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It's that time again - I am looking to write a short story for you to enjoy - Send me a sentence and I will take it from there.. :)
Once again, I feel it is more appropriate for me to dominate men, since few out there actually know what they are doing. Me, on the other hand, know exactly what I am doing. If you are interested, in real life and are ready for seriously committing - send me an email, I don't like the overly needy, so be careful what you want - you will get it here, and thensome. Flipping the coin~ It's a sad thing to hear people call themselves as Kinky, who isn't? How about hearing if you actually know anything about this lifestyle? Who knows how to live the life, besides in the bedroom... whotf cares if it's in the bedroom, how about OUTSIDE the bedroom? Do you know what your doing there? OMG ---- when i tell someone - please do not touch me with lovey dovey, kisses and hugs - i am dead serious. I can't stand being touched like that. It feels like 100000 ants are crawling on my skin. Touch me with pain and whips and canes, and i will love you forever. The Hunt is on - yes, i have a sense of humor, and i also love to tease.. so.. it's what makes the hunt more exciting don't you think? Easy game - is boring... it's the rare and exotic that make it interesting- a game of wits and skill... do you have either to "master" this "game" ... like the play on words? For all the players out there --- your all talk until the curtain opens then the stage is empty. Don't be something your not to please a sub/slave. Be who you really are, and let them come to you. That's all i have to say.. Good luck in finding "that one" Oh just made a new abbreviation - instead of LOL.. BOL = burst out laughing.. Thanks to my friend - who has made me laugh so much the last couple of days :) YES Jim this was because of YOU..
5/26/2017 12:10:44 PM
O.K. Since when did we start talking with; And... as the beginning of a sentence? "And" how are you doing? "And" how long will you be staying? It's like when people used to say; "you know" at the end of a sentence.. remember that? Wait... And do you remember that? hah
5/23/2017 6:20:52 AM
I am totally unimpressed with dominants that feel a need to show their endowments as their profile pictures.. I mean for real? Who wants to look at the one eyed monster in order to chat with you? Not me - thanks... 
4/23/2017 6:48:20 AM
Well I can say what a bunch of arrogant, self centered, and full of crap sub males on here. ME ME ME is the main topic of their concern. What a joke.. It makes me laugh how they can think they are worth a response back after reading their profiles. ZZZZZZZZZzzzzz... I rather talk to CD's, sissies... they at least have substance and are looking for more than someone to fulfill their fantasies

Here's an example : 

Otherwise "alpha" male seeking the sub experience (possibly slavery) with the right partner.  Our relationship will appear to the outside world like a conventional vanilla relationship, and will, indeed, have all of the characteristic vanilla elements.  Our little secret will be confined to the bedroom; at least in the beginning.  Intimacy is a must; monogamy is a must; complete trust is a must; d&d free is a must.


If you stimulate my mind, my libido and the transfer of my will to power will follow.  Wow, do you think this is someone submissive?? 

Thanks for dictating how the relationship is going to work... HAHAHAHAAHA
3/25/2017 6:04:26 AM
Just got back from Long Island and Arizona - What a great time.. I even got to see ufo's and watched as the helicopters circled them.. YES I GOT PICTURES- AWESOME TIME.. planning on going back in September :)
12/18/2016 11:04:05 AM
THIS DESERVES TO BE REPEATED~~
6/12/2016 2:42:28 PM    
 
Omg pet peeve- people who use the word Sir as if it was the same,as Master. " I am her new Sir" give it a break you fifty shades of shit people
12/16/2016 10:04:01 AM
A good friend gave me a sentence and said, "Make a story out of it" here's the results: 




She stayed on all fours with her head down to the floor, she heard him adjusting things that sounded like chains and leather smacking together. It took all her might not to look up to see what was in store for her. He started to hum a tune as he was so content in what he was doing. She knew the tune, "Return to Innocence" Enigma, one of her favorite songs to go into subspace with. She now knew her previous Master must have told him exactly what would make her comfortable with him. 
in the midst of her listening to him hum, she started to relax, when she felt the pull of her collar. "Come here lil one, get yourself up on the cross" " Face the cross for starters."
She climbed up onto the step and onto the platform of the cross. She bit onto her top lip and a chill ran through her. He grabbed her right wrist and put the leather cuff around it, while pulling the chain taut. He did each with ease and started to hum the song again. 
He finished and stood back as he looked at her beautiful body strapped to the cross.  Her soft white legs the muscles in her calves as she tries to stand on her tip toes, the thigh muscles quivering just ever so slightly, to her round buttocks nice and flawless. Her long hair hanging down her back glistening as her uncontrolled movements making them sparkle. Her long stretched out arms as... simply beautiful waiting for him.
" This is your warning, you will not get an easier beating then you will get today. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Sir" she softly says. He goes out of her view and she hears the music she loves start playing. She knew the session was about to begin.
 
