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Any and all messages received to this slaves account will be forward to
Madam Denise. Any mischief or wrongful behaivor by this slaves account should be reported to Madam Denise, for judgement and punishment.
i am pretty sure i was born submissive, and growing up around so many Females, Female Supremacy came natural to me. i have had some training in my past, no long term services, each cut short due to lives twists and turns, and only one really poor choice, cannot blame Her though, She thought She could break my submissiveness. She wanted to mold me into a more dominant male, which is impossible for me. As You can imagine, the relation-ship fell apart.
i am writing to the journal about my past i am a collared working slave, to a very Beautiful Dominant Female Who believes as i do all males should be controlled, but true sub missives are above an average male. his goal, his drive is to bring happiness and comfort to Her life, always knowing his place, always thinking of Her, and becoming never an equal, but a part of Her, i can not live without. Yes i understand stands training tools like, humility and emasculating, but these are not seen as they are to the non submissive male, this one does such things for Her enjoyment, but i also do enjoy seeing non sub males being trained this way as She does.
i know no color or creed, but as beliefs go i am more like the Druids spiritual these beliefs run the same as my submission, i will kneel before no male, well unless instructed to by my Superior for Her pleasure. ( pictures coming soon with Madam Denise's approval)
i would like to say, i have viewed many of the other submale profiles on here, and i can only imagine for many of the profiles the Women only friend you, or keep you around for some source of entertainment. Learn how to talk to a Superior, and dont try to think with that thing between your legs, thats not how a true submissive thinks.
It - your life is all about Her, now if you are having no responses to calls to service here and know you are submissive i would recommend you joining a training site like The Fem Domme Society, and if you are at least 95% sure you feel that inner drive to serve then i would recommend surrendering yourself to Mystress World, and take every lesson seriously. These sites are real, and very strict, many submales who join become black listed or ejected, because they are pigmales pretending to be submissive.
These Women...gurls/bois are smarter than you could ever imagine. So get on your knees, stay there and learn your place, you will be a much better member of society and owe it all to Her. Everyone starts life Female, just dumb luck made some of us imperfect.
Any Superior contacting me, i will certainly be polite and respond as timly as possible.
i will respond to questions, from bois but know i am as strict as i have been taught. i do not believe in man-code, i believed in Female Supremacy, before i was trained.
Good Day!
tami 14817*
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i often come off as unbelievable, One Superior on here asked how many times i had sent the same message to Others. None is answer, every message thought on the best i can, like my training from the past, taken seriously. i do like to see people smile, and have thought of trying comedy, but when approaching a Female i feel like i am walking on egg shells, i can only imagine the meat market is tainted, therefore and rightfully so, a defensive posture is maintained.
First of all – Any and all material with in this journal or profile is the soul property or the submissive of this account Nbs4lm. Any and all information, rights may be obtained for use only with Nbs4lm written consent.
my memory is photo-graphic, and i remember 40 of 43 years thus far.
i was raised around Woman, a water tight case in the trunk of every car i owned into my middle 20’s stocked with soft toilet paper, bras, stockings, and Feminine hygiene products. i have had Female Mentors much of my whole life. Since i was the designated driver, i also experienced the painful heart-ships the Women in my upbringing, dealing with fights and break ups. One Woman Who i still know to this day, She’s a diabetic, i had to learn how to administer Her insulin, and i also had to get hurt by Her boyfriends when it was i would take notice of diabetic shock setting in. i did a lot of trying to make boyfriends breaking up understand Her pain, and it always hurt me to see any One of my Female friends in such pain.
(to be continued) I wonder if i should continue? |
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i find myself dizzy, unfocused but for one thought, to please Her. A path before me that was always clear, and now i cannot take step without Her guidance, but it is not a fear of doing something wrong beyond the boundaries She has put in place for me, it is knowing i will be part of Her, and there-fore i cannot move without Her. |
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Interests
Some questions can be a little tough, thoughts must be written in a way to not be topping from the bottom. i am submissive and i love serving Women, and for Who may decide to take me, brake me, and mold be in servitude to Her will, there are less than five absolutes that i can think of that i am not willing to perform, or learn.
Top of the list of No No's, i refuse to text and drive.
Yes body worship and orally serving is important to me too, i do believe in the chemistry of D/s where Pheromones passed from Domme to submissive make a submissive easier to train. Where as typical vanilla sex i believe if done at all it is far in the future when complete control, or brain washing is ensured to maximize Her pleasure. i hope to meet a Woman Who has use for me locally, daily, or training towards on call or 24/7.
There are also many domestic task i can perform, to Your expectations, with Your guidance. Even plain old yard work can be enjoyable, knowing You may be watching, and pleased.
i do not ponder or dream of becoming emasculated, a sissy slut, being whipped to tears, in chastity 24/7, or deflowered, but on my knees learning this brings You pleasure, i focus on learning from You seriously, for Your pleasure feeds my submissiveness. In time desires become need to addiction, and You have complete control. There is a great emptiness, a sad void that can only be filled by You.
Other interests or hobbies
Billards, Silver Smith, Wood Working, Electronics, Computers, Chess, Gardening, Cooking, Mountain Biking, Swiming, Acustic guitar and Sleeping. |
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