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Alright, so this profile is due for a refresh. I have been involved in the lifestyle for a little under 6 years now. Mainly as a submissive, however, I have began exploring my Dominant side off and on. I have found that I am only Dominant over women. Men I am only submissive to. So, now that that is understood we'll move on. I am currently engaged and collared to a wonderful man and we would like to expand our family..W/we (as a couple) are open to the idea of taking on a gf/submissive of our own. So, if you are a woman and you are interested then please feel free to message me on here seeing as He does not have profiles online for the lifestyle and I'll happily rely the messages on to Him for final approval. Always open to friendship still so feel free to message me for that, however, if you are male then I will tell you now not to expect any reply to your messages other than friendly banter...it stops there. Be safe, be consensual, be kinky.

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10/27/2012 8:34:54 AM

I have been involved in the lifestyle off and on for about 5 years now. However, within those 5 years, I have not had the opportunity to grow as a sub due to the fact that the males I've encountered on here and have not been real "Doms". They have been men hiding behind the title to get tail and a little control in the bedroom only.

 

During my last encounter with a gentleman I've recently been talking to, he made it very clear to me how much I need to grow as a submissive. Not for anyone else, but for myself so that I may be a better sub....a better woman for whomever owns me. So, this is my list of areas I am either curious about and haven't had the opportunity to experience, or that I have experienced and would like to explore more in depth. This is not, however, an invitation for my inbox to be flooded with emails offering to help me out with my journey. I will ask if I want help, I'm simply putting to words my thoughts I've had for 5 years now.

 

 

 

Curious/Haven't experienced:

  • Daddy/baby girl scenario
  • Servitude submission
  • 24/7 TPE
  • 1950's household

 

Have experienced:

  • Sexual submission
  • Bondage submission

 

honestly...I think those are the only two that I'm curious about. I crave submission as a whole. I want to find that person that can not only dominate me in the bedroom, but in day-to-day life as well. I'm about at the end of my rope with the lifestyle and all the fakes. Yes, sex is fantastic, but I now need something with more substance to it. A D/s relationship LT.


10/22/2012 1:03:21 PM

   I sat in my car, patiently waiting for Him to text me to signal that He had arrived. "I'm out front now, red shirt" was His reply. I nervously stepped out of my car, adjusted my dress...smoothed out the wrinkles, fidgeted with my hair and took a deep breath. Walking up to the bar I could feel my heart begin to race as questions ran through my head.

"Is He really here?"

"What if those weren't His pictures He sent me? If not, how can I politely find an out if I don't find Him attractive?"

"What if He's dissatisfied with me?"

   I couldn't allow myself to be negative before even laying eyes on Him, so I dismissed those thoughts and continued walking around the building, searching for a handsome, blue eyed gentleman in a red shirt.

   I rounded the corner and to my relief He stood there on the sidewalk, just as I expected Him to be. I let out a sigh of relief as I walked up and He engulfed me in a hug. Holding me tightly around the waist we began to walk into the bar. He let go of my waist, wrapping His hand around mine and guiding me in.

   It was loud as we sat down in a booth, looking around for a split second before noticing a fire pit burning on the outside patio. It seemed more secluded and personal, so we happily made our transition outside. Sitting down across from Him I warmed my hands by the fire as I watched His face...I was nervous beyond belief--heart racing, sweaty palms, dry mouth...I couldn't let Him see that though. I maintained my composure as the night went on and conversation went from innocent and small to personal, deep, and arousing.

    He pulled me in close to Him, wrapping His hands in my hair and whispering into my ear. My body went limp and refused to fight, He had me puddled before Him...hanging on His every breath, every word. Each time I felt myself getting to entranced I would quickly reach for my Guiness hoping it would help clear my mind. The waitress seemed almost scared to approach us, the people around us I'm sure were staring...but I didn't care.

   We finished our beers and agreed to go somewhere quieter and more personal to continue our conversation. Walking out to His car, He pulled me in close to Him holding me tightly as He told me how much He'd like to fuck me, but that He didn't want to disrespect me. A sense of relief rushed over my body...as much as I wanted to kneel before Him and worship every inch of His body, I didn't want to be "that girl".

   We drove to Barnes & Noble, however, since they were closed we sat in the parking lot. We spent the next half an hour both talking and teasing. He'd trace his fingers along my body, sending shivers through me and kissing my neck, lips, and breast. He allowed me the privilege of feeling just how much I aroused Him. I happily obliged, feeling His hard cock through His jeans, secretly wishing I could wrap my lips around it.

   I must have been transparent because He was even kinder and allowed me to kiss His cock, the smallest amount. It took every  ounce of will power I had in my body not to greedily swallow it down my throat until I gagged.

   We drove back to the bar and said our goodbyes before parting. After He kissed me goodnight and left, all I could feel was a sense of euphoria rush through my body. My head was clouded, my body tingled from my head down to my toes. What a night it was, and hopefully many more to come.


9/12/2012 9:43:28 PM

I have come to the conclusion that I need more kink in my life. I get wrapped up in my day-to-day life and don't reserve any time for my own pleasures. By pleasures, I don't necessarily mean sex....rather fulfilling companionship and friendships with people who think the same way I do. Time to branch out and make friendships again.


1/19/2012 11:35:08 PM

Alright so here's my rant and questions sort of.

 

All the time all I ever hear is how amazing my eyes are. It's the first feature of me that guys comment on or for many a starting line on here...so what exactly makes them amazing? I've seen so many girls on here that have more stunning eyes than I do, what makes mine so damn special?


7/28/2011 11:52:24 AM
I got my snake bites done today :) next months plurge is either going to be my nose or my nipples. I can't decide yet....seriously addicted to the needle. Anyone do tattoos let me know :) I would love to be a guinea pig so long as its clean, safe, and you aren't dumb at it.

5/18/2011 8:59:51 PM
On a completely vanilla note...i watched P.S. I Love you tonight...GDI why aren't there more relationships with that level of love? Maybe I'm just toooooooo drunk or living inside my head again, but this world we live in nowadays lacks romance.

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blippybo0m
 
 Age: 39
 UK, United Kingdom