Hi I am a 34 year old wanting to learn to be a sub for the right master. I have brown hair and eyes and fair skin, average body.
I am learning more about myself and meeting new people and making new friends. I am now deciding to explore the switch side of me as well. I am looking for a male sub or switch to do this with.
I am looking for a house bitch sub as i am not that into the housework side of it even though i do it because i have to.
I am also learning that i want to explore being a domme. no turning back,
I will always be submissive for one eventually when i find the one.
14/8/10 well i guess it about a full learning discovery of yourself and wants and needs and about moving forward which is hard about letting go of the spirit of someone who is no longer with me in person but that is the hardest part how do i do that. i want to move forward have someone to share my life with.
well i did go and get a brazalian today first one ever and what did i think about as i was getting it done was a special person, and how they would love to see it. i cant believe that i went through it that is the scary part of it all man man oh god it hurt. but things we do to fulfill us
yes the hardest part is that accepting who i am who i want to be the true me. i crave to have the one to have me to own me to help me learn all that i need to know.
wow 11/8/10
it is a journey sometimes to be on to find yourself and to find friends that you can talk openly with which is great. i love that honesty. i like to chat but somethimes that first step is a huge step. Accepting is also a huge thing accepting that it is who you are and also that it is right for you is the hardest thing because of perceptions that has been instilled in you from a young age. so my journey of accepting is starting I think as scary as it is lets see what happens once that acceptance is in that brain of mine .
2/8/10 wow learning so much about myself and would love to find the right dom. hope so to very soon so we can go on that journey together.