She didn't see him come back in view but she felt him there. He started hard and without any hesitation, he started with a long semi thin strap, and in a rhythm to the music each hit was hard and she tried to move.. She hated the strap among all that had ever been used on her, she loved a switch more. Again and again  he came down hard from her shoulders all the way down to her calves. He didn't just have one in his hand - he was swinging with two as one was pulled away the other was coming down - she started to moan and tried to move but she didn't know where the next hit was going. The music was starting to fade in her mind, as she started to sink slowly into subspace. 
Just as he saw her falling away, "Oh no lil one - you come back and make sure you feel each strike"
"Yes, Sir" she replied in a whisper
"What did you say, slave?"
"Yes, Master" She said louder.. she moaned as her flesh started to feel the burning of the strap. 
He proceeded to pull out a couple of more straps that were thinner then the last two - "I want you to count now little one" "We are going to get to 100 fast if you don't keep up I will keep starting you back at 1. Is that clear?"
"Yes Master" 
He began strapping her hard and fast, at first it was easy and then she started to cry and the numbers were getting jumbled in her head as subspace kept trying to creep into her mind, she wasn't only being tortured on the outside but inside as well. 
 
They had finally got through to 100 and it might as well have been 500. Her body was stinging in all places from her calves to her shoulders and in between her legs her cunt burned, she felt it was swollen because he hit there between every other strike  she felt. 
He grabbed her hair and tied it with a rubber band, and then proceeded to tie a rope around her hair, on the end of that rope she knew what was coming next.. the anal hook. "Oh, God." she said in her mind, and it came out in a tiny whisper. 
"Yes, pet? Is there a problem?" He asked with a bit of sarcasm
"No, Master" she said stunned that her remark was actually said out loud. 
The music changed to something she also recognized, it was something she loved to dance to. "Barump, Claude VonStroke" This is horrible she thought to herself, now she will only see this song as being the song her new Master had taught her about her first "easy" beating.. and it was starting to get worse. 
He inserted the anal hook into her and tightened it as much as he could she moaned. Her head was now bend in an awkward position as he started to play with her pussy and it responded with moistened lips. She moaned and tried to stick out her ass to allow him full access but that was a problem. 
He inserted a large dildo that was mounted onto a stick that was perfectly adjusted to stand from the floor.. "OMG" she moaned. "Master, I am going to cum very quickly" she sputtered out. "Oh, no your not, you cum when I say and if I say"
He began again and started to cane her legs. Fast and swift, she was so confused - and didn't know how to stop her own body from the torture and pleasure.. she started to beg her new Master. 
He ssshed her to quiet - and her legs started to welt even more from the cane. She went into the music... and melted in his hands...she was gone inside herself. 
 
He came around to the front of her, and she couldn't see what was going to happen, but she knew whatever it was it wasn't going to be nice. 
He reached for her large D cup breasts and played with her nipples, pulling and twisting them, every movement that was made was sticking the dildo and anal hook to move and go deeper inside. He grabbed one of her breasts and started to rope them from the base tighter and tighter the rope got, her breast was already starting to get tingly, he pinched the nipple with a clamp, a steel straight border clip. She could feel his smile as he started to do the same with the other, they were entwined with the cross, she was immobilized as it was - but now even more so. 
He stepped back and looked at his new slave. He started up another song, This time she had no clue what it was she had heard it once or twice. The Prince of Darkness. she knew another beating was coming. she couldn't move, and the pain was coming from everywhere.. how much more must she bear. She started to silently cry and her tears fell to each side of her face, falling straight to the floor. He removed the clamps, and the flood of blood rushing to the tips of her nipples made her gasp out loud from the pain. He smiled. 
He started softly at first - and started to flog her breast all tied and starting to turn blue, the pain was nothing she had ever felt. She bit her lip and wouldn't give him the satisfaction of her screaming out. That didn't last long. 
 
 
He kept  beating her breasts and after a time he stopped,
"Now comes the fun part" he said, as he started to undo the ropes the first breast he unraveled and watched as it flopped around the rope, becoming more and more pink as the blood flushed back in. She let out a scream but was grateful for the release. She knew this part was ending soon, at least she hoped.
He did the same but took the rope off faster than the first, and she saw stars... and again a scream. 
He undid her hair from the anal hook, and removed the hook. 
He did the same with the dildo, and then said,"I know you think you are done, but you have a whole other side I have to have fun with."
She lowered her head and between sniffles, "Yes, Master" she said softly. 
He said,"Good girl, your sister will be here to care to your needs for a moment. I will be back shortly."
"Yes, Master" 
Songs: Enjoy~~
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rALVgdoMHk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSYsBUOH29M
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIaffp6fsas
12/8/2016 12:52:15 PM
It's that season again - and my heart goes out to all you bi polar people... You CAN make it through... just think happy thoughts.. look past the holiday season and know it will end.. Keep your heads up and hearts open to people that want to reach out and be in touch with you.. YOU are a good person.. you do deserve it~~
11/24/2016 5:39:09 AM
my first time sharing something from my past... Enjoy Dominants HAPPY TURKEY SLAUGHTER DAY.

ok, i am going to tell you a story that comes from my past, a story that involves my last Master.

I have a very bad habit according to my Master. He does not like it when i touch myself constantly. I can’t help it, i have been doing it for years and years. I can not even remember a time when my hand didn’t touch some part of my body. My mom even told me as a baby i used to “rock” on my hands and knees in my crib, sometimes my crib ended up in front of the door and she wouldn’t be able to get in the room. 
That ended up with a pillow between my legs and i used to cum by rocking on my pillow. This was a ritual that i did since a kid. It’s a hard habit to break. 

