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	Yes i am a submissive i love to please and serve in everyway. but dont let that be mistake for a door mat. i am not your lil sex toy you can get rid of when ever you want im not going to role play online and then you disappear because i want to serve in person at some point i want to clean cook work and make my master happy sit on the couch and cuddle knowing im safe in his arms. he has the control in the realtionship...idk if this makes since to some on here what i seek, but ill give some more insite about me I have been in the lifestyle about 6 years now. i have learned many things in that time like what i need in a dom and what kind of doms to aviod I dont believe bdsm relation should be souly based on sex. if thats what you want dont bother to keep reading I am a mother to a beautiful toddler she is my world and will always come first. if you cant accept that then dont even bother I am a bigger girl i had gastic bypass surgery and am tryin to get intouch more with my femine side. i am feeling more and more beautiful by the day i do not do well in a poly situation. i may be willing to try again but it will take alot of work for both me and them i have a deep desire to serve and make my owner happy. im also in need of structure:) I work overnights so that will be the best time to try and get ahold of me I would like to add i am not sex slave, cunt, whore, bitch dog or pig. address me as such i wont anwser just because im a submissive doesnt mean that i dont want some respect when talking to you i am still a human, still a women not a dog. If youve read everything feel free to message me

12/20/2012 7:29:05 AM

I'm so sick of being hurt i desire to get to know someone and to serve fully. i feel very lost when im not serving. not that i cant function on my own without a dom but i feel like there is a whole in me that needs to be filled. however since i dont want to send sexual pics two sec after meeting you nor do i want to cam. people on here either have no interest in me or think im fake. I feel in order to build a relation of any type you need to take the time out to really get to know them and work from there. Apperently tho i seem to be asking for too much:(

12/8/2012 8:56:14 AM

i just wish to clear up something...in my profile i am not trying to top from the bottom as some have said. i am just sick of being hurt so i want to set up guidlines for myself as well as others in order to protect me from going down that path. also i feel if both of us know what were looking for we dont have to waste each others time.

11/15/2012 7:52:12 PM

please someone explain to me how being only an online sub gives you the need you are trying to fulfilled complete because i dont get it. how can you give up control only online?