Please understand that i still look like an ordinary man. It should also be understood that i'm anticipating that the Dominant who will own me will force me to become a very feminine looking thing.
For the right Owner, i will relocate anywhere at my own expense.

In truth, i know i need to be an exploited and used feminine looking toy for cruel Dominants to amuse themselves with.
i need to belong to a Dominant Owner, in person, who will be entertained by forcing me to become the sort of thing that now lives only in my fantasies. A sadistic Dominant who wants to keep me worried, afraid, despondent, and resigned to being an exploited cunt will be ideal.
i know that i NEED to have these things happen to me but i lack the courage to proceed on my own.
If a forceful Dominant will lend me their courage by making me live the way i'm imagining, i know i'll never be able to return to any of masculinity. That's what i need.

i am not someone who is driven by the need to be any sort of domestic servant.   Being forced to endure sexual abuse and torture as a real woman might, is the concept that will motivate my submission.