Looking for a houseboy/ errand boy on friday during the day

Happy pi day and Happy birthday to Albert Einstein and myself :)

Oh we'll all cum out to eat her til she cums! Oh we'll all cum out to eat her til she cums! Yes, we'll all cum out to eat her and still possibly, we'll beat her. Sure, we'll all cum out to eat her til she cums!  -My personal randition

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What does it mean to sacrifice one's life? In my opinion, it does not mean to create death... that would only be sacrificing the way we die.

What does it mean to sacrifice our own free will to become part of the kaleidoscopic nature of ALL life, a prismatic reflection of those around us. Understanding the hive mentality and acting in a way that can vibe with others, yet slowly effect positive change and evolution through constant life improvisation. To sacrifice a role of pure vanilla (often used only to impress others) and infiltrate the darker parts of existence in order to inject light; adding new depth and unseen arts as the sea creatures have evolved in the deep. To play the part that might be seen as mean, egotistical, greedy... only to exemplify what one shouldn't aspire to. Teaching by example of parody: the insanity we often live amongst in 'normal' life. Thoughts?

The amount of responsibility involved in having a poly BDSM household is great for all parties. Patience for universal consensus and understanding. Restraint from losing self control. Self domination over anger and talking back. Love constantly exchanged and interwoven between each member, keeping the house closely knit. Strength rises in the ability to improve without negativity entering the space. Soon it becomes a unit, acting as one consciousness with many roles and a shared ideal. One part will anticipate the desires of another before they have the need arise... simply out of caring.

A lady will maintain organizational instruction and work actively to interpret instructions to those who have devoted their life to receiving that information. She will keep a healthy, fair, balanced, and educational life for all who enter. Focus will be on constant evolution of all involved. Perception of therapeutic needs for all members of the house is required. BDSM is a therapeutic art for ALL parties involved. When one has been the victim of sexual, physical, mental, or self abuse... accountability and commitment with others in a safe, sane, and consensual environment will bring healing. Overcoming anger/violence issues and watching others in true action can be healing.

To those who have been chasing and endless stream of experiences, drugs, and addictions: Breaking the cycle does not mean stopping the enjoyment of life... it means spiraling forward to an evolved dimension. Become the embodiment of love: living erotic art in motion with many mediums... expression of thought archetypes and relationship dynamics through real life manifestation. Dance down that path together respectively and enjoy the ride.

A truly devoted soul will make constant effort to learn and follow directions provided as well as remember the previous training from the teacher that has proved useful for proper growth. By cooperation and 100% reliability that all parties truly care about sharing the responsibilities and devoting themselves to each other.

Simple house rule: Don't do anything that gets in the way of what the other members will be doing or desire. Disrespect of personal limits will not be tolerated! Remember that a lady will give a chance to prove if intentions are coming across correctly. When a lady states what is not desired, acting against it PROVES the devotion requires evolution. (Not re-volution). The idea is not to regurgitate the same fantasies that have been engrained through masturbation before the pact is made. Instead, the idea is to make a conscious decision of what goals are desired in the immediate, short term, and long term plans- then act on it along with others.

It is imperative that one who desires to be a 'pet, doll, toy, child, object, servant, submissive, or slave' in the legal BDSM terms does not 'Dom from the bottom' and attempt to control the reality selfishly while swearing allegiance of service. All that does is hold back the rest of the house. Understand that timing is crucial for all sides and true balance and flow will happen at the correct time.

Know that the erotic art and writings we put into our current media will effect the tastes, urges, and trajectory of our fruits and families. Even in the midst of darkness and pain, actions will be done in the correct light.

Its that time of the year again... many young sub/slaves who have been researching about BDSM and speaking with others in the lifestyle are now leaving school and finally have a chance to jump into that reality. In many cases being in school can protect them from the wrong 'Dominants' and gives them a chance to see if they are serious about owning them for life. Still, living in the normal vanilla world with vanilla family and friends can be quite torturous (not in a sexy way ;) when thoughts of what could be fill your mind. I urge you to make those thoughts of what WILL be.

Its not about online chat or trying out 'playing' with random people. It is also tempting and convenient for a sub/slave to try a vanilla partner who has dominant qualities in person, yet I have spoken to many people who have just been stuck in an unfulfillable search in that arena because of lack of training they have received in the mental aspects that mean the most to a woman's sexuality and ESSENTIAL for proper lifelong ownership and proper guidance in focus and devotion. The women then either feel trapped (as many don't want to hurt the other party and are often people pleasers) or eventually are dropped by that vanilla dominant personality and must rejoin their search for the life they KNOW they are meant to be living.

