As a 48-year-old man who stands 5'4" tall, I've been grappling with a strong desire that has reverberated within me; something that I couldn't shake off, even if I tried. It's related to my lifestyle choice and the longing I hold towards being in a 24/7 gay BDSM relationship.
As off the cuff as it may sound, the concept of being controlled, of handing over the reins, of being guided and directed at every minute of every day - it is a thought that thrills me. It's unconventional, maybe even considered avant-garde. But the eccentrics of society were always the ones who pioneered, weren't they?
Being new to this lifestyle, I’m sincerely eager to delve deeper, to explore its intricacies. I'm a blank canvas, waiting for your splash of colors, your vibrant tapestry. I envision you holding a dominant role over me. To encage me, to bind me, to unleash yourself upon me whenever the need stirs within you. I willfully submit to your control, permitting you to usher me into fitness activities and take up household responsibilities. To phrase it simply, I am here, offering myself to you, ready to be your dedicated and devoted submissive.
This may come off as extreme or even peculiar, but I want to impart that I put faith in your ability to approach this with care, understanding, and most importantly, respect. I am more than willing, rather enthusiastically ready to embark on this explorative journey with you.