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	I am a 65 y/o BiWM with a growing interest in playing a sexually submissive role with a domme/dom. I am not into heavy pain, but I "need to know" what it feels like to be under the control of another person sexually. My earliest submissive play was with fellow students in school (both male and female) in which I played the submissive role and was "tortured/tormented/teased" sexually by my partners. Play included domination and submission with the application of light bdsm (spanking/flogging, cbt, and nipple play) , "forced"/denied/delayed orgasms, "forced" oral (give and receive) and restraint/blindfolds. All of that play was heavily sexual in overtones and application, with heavy pain not used; but threatened/suggested I fantasize about those sessions and have wanted to revisit them for years. I am now retired, separated, and have my own apartment so I am free to try to re-experience those earlier pleasures. I have no idea what my limits may be in adult d/s play but hope that with exploration and negotiation we can find them I have some hard limits (scat/watersports/child pornography-play/blood and fire). Other than that all play excites me, although I may not be able to endure some appications of "punishment". I am not looking for servitude nor to provide domestic services; but rather to find a domme/dom who will help me expand my earlier experiences and satisfy this gtowing "need to know" about this lifestyle.

4/13/2011 2:25:53 PM

No.... I do not like humiliation and I won't do cam-to-cam so you can tell me what is wrong with me. I already know that and really do not need anyone else to tell me. That said, I would still like to meet/chat with Dommes/Doms who think they coulld "teach this old dog some new tricks." In spite of my "outburst" I can be very agreeable and even pliant in the right circumstances.

12/26/2010 8:40:58 PM

This is all new to me. I am trying to begin a journy of exploration that takes me into those areas I enjoyed as a teenager and fantasize about today. Hopefully I will find someone who is patient enough to take an "old" beginner and help him find his way in what is, to me, an exciting world. I would enjoy talking both with those dominant members who are interested in helping me along the way and those submissives who share my interests who might want to provide a different viewpoint.