My Master didn’t appreciate that my hands were touching his property. So, cuffs were applied and then hooked to the wall above my head. Well, this didn’t stop me as well as he thought my legs were capable of moving my pillow between my legs in the middle of the night and i would end up doing what came naturally. The cuffs added to the excitement and oh boy, what a nice place my head was at then. 
He said, “Ok, my little pet, you are asking for total immobilization - he applied ankle cuffs and chained to each end of the bed. Oh my how i fought this all night long. It took me nights and nights of fighting before i was able to sleep that way. Finally after a month of torturous fighting, i finally started sleeping like that. 
During the day, i found myself making up for it. I tried so hard, and without even thinking my hands were back where they didn’t belong. Master saw this - and shackles and a chastity device was added. I cried and cried, but found a way inside the myself to cum with just using my muscles without touching. 
This was all done without thinking, and without thinking of how frustrating i was to my Master. I told him though, even though I knew i was in deep trouble. Master started to take away all I loved, including my games that i played online. That was where the tears actually fell from my face. He took my games, made me watch him play MY games without allowing me to play. He deleted some of my favorites.
After months of sleeping in cuffs and knowing he had every right to do as he pleased. I finally stopped myself from inside muscle use, at night he knew he had to keep me bound because I couldn’t help what i did while sleeping so i was always in cuffs at night facing the wall listening to him play my games, i was put into a slave room he made - away from the world. I was his and only his.. and i lived that way for 2 years 

 
11/18/2016 10:14:17 AM
I think the sub boys I have been talking with will enjoy this story - I was asked to write.
The first two parts of this is what I actually do - so for all your boys wondering about the electrical tape... here it is: My own touch I have been doing for years. Try it - you will like it.

The beginning of the interview with Joe Smoe

Her name is Jess and she is a owner of a porn company, she hires and fires people, instead of having someone else do it for her. She wants to makes sure she gets the people she wants. 
Today she is interviewing people for a spot in a upcoming movie. The male spot, her favorite type of interview. She loves when they see her as she sits in her big black chair in her beautiful type black dress, with black seamed stockings and 6" heels, her hair is long and full and a beautiful red. She looks like she can be in the movies herself as a dominatrix. She acts the role and loves playing it. 

Her first male walks in, he immediately looks upon her and smiles shyly, and immediately his eyes drop to the ground,
"Good morning, please take a seat." She says with a smile.
The man takes a seat, and shifts nervously around to get comfortable.
"Today, I am going to ask some questions, and also test your abilities." Jess says
"Yes, ask away" the man says.
"Ok, here we go." "First, your name"
"Joe Smoe" he answers
"Joe Smoe", she repeats, "What kind of name is that?" "Are you just anybody?"
"Yes. Most people don't care who I am, they just like my huge cock."
"Well, let's see your huge cock, Joe Smoe"
The man stands and begins to undo his pants.... as the zipper goes down, and big huge penis pops out.
At this Jess stands, and walks over to Joe, she walks around him and checks out his ass and flicks his penis, as it bounces to her touch. 
She smirks and asks, "Have you ever been in a position of a sub?" "Do you know how to handle pain?, Joe"
He nods his head "Yes, I do" 
She walks ever so slowly over to her closet of toys, she feels his eyes watching her every move. She opens her closet door and she whispers over to him, "Are you prepared to experience some pain today, Joe?"
"if that is what you wish, yes."
She grabs a cock ring and tosses it at him, "Put this on"
He immediately catches the ring and puts it on his cock.
She grabs a nice little rubber flogger and starts to hit her other hand with it as she walks back over to him........ '
She circles him, and starts to lightly flog his stomach, back, ass, and comes full circle in front of him and quickly snaps the flogger on his cock, fast and quick he bends at the pain on his cock. 
She asks, "Can you stand still or do you need some help, Joe?"
He says, " If you are going to keep going with this, I could use some help."
She says, "This is just the beginning joe, you know this part is for a submissive for a very sadistic Mistress, Don't you?" 
He nods his head.
"Joe, you are applying for a part, play the part. From here on out, your response is, "Yes, Mistress" "Do you understand?" 
"Yes,Mistress" 
She gets a collar and leash and applies it to her new little play toy, "We are going to take this to the dungeon." She collars him and tells him to remove all his clothes and get to his knees, as she pulls the leash forward.. they walk out the door to go to the dungeon.

Entering the dungeon Interview scene 2


The lights are dim and there is no one around, joe lifts his eyes to see a female caged to his left. Her arms and legs are cuffed and chained to each corner within the cage. As his eyes adjust to the dimness of the room, he can see she has welts on her ass. His penis jumps from excitement and he feels slight pain from more blood trying to rush in.