When looking back, often there are strong feelings of regret for wasted life that can either push you further into a strict search or jade you. A growing trend of those women have been turning lesbian lately from abusive situations or simply because of a lack of being fed mentally, sexually, spiritually, by that partner.

If you are one of the many women who have been jaded by this site yet still serious and hopelessly romantic in your search, I urge you to contact Me in order to begin a dialogue and a true meaningful relationship that is contained deep within all actions in D/s.

If you are a man, do not contact Me unless you are looking to offer ownership of a female slave in TPE.

I have always loved the female form and energy. From the sisterly or motherly bonds to the erotic power of truly liberated women bonding with a natural power a man would not understand. The feeling of them playing with your hair, caressing, soft flesh, the chemistry and understanding... a natural inclination to listen to their partner's body and DESIRE to please THEM. A natural inclination for empathy and healing each other through sexual therapeutic touch. The ability to see through the veil in their lives and show each other what and how to change it.

The idea of having a devoted piece of living erotic art has been on my thoughts day and night in everything I do because they are a part of Me, and I in them. A yin yang of spirits and flesh, making your thoughts and life one. One without the other is like a missing puzzle piece, a hole that grinds on your thoughts constantly and causes you to want to escape your reality through other means than actually uniting with that piece. There is so many deeper levels in this lifestyle, and it takes a willing soul to explore it properly through focus and devotion. The right attitude and emotions can bring you to a world you didn't know was there... the water beneath the surface. It's up to you to hold My hand and dive.

I have known who I was sexually and what kind of house I wanted to have since I first had fantasies and dreams before kindergarten. From the images I've remembered at that early age, I knew I wanted a poly house, I was Dominant, and that I liked women and power. As I grew older, and was exposed to the commercial American life and media, I was convinced I wanted to be a good god fearing housewife that kept a perfect house and impressed his friends.

When the subject of sexuality came up, I did not really see myself in much attraction there except being treasured and lusted after, loved and cherished. Lets just say I rooted for characters like the Phantom of the Opera, the Devil in Legend, and the Goblin King in Labyrinth. They were not normal or even what current cultures call 'powerful', but you know the sex and spiritual interaction would be similar to Dr. Manhattan. When I had dreams or sexual fantasies about the male energy, it was usually involving something of the Other... demons, spirits, forces, Ones with true power who were attracted because I stood out to them. Power became My main fetish.

I grew up saving myself for a lot longer than any of my college friends partly because I was originally overweight and lost drastic weight, and I hadn't found any man who stirred my fantasies or seemed to be on my level. I had to try one or two men, but they were lacking anything but the cordiality of being after my flesh... and sexually/spiritually unsatisfying. If I want a man in My life, He would have to be esoterically aware, gifted, devoted, and powerful. The kind you can feel from across the room. I've already found Him, and we have worked and lived together for years, so the position has been filled. If you are a female wishing to be devoted to this Demon's cock and spiritually gifted hands, speak with Me or His profile: pangaia

Being considered a 24/7 lifestyle Dominant for years now... I have met and spoken to hundreds, even thousands of fetishists and BDSM fans. There are those who are just curious, and those who play from time to time to fulfill their fantasy but go back to a lonely life or their wife when their done with the session. There are those that live in a collared relationship, but are mostly vanilla with the exception of sessions. Then there are those who are seriously devoted to living the lifestyle 24/7 and never dropping character. True, complete, lifelong TPE... personally believed to be the only way to say you are 'owned' and have in reality devoted all power to your Owner without question.

There has lately been a sad development in the lifestyle. I call them mental masturbators. These are the people who get on sites like 'collarme' to hunt for their fetish, or even just explore it, and get sucked into the vortex of virtual facade. It can be women who love the fetish but never act on living it in real life, so they stay online. The men are not able to be successful in real life or with women on the site, so they either create an alter male ego that would appeal to real women (not intending to live up to their emails and chats, often disappearing after they cum) standing them up for real life meetings, or even coming to meet them to get a free 'session' in their head and disappearing when it comes time for devotion.

Some men like to be treated as a woman in their fetish, or they are just an unsuccessful male profile, so they create a female alter ego (often with additional emails, messengers, and stolen pictures) in order to be spoken to via a real woman and fulfill their mental masturbation (or physical) of a life or experience they crave constantly but aren't living. After a short period of time, this hunting method online becomes addictive, and the masturbation and sexual/mental stimulation releases chemicals that train your brain to only achieve release through that thought or experience. It is a good training tool to have a sub or slave masturbate to your thought or image, as it trains their sex to be You. If you never have a specific Owner you are devoted to you will just get addicted to the chase and tread water with no fruition.