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| Hiya. I'm a shy but sometimes mouthy and moody girl who has had lots of lives in her short time on earth. I can be very positive and bouncy or very withdrawn and private. I grew up in three foster homes after being taken from my stepdad and mom. I had some issues in school but am also considered intelligent and can do well when I try, and i learn fast. I have some bad habits I haven't stopped yet, like smoking and partying, and some I have stopped, like cutting and burning.
I have always responded to spanking and to having someone tell me what to do, control me. I got introduced to this stuff by a dominant man older than me earlier in my teens and although I have been very sexual since then, it has never been the same. Then I had amother experience with a girl and then another, again with an older man, and I would still be seeing him but he's not really available to own me because he has a family of his own.
I have been working in a restaurant saving for college and trying to figure out where to go with my life now that i can be on my own. I know I need guidance and structure. I have been studying BDSM like crazy and reading so much--not just Shades! But much much more and it just hypnotizes me, it affects me spiritually as well as physically and emotionally and intellectually.
I want my life to be different. I have never felt my age and know I can be better. I know I can be a good slave or sub girl to the right person who I look up to and worship. Please be smart and successful and able to train me. I don't expect it to be like a sugar daddy or anyone to pay for my school or car or anything. i can work. I just want to be around different people than the ones I always end up falling in with. I say I'm a nerd because i love to read and write and surf and play halo or rpg etc. i know there is more to life and this is my first step to changing it.
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