Jess walks him over to cuffs hanging from the ceiling on long chains, he sees that there is also a place on the floor for ankles cuffs with chains in O rings holding them to the floor. 
"Rise, joe" Jess says.
"Have you ever been in a role like this before, joe?" 
"No, Mistress not as intense as what i think is going to happen"
"Are you in need of this part badly, joe?"
"Yes, Mistress."
"Will you obey and take everything I am going to give to you right now, joe?"
"I will try, Mistress"
" I will give you one word for your safe word. It is orange. You will say this when you can not take anymore, is that understood?"
"Yes, Mistress"
She flicks his penis and then, in her sadistic mind, she remembers her favorite toy.. "Let's begin" She cuffs his wrists and ankles, and goes to her table and grabs the electrical tape. 
"This is one of my favorite toys, joe" It works well with your nicely shaved balls. 
She grabs his balls and pulls them hard straight down, he wiggles with the pressure. She begins to tape the balls, around and around it gets tighter, his balls have less room to "breath". she bounds him till they start to turn blue. 
He moans... "omg"
She says, "Ssssh," and smacks the balls with a quick snap of the hand. 
He squeals, and she continues.. with slaps on his balls and cock.. he squirms to move away from the pain... she smiles in an evil grin, he looks at her and pleads "please Mistress"  
"I am yours,"
She smiles again, and takes out the nine tails..
"Joe, how many movies have you been in?"
She quickly whips his ass with the nine tails, "OOOO," he gasps, " 10 Mistress" 
Good, " Count to 10 now joe" 
She whips his ass again harder... joe cries out , "One"
She whips him again, "Two"
Tsk tsk joe, didn't I tell you you are supposed to say Mistress?" Oh, my bad," Start again, as she hits the nine tails against his chest. Joes head flies backwards in pain and cries out,"One Mistress" 
Smack, --- and on and on it goes til 10. Each time it gets harder and harder spots across his body, thighs.
She leaves him hanging there to catch his breath, "Good boy, joe. " "Catch your breath.. next will be the cane."


Last part of interview


Jess was impressed at the way Joe was able to handle the pain. She looks at his balls all nice and purple and how his cock ring has his cock as big and hard as it will get. 
She was impressed and felt he would be an asset to this new movie,

She sits in her throne that she sits with her beautiful legs crossed, and admires her work so far on her new boy. He is hanging from his wrists, tears are drying on the corner of his eyes, but he has yet to say "Orange". She asks, "Joe, are you ready for the end of this interview?" "Are you prepared to feel me rip that tape off your balls?"
Joe whimpers at the thought, "Yes, Mistress" 
She stands and walks over to him, she sees him starting to tremble, his thighs rippling from his fear, and she smiles in a wicked smile.
She touches his muscular chest, and adds to his nipples Steel nipple clamps. he gasps, "Oh, my Mistress" "please"
"sssssh" she says, "you are doing so well, my pet" 
She runs one finger down the middle of his stomach and she feels him suck in air, trying to hold for the pain he is about to endure.
She reaches down and finds the end of the tape... and as she pulls hard, his cold balls start to jump around and around as the tape unravels... he screams out in pain... she keeps pulls and slaps his penis as she unwinds the tape.. he cries out, Mistress, orange orange orange" She loosens her pull... "It's the only way pet to get the tape off" 
Joe starts to cry, "Yes, Mistress... please do it"
She rips the tape off more and the blood rushes back into his balls..."thank you Mistress" He cries. 
She laughs, and says, "Now, Mr. Joe Smoe, are you ready to see how well your stamina is with fucking my little bitch over there, as you get ass raped?"
"yes, Mistress" 
Jess goes over and uncuffs the bitch from her cage, the bitch crawls out and kisses her Mistresses shoes, and whispers, "thank you Mistress" 
She walks away, as her bitch follows her on her hands and knees, and Jess points to the wooden horse, the bitch jumps up and lays across the horse she again is cuffed to each leg of the horse unable to move. 
"Joe, how many bitches have you had while getting ass raped?"
"I never had more than a finger up my ass, Mistress"
"Oh, my a virgin ass... perfect, than this is going to hurt for you joe"
"This is a requirement in this movie, joe."

"will you be able to do this?" 
"Yes Mistress" " I am sure you will be happy with me"
She whips his thighs, "What slave?"
.... he screams out unexpecting that, "Yes, Mistress" "Yes Mistress"

He takes him down, leaving the cock ring on... she brings him over to the bitch who is laying there silent and waiting, she knows better than to do anything without her Mistresses instruction.
Mistress instructs joe. 
"I want you to nevermind her, and use her holes as you would like, I want you to start with her pussy and fuck her hard as hard as you can...

"Yes, Mistress"
You are not to cum and neither is she until I say so. 
Joe obeys and starts to fuck the bitch. He rams his hard thick cock inside her violently and the bitch screams out... and then quiets down, with just gasps, and moans. He is pumping her hard and both are dying to cum... and the bitch starts to plead with her Mistress, "please may i cum Mistress, please please" 
"NO," she walks over and starts to bend her new pet slightly over and she pushes harder, and he is now straddling the bitch in the same position, "Keep moving" she says, and he continues to pound her. "As you start to feel me, insert my cock into you joe, I want you to do that to her." "You are to move like me, inside her ass" Is that understood joe?"  
"Yes, Mistress"
She starts to lube his hole with the juices of her bitch.. she adds some lube to her strap on ... and starts to spread his cheeks, "Now, Joe, switch to her other hole" "You are following directions well" 
She starts slowly and starts to insert her cock first slowly then deeper, he cries out - she ssshes him again and tells him to push out and concentrate on fucking her bitch.. 
he obeys... She rapes his ass for a good long time, they both are begging to cum...and Mistress is about ready herself.. and she says,
"Joe, for the cum shot, pull out and show us how far you can shoot," NOW, and she lets him cum... 
he falls to his knees after squirting his load all over her bitch, and kisses his new Mistresses shoes, "thank you Mistress" "Do I have the part?"

