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| Update: I do not respond to vulgar lewd emails. Or to emails that are demeaning. Thank you.
At one in my life i felt myself cracking under the strain of trying to juggle it all. I was a career focused celibate and grouchy young woman. I had my site set on a path and i was barreling full force ahead.
I will never forget the moment my life changed. I had been working for almost 40 hours straight. I had performed CPR on 5 adult patients and a a 9 year old girl. I had pulled 2 patients from a car wreck. I was bruised i was burned i was exhausted.
I often commuted with a male member of my shift. After leaving work this day i fell asleep in his car on the 40 minute drive home. I awoke in his house layed out on his bed. He was unlacing my boots. I could here water running in the back ground. I was done i had no fight i could barely lift my eyelids.
After undressing me with the care someone would show an infant, he carried me to the bath tub and settled me in the steaming water, sponging me from head to toe. He washed and rinsed my hair. He massaged my sore muscles. He lifted me and wrapped me in a warm fuzzy towel. Laid me on the bed and gently caressed every inch of my body. His touch was like fire. He showed me such unimaginable ecstasy.I have never been cared for so lovingly. Like i was a cherished gift.
Over the next four months, he gently guided me and helped me to understand why my body and soul craved this complete release. That by giving myself up so completely and trustingly to him i could achieve the greatest fulfillment.
it has been 4 years and never has anyone touched me the same.
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Bursting with blood my fingertips pulse. You didn't forget me, at least immediately. So here I will hover and feed off your love, I'll listen from the middle instead of above. Will you fill up my wounds with your styrofoam blood until I forget?
A quote and a question on a screen suppressed. I know it's not right 'cause it's a second impression. But I'd rather I taste my desires of Earth and fill my mind with jewels for all they are worth than discover a diamond decays to a rock and time doesn't turn.
Greed for your love. Why is it aching when i am laughing at the world?
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I have deployed to kentucky, not sure for how long. I miss running water and electricity!! |
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I am so tired. i have 6 hours and 24 min of shift left. I cant wait to take off my boots and get out of this uniform. I want a hot shower. I want to feel the hot water pouring over me. I want to feel the steam loosen my sore muscles. I want to climb naked into my sheets and drift off to dream of a touch, a caress the whisper of a finger trailing down my spine....... |
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