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| After some life trauma, I went through a re-awaking, and in a period of extreme (even dangerous) openness, I discovered how kinky I had always been. That was about 5 year ago.
Unfortunately said trauma is not over, and it prevents me from expressing myself opening.
I have learnt that I am a sensual submissive, that I like to serve, to please.
I enjoy pain given if you enjoy giving it, I otherwise don't particularly seek it, but I do respect it.
I was told once that I was a conduit, or a service-top, but I have yet to find anyone to explore this aspect with.
I am looking for kinky friends and companions: it could range from furtive lunch-time meetings and weekends at an out-of-city "conference", or just to sharing a Google Doc story of what we imagine.
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