" I have two more interviews today joe, I will let you know" 
"Get your clothes, they are by the door" 

 



11/14/2016 9:25:19 PM
added some photos - getting tired of the asking.
9/3/2016 9:51:10 PM
I have been reading dominants profiles lately, and I have one question.....are you for real?? You guys sound like you should be the bitches. I can't believe how much whining a man can do that isn't a sub/slave. I guess the young dominants of today are more pussies then the ones they want. Note** to older dominants - you guys sound like gold, just stop looking for a nurse maid and you will be fine.
8/17/2016 6:01:01 AM
tried it again- a big part of being with someone is listening. If you can't listen to what makes me run away from you or cringe at the very touch of you... then there's no point in going on. I can not do lovey dovey. Cuddling once in a blue moon, ok... but constant kisses and touchy feelly stuff - nope not for me.
7/8/2016 12:16:29 PM
My quote of the day " finding a real true Master is like looking for alien life in space- you know its out there, you just can't find them"
6/25/2016 9:19:07 AM
TO THE ONES THAT CAN'T Handle feedback - if I write to you and tell you your full of shit. Just own it, just be glad someone wrote to you and told you, your  full of shit. Don't write me back cursing me out and then block me. I am capable of your true colors showing through and bantering back and forth with the players. Your anger is humorous to me and it's so entertaining.
6/25/2016 9:12:48 AM
Ok I just wrote something to a Dominant I think ALL YOU DOMS SHOULD KNOW - for the wannabes this is how i can tell you are what you are as well as posers:


 Everyone thinks woman need to be pleased sexually, it is not that at all. Women find a man more stimulating in mind then body. If men understood that women like a man to take control, the world would be less fighting between marriages. Once a woman sees a man WANTING to please her, he is done for. She stops thinking of his needs and only her own
 
 
6/22/2016 4:22:35 AM
Favorite saying of the day: I AM SPARTA!! I can do anything!
6/12/2016 11:42:28 AM
Omg pet peeve- people who use the word Sir as if it was the same,as Master. " I am her new Sir" give it a break you fifty shades of shit people
6/5/2016 4:35:10 AM

PART 4 the beginning of ...
Master was so pleased with her. She had behaved and took to the new position with ease. In fact, he had used that position more and more, and started to add things to it to make it even more enjoyable for himself. He was able to see her face, sucking on him while ramming her cunt and her ass with a dildo at the same time.
Sir Michael was coming along nicely as well. Sister said that Sir Michael was asking Master, if slave was up for sale, or if he could take his limber slave to another party and use her in front of potential buyers. Sister said, that Master told Sir Michael, "He would think about it." She knew Master was thinking of selling his well trained slaves, but she never thought that she was the first to go. Master had gotten two more slaves since the party, and one was a more mature slave with a full figure and he was letting Sir Michael use her for his training. Sir Michael was now allowed to use this slave when Master was away. In fact, Sir Michael was not allowed to dominate his slaves when he was not there to supervise. He had had many months of training, but Master felt Sir Michael still didn't have his "balance" yet.
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Today was the day that Master was taking her with him. She had no idea where she was going, but she was told by her sister to behave and shine for Him. She was kneeling at the door, in her travel outfit. This consisted of leash and collar and thong and bra. Master instructed her to get into the kennel in the back of the suv, she jumped up and once inside he locked and covered it with the blanket that laid on top. He started to drive and played his music. She was able to lie down and close her eyes as her Master drove. She fell asleep.
They arrived at his friends house. She looked out from where a fold in the blanket was and they had come upon a horse ranch. A big red barn was to the left, and lots of horses were out in the fields. She saw some people scurrying about and coming to the side of the road as Master pulled into the long drive to the house.
Master was greeted by this rugged looking tall cowboy hat wearing man. They shook and hugged and started walking towards the paddock wear this big beautiful black horse was. She couldn't hear what they were talking about but they kept bursting out with laughter. She smiled at the sound of his laughter, she loved when her Master was happy.
After a short time, they came back to the car, Master opened the back. He told his friend, "This is my little wild Mustang, that doesn't like to leave home." I think you will have a lot of fun, taking her on." He replied, " Never had a problem with breaking Mustangs." She knew better than to look up at him, but she opened her mouth with a gasp. He was going to leave her with this man? She loved her Master. How could he do this to her? She thought she had pleased him always. He opened her cage, and grabbed hold of the thigh/ankles restraints and put them on her so she could not stand from here out. He grabbed hold of the leash and made her jump down onto the soft grass.
They started heading towards the barn. She had heard about these training barns and wondered why she was being brought here. Did she not please her Master? Then she was thinking of all the times that she was taken back by the Domianants that were not like her Master, the weak minded men she was able to manipulate. She started to hesitate in her pace on her knees, and felt a tug on the collar- Master already knows how she is feeling.
When they walked into the barn, he handed her over to another slave and her Master told her to put her on the cross........

6/4/2016 9:39:44 AM
Uh oh...i think I am falling in love...(sigh)
5/28/2016 8:54:06 PM
I am so sweet - the mosquitoes are eating me alive. So, to enjoy the bites i douse them with alcohol.. i love the sting.
5/10/2016 4:55:10 AM
This is for all you wannabes, and how i know you are wannabes? Easy, you want me to start calling you "Sir" and "Master" the minute I talk with you. That's not gonna happen with this girl, in order to get respect - you need to EARN IT.
PLEASE READ THE SURGEON'S WARNING before contacting me- 
3/29/2016 6:30:35 AM
 
Added to wall...3 heads..(wipes off axe) puts it away.

