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UPDATED!!
Thank you for visiting my profile. Please read my entire profile before contacting me. I will know if you read it or not and I do not have time to waste with games or online ppretend. I am 20 yrs old and live about 40 minutes outside of Knoxville, Tn. I was born in Vietnam and adopted by a family in the US. I met a Master online and moved in with him which caused me to break all ties with my adopted family which is for the best all they wanted me for was to clean their house.
I enjoy not being in control and serving the one i am with because his happiness should be my pleasure. I am a total slave with very few limits which are Needles, kids and Blood BTW. I have been trained for over 2 years now, but the Master that I am with is not very attentive anymore and I want to leave here. He does not seem to have time for me anymore and Since I lost all ties with my Family I have no where else to go now and I feel trapped so I am just on here looking for friends who I can talk with and mentally escape for a bit. One day though I do hope to get in my car and drive away from here to a happy home with a good dom or domme. I do enjoy older men, I have always been attracted to the protective Daddy types but have only been with one man my whole life. Had plenty of fantasies about others but my master now took my virginity in all 3 holes. I am not looking to be bred or fed to a ton of men. I cherish my life and do not want it to be a game of what can I catch from my masters friends. I do not want kids until I am at least 30. I enjoy my body and I want it used hard.
He does not know about this profile so I must keep it a secret. I mostly spend my days cleaning and serving him when he is home and wants me around him, he does keep me naked at all times and I have not left the house in over 3 months. I do have a cage which I enjoy spending time in while I write my journal. I like all kinds of things, but one of my favorites is a hard firm hand anywhere on my body. I enjoy waking up the next day seeing the bruises on my body. I also enjoy my picture being taken and have always thought it would be cool to have my own adult website.
That's all for now, if you want to talk feel free to message me. I can not promise that I can answer everyone and I am not sure when I can be on since his schedule is never the same, but I will try to get on as much as I can to reply.
And yes that is me in the pictures. I also have to throw in that I am a vegetarian and do not eat meat. Also, I have gotten hundreds of emails and my main question to everyone is: How do I know that you would really take care of me and I would not just end up like I am right now? Please answer that question in your email to me and I will know if you actually read this.
My time is limited and I can not and will not download yahoo or skype or any program onto the computer and take a chance of being caught talking with people.
ALLOW ME TO GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW! HE IS NOT MEAN or ABUSIVE he is simply very busy and does not have the time for me as he did and he has made his company the main priority in his life which I am sure most can understand who are self employed. He knows I am not happy but I am not looking to rub things in his face or hurt his feelings or anything crude. HE IS A VERY great dom who spent months training me without doing anything else, he made me his number one for so long that I am having an issue taking the back seat to his employees and company. He made promises that he can not keep now with his company expansion.
I am just very tired of not having the structure and the discipline that became every day life to me and I need that before I decide to give up on my submission.
He will NOT track me down or anything like that, that is NOT his style. I am not here to waste my time or others time, I am very real, very sincere and willing to relocate.
Chat does not work for me so I can not talk with you. I will not allow anyone to come pick me up at his house or kidnap me from here so please stop asking, and NO I do not want a plane ticket. I need a safe sane dom or domme who is understanding, who has time for me, who is stable enough to make sure I have the things I need.
If I do relocate it would need to be far away from here like Florida or California, Washington State, Arizona, Canada ( I do have a passport) or someplace where I would not run into him or anyone he knows. He would not hunt me down it would just not feel right seeing him once I leave here. I do have a good reliable car and NO I will not sell it or leave it behind. I do not want your money, not here looking for money. I am saving my own money!!!
If you are going to contact me please do so in kind or I will not respond. I am not a slut or a whore, I have only been with one man in my entire life, so if your email starts with those words then I will not respond. Also have a recent photo or one in your message to me or I will not respond. I also will not respond to simple emails just saying "hey, whats up?" if someone is serious about getting to know me then at least try to do so and have some type of imagination in your first email. I like a creative mind and I am not talking about sex either. I love sex, but i want to know you as a person first.
Everyone keeps asking me " what will make me happy?" the answer is very simple actually. Structure, Time for me, discipline when I mess up, a firm loving hand to keep me on the right track, understanding, the ability to grow, to be trained deeper than I have been, to feel that I belong and am owned and have a place in life at my Masters feet where I should be.
Please do not waste my time if you are not financially able to take care of another human life. I do not want to work outside of the home. I have never had a job and have always been the house slave as far back as I can remember. I was born to serve and be cherished.
I pride myself in being a good girl, I do not do things wrong on purpose I am not a brat. I do require discipline from time to time but I am slave enough and honest enough to come to you and ask you for it and tell you why I need it. I really do not like to be in public much I would rather be at home safe and confined in my home. I like to write my journal in a cage or box because I enjoy the feeling of confinement and being safely tucked away.
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