potential to see if I hold the qualities to be trained as a slave, by luck I came accross collarme and with hope my life long dream will become a reality. I have always been submissive and passive ever since I could remember. I hope to find a dominate MASTER/DADDY with much experience and patience in training novices who can exploit all of my potential. I need to know if I am truly slave material, I need to know if these long repressed feelings are real, I need to know if I have what it takes to be a true slave. I have had a little experience in bdsm as part of sex, such as being spanked and I was once even blindfolded both of which I found to be very stimulating. Its time for me to take the plunge go to the deep end of the pool and see if I sink or swim. With the right MASTER/DADDY I hope to find all my weaknesses and turn them into strengths, I hope to learn what my limits are and and remove them, I hope to to be taught humility, I hope to experience total submission, I hope to feel the pride of being obedient, I hope to realize my destiny.
new2slavelife
6/27/2012 10:05:15 AM
slave is ultimately seeking 24/7 ownership where its free will will be broken down and replaced by your will so that slave can totally devote itself to you as your domesticated slave