*Attention* Part 3 of journal is now finished, working on Part 4. Back on track... :)
Time to stop hunting and get on with it.... Thanks for a wonderful trophy room~
It's time to play outside...

3/24/2016 5:46:20 AM
***********WARNING*******SURGEONS GENERAL WARNING********* Contacting this slave, might be hazardous to your health, please proceed with caution....
3/23/2016 9:04:57 PM
Tonight I shot down ummmm, hold on gotta count....5 wannabes and one asshole, and another dick...wow my wall is getting full of trophies.
10/19/2015 5:21:37 AM
Thought of the day ---~ 

Why is it when men get older their balls reach their knees and their penis shrinks? Is it like a pulley system or something?


You can tell a horse's age by his teeth. You can tell a man's age by how low the balls hang.. >smirks<
IN comment to a man that can't take a joke..... here's another one for you... haha
Oh yea, a woman's tit's may sag, and everything else but at least their's doesn't end up touching toilet water when they take a poop... hahaah
10/18/2015 4:35:23 AM
YAY!! it's snowing today! - Today's is a good day. Friends coming over to get drunk - hang with the horses. The horse's love this weather - love to watch them play and get their extra energy out. It's fun to watch. 

 Anyways, I decided to write my part 3 today, since i had a great fantasy last night. Time to share again ... 
9/18/2015 3:09:39 AM
just because i am a slave doesn't mean i have to give you that the minute i talk to you.. you don't get my respect over a letter... that's earned. To a degree, I will show some, if you are worthy of it.. which, oh my, very many of you are so not....haha... but you are fun to mess with. so easy to get your goat. 
9/13/2015 4:05:22 AM
We interrupt this program to: put in a statement about Men who say they are Dominant and then end up being more needy than a sub.
You say you are a Dom, yet if you cry like a bitch. You say you are a controlling, strict Dom who knows what he wants and goes and gets what he wants. Yea, don't see it.. this is what i see: "whine whine whine".... whine whine whine... all that does is push push push me away.. keep it up. Don't even feel like listening to your whiny ass anymore. I can go on... but then i would be the whiny bitch and i prefer not to sound like you.

9/7/2015 4:03:57 AM
                                            PART ONE
His slave was late waking him up that morning. He would be awakened by a warm mouth on his cock, softly at first covering his head and working her way with stronger and stronger motions. This morning he woke to the smell of coffee brewing and no slave to be found.
He swung his feet over the side of the bed, and did not see his coffee on the end table, he calls out, "Slave!!"  
He listens for her soft steps coming to him, but hears nothing. .. "SLAVE!"
He finally hears her coming down the hall.. Before she gets to the door, he stands and faces it, his strong lean body naked, waiting for her. She opens the door slowly and sees him standing there, "Yes Master?" and gets down on all fours and crawls her way to his feet, she bends down to kiss them, and he reaches down and grabs her by her long black hair...
She stops in her tracks and tenses as she feels him pulling her to her feet, she stands and does not look into his eyes. She knows why he is angry and does not have an excuse for him - that he wants to hear, " i am sorry Master" .... "please, i know"... 
He grabs her breasts and squeezes his slave's nipple and starts to twist it, while still holding her hair in his hand, and whispers to her, "You know you will pay for this later." 
she cringes and says "yes Master, i know, i know"
Now start my shower, " I am going to be late because of YOU"  he slaps her breast hard and reaches around and smacks her naked ass, leaving a handprint the size of her cheek... she squeals, and runs into his bathroom to starts his shower and kneels waiting for him to come in
 
All day she shivers and walks around doing her daily chores, she knows that this has really got him angry. She has only missed it once before in her two years with him. The last time it was a torture that lasted hours, and she has never forgotten it.
 
Master usually calls at 3 pm to let her know what he is wanting to have prepared for him for dinner, and if he is going to have guests. This night, she knows that he will bring his friend over, because he always loves an audience when he is going to do a punishment since he has been training a new Master, his name to her is Sir Michael. She hopes that maybe he has forgotten or maybe he will be in a good mood and let her slide, just one time! ..... the phone rings.
  
She takes a shower and cleans herself up well, her sister slave helps her with her makeup and tries to calm her, even though she knows it's a punishment, her excitement inside from the anticipation makes her wet. She gets up and walks to the door, in her black seamed stockings, with 5" heels, a red corset with breast exposed, her makeup perfect hair tied back, he loves to grab her ponytail,  her heels click as she walks down the hall, and she starts to shake nervously, her nipples become erect as she kneels like so many nights in the past on her kneeling pad beside the door.. waiting to hear his car pull up....
 
She hears his car, and the engine turn off... she fidgets on her knees, and listens to hear if it is one door or two.. omg! two.. his footsteps come to the door, and he opens it.. she is there waiting, she watches his feet walk past her without a word. Sir Michael steps through the doorway and without a word walks right past her. Her thoughts are going crazy, this is new. When she is usually in trouble, he grabs her by her hair and pulls her along behind him. She knows better than to get up without being called and she stays kneeling with her ears wide open. 
Her sister slave comes over to her, whispers in her ear, "He wants the hanging wrist cuffs on babe" "He is still very upset with you" ...her sister slave, puts the hanging wrist cuffs on her, she starts to tremble, this is not going to be a good night for her....
 
Her sister slave takes her loops that are on the cuffs and helps her off her knees, she walks her to the middle of the living room and tells her to stand. Sister walks over to the curtains and lowers the hook, all the time she is not looking up but at her feet, Sister comes back and hooks her loops onto the hook and walks back to raise the hook... her feet are barely touching the floor,  she is on her tippy toes.. Sister goes and sits at the feet of Master, after giving Master and Sir Michael their drinks, they sit and just talk.... 
She is trembling deep inside, her arms stretched out and she keeps her head down not looking up.. finally she hears her Master get up, he steps up behind her and whispers in her ear," You know why you are in this position don't you slave?" .. her voice trembles as she replies, "yes Master" he pulls her pony tail hard and he bites her neck, and reaches around and puts a steel clamp on her nipple.. he puts another on the other, she moans...she hears him move away for a moment and the torture punishment begins. He whips her hard on her ass and doesn't stop until she cries out.. she tries to stay on her toes and not spin so he doesn't hit her pussy.. but the force of his blows makes her spin anyway, and he whips her across her pussy and thighs.. 
 
He stops, and looks over his work, and smiles. He runs his hands over the welts that have emerged, and kisses her softly on her neck, then bites her hard. He tells her sister to pull the hook up higher, she obeys. He tells her to put the ankle cuffs on. He looks over to Sir Michael and asks, "would you like to have a go at her?"
 
Sister than takes the ankle cuff hooks and turns over the floor boards which reveals a loop to connect the hooks from the ankle cuffs on each side of her legs and spreads them as wide as it will allow.. Master takes his cane and starts to cane her inside thighs.. 
she cries out, "Master, please I am sorry.." - He responds with a harder strike. She knows better than to cry and beg yet she could not stop herself... just then she hears Sir Michael get up. he grabs the nipple clamps and pulls them off fast.. .and starts to suck on her nipples... ..... she starts to cry and moan at the same time...she keeps her eyes closed and hears her Master sit back down. He motions to  her sister to come. she obeys and he points to his cock. She pulls out  his cock and starts to suck him, he watches Sir Michael take over the torturing of his beautiful slave. He pulls his others slaves head down and rams her mouth deep and  holds sisters head there and then starts to fuck her mouth....Michael starts to whip her tits and she puts all her attention onto him - they are still tingling from the clamps and she moans deep... he takes his belt off and starts to strap her legs and tits and pussy - the welts starts to build and she zones into subspace.
 
8/22/2015 3:58:17 AM
MY heart goes out to my friend in AZ, I hope all goes well with you. I am really concerned about you. If you need help - just holler, I will be your legs :)
7/11/2015 2:26:16 PM
Well, my old dog Charlie finally past away. The cancer attacked his respiratory system. We kept him out of pain as long as we could. I swear the morning of, he looked up at me and told me "Mom, I am gonna go now." I looked down at him, and pet his head in a soothing way, and said "I know, babe..it's ok, I can handle it from here."  and within an hour he was gone. 

I will miss him, but I feel better knowing he is not in pain anymore. 

Went down to the Island, spend a couple day at the beach.. and went to all the favorite places to EAT- commack for gyros. Stocked up on ALL the bakeries to get ROLLS and BAGELS... that UPSTATE does not know how to make no matter what they do.. the bread up here SUCKS!

And... visited my parents, and had a good quiet time .. 
6/25/2015 5:08:27 PM
So... everything doing good.... spending more time with the horses.. loving the summer.. see you in the fall
6/5/2015 4:34:54 PM
I just got done hanging out with a VERY handsome Dominant. He came to my ranch and made me laugh all day - it was a lot of fun. He was who he said he was and we had a enjoyable first meet, actually second. 

I don't know if anything will happen, or what is going to happen next, but I just wanted to Thank him for making me forget everything else, and laughed til my cheeks hurt, no you dirty minded people, my face cheeks :)
 
5/24/2015 3:57:59 AM
I had such a great time yesterday outside with all the peoples that wanted to learn about horses. The horses had a great time with all the attention. We got a lot done.

Today outside again, this time taking my 4 year old and starting his training. We hope to show him in the ring next spring. He is an amazing looking horse.

ok ok so you want to hear what's new about me and this lifestyle.. looks like nothing is new. If he seems to be good to be true, he most likely is just a lot of talk. .. and then... poof.. fades into black..
5/22/2015 11:31:38 AM
To all those wondering about today. Bubba has a tumor, we are finding out whether it is benign or malignant.. so I will find out on Tuesday. Good news is that it is not pressing on the brain but his eye socket. So he is on pain meds  now.
5/20/2015 3:13:52 PM
Who HOO another day of studying and studying.. I want to WISH  you a Happy Birthday.. Cat. I hope you are having a great day, where ever you are... miss you girl!!

Today I can not believe the temperature... ok, we are in spring aren't we? Well going from 90 degrees to 28 in a two day span? Someone please tell the government to stop messing with the weather!!


5/18/2015 4:50:18 AM
A funny Thought : I bought myself a parrot so people won't think I am crazy talking to myself all day : 

Now all I hear from my bird.... is a lot of mumbling and saying "alright" it's O.K." ha ha
4/26/2015 4:08:42 PM
Ahhhh, finally Spring is here. The horses are feeling good, and it is nice to get back outside and have fun with my animals. 
The dogs love it outside and playing. The deer are running through our fields. Just beautiful.

Talking to some nice people and making me feel strong every day. The hole in my heart is being replenished slowly but the pain is subsiding and i am feeling good about moving on.
It is a great feeling!!!

To the woman that had just lost her Master,
It does get better, it is not just  a saying. First thing is to accept the loss, cry your eyes out... and talk to as many people that are willing to talk and not ask you for sex in return. That you will not be ready for for awhile, as I have found out. 

The ones that take the time to get to know you are the ones you are looking for - you do not need a picture for them to see that you are a woman.

Those are the horn dogs, KEEP THE STRENGTH to say no thanks, and get rid of them..
good luck,
4/16/2015 6:21:18 AM
Another fun quote : although a little off season : for my crazy special friend - you know who you are---- 

I noticed the squirrels are gathering Nuts for the winter...... are you in a safe place?

HA.
4/15/2015 4:40:23 AM
Find humor where you can :::: 
Don't tell me I don't have Balls, I just happen to wear mine on my chest and I can guarantee they're a lot bigger than yours!
4/10/2015 11:53:57 AM
Bad day today - raining - which is better than snowing. I have something that is bothering me... Tell me if I am wrong, but I do not think so... JUST because I send you a message to tell you that your profile amuses me, or that it is quite interesting, does not open the door for that person to " assume" that I am interested in them in any other way... or does it?
At the moment, I am not interested in  finding a "special" Dom,  I had one, and it is going to take me time to get over him.... that being said, keep up the interesting writing... makes me feel a sense of peace to know you are out there when I am ready to return.
4/9/2015 3:31:35 PM
Well the days are long but thank God, I have my studying to fill them. So far so good, moving on. I want to thank all the Dominants that are willing to chat with me, and stay in touch so that I can get through this. THANK YOU!

3/6/2015 6:47:00 PM
I thought once we got into March, we would start to see signs of spring. Well, -3 temperatures is not showing any signs of spring. I hope this is not going to be another year of snow until April.

I have read some pretty interesting profiles. A lot of them had put a a smile on my face as to the people that they encountered. Their interpretations of them where quite funny. Thanks to all the Dominants who have a sense of humor and are able to have fun with these profiles.. You have all made me laugh out loud at what you have written.
2/27/2015 7:04:48 AM
We got Snow Horses.... :)
2/27/2015 6:45:43 AM
Oh how I love the "Dominants" whom call themselves "Dominants"... if you saw my emails, you would be like, wow what a bunch of idiots... Exactly what I say when I read them. If you want respect, then what makes you think sending me cock pictures, talking to me as if I need you to turn me on... I do not need you to be turned on... My mind is a powerful tool and I need only to look within.
You are wasting your time with me, if you think that is what I need to hear. I would prefer you saying one word, "Hi" better than the crap I have been seeing....
2/25/2015 4:06:55 PM
I would love to be touched by Leonardo DiCaprio.. what beautiful hands. His intense stare.. wow.. mmmmm, yes - i am dreaming and oh what a fantasy that makes.. 
2/23/2015 5:06:23 PM
for those of you who looked for a picture - GOTCHA!!!! ha haha
2/22/2015 11:35:14 AM
More snow and more snow. I am taking a picture of me next to the snow. It is 5 foot high, and i am right behind it can you see me?

2/18/2015 10:41:09 PM
Can't sleep- now i am over tired..so instead of doing something that i shouldn't i decided to write to you. Ok, now i just got tired... ha hahahhaha 
2/16/2015 8:24:55 AM
I am moving on, no matter what he is trying to keep me from afar. It is not going to happen, i put that wall up now, and i am just moving through the paces until i can become numb. His wanting to constantly talk with me and play with my emotions is something i can not handle. So, once again, I told him to go and leave me be. 
It is to early for me to decide on anything, but being in such a habit of his rules, i still follow them. It brings comfort, and little by little I am breaking them. When i can finally take the chains and cuffs off, those whom I have been talking about know what i am talking about. I will be ready to find myself another Master. Until then i have to go through these paces alone. 
Thanks all for listening, I am a surviour and have the strength to move on. When i am ready, you all will be the first to know.
Jess
2/14/2015 2:31:13 PM
Happy Valentine's Day. I heard that a lot of people break up around this day. Well add me to that -- statistic. Although, I never thought much of this day anyways. I just hate February. To me, it is the worst month of the year. 
Besides that.. I am doing fine, met a couple of nice fine Dominants on here, that actually have other things on their mind, other than, "do you have a pic" they actually like to get to know a person before even asking. 
If the mind doesn't work, the body won't follow.
2/11/2015 10:17:09 AM
now i have some time to chat and feel out the wackos. I just met a real quack- wow, made me laugh. He was trying to tell me about someone that was a bad person, and the more he talked the more it was him sounding like a stalker to this person. The more he talked the more wacko came out of him. He started to yell at me telling me  that my friend from this site and my Ex - Master were assholes, and F* them.... on that note.... >click< ignore. 
Watch out people, must be a full moon... HAHA
AjsLittleSlut
 
 Age: 25
  Georgia