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I am looking for a teacher:Literally.While i am still seeking a long term relationship in the interim there are several subjects I am interested in learning.Spanish the mexican american dialect.Digital photography.Web Design,and computer repair.If you arent proficient in these subjects please dont respond.For now lessons would have to be done by email. My trustly laptop has died and cant be replaced till jan.I can read email on my phone and answer in short text responses(( please note the lack of pc is not a permanent situation)). lessons plans, structure, discipline and rewards would be left up to the Dominant. The main purpose of this would be for me to learn the topics listed, in a bdsm type enviornment . Sound fun?hiskatra@hotmail.com I am 44 years old and have been an online slave for the last 13 years.I am not looking for real time or a real time relationship.
I want a dominant firm master who is secure enough in who he is that he isnt threatened by things in my life that he cant controll, who will respect my limits. I understand limits will be pushed but i cannot become some one or some thing i am not and have no desire to be miserable 24/7 because i am pushed into doing things that go against the nature of who i am and what i believe.I crave control and stability in my life.I am not perfect and misbehave some times.i can be sassy, mischievious and do tend to need discipline and am not that perfect slave who lives to serve and wont be crushed or devastated by a look.i am not big on and dont respond well to guilt trips. I dont think its my job to train myself to be what you want.thats your job.i dont do well with mind games.be honest and i will do the same.
I want a Dom thats warm and caring, patient and has a sense of humor.If your a Dom that doesnt believe in punishing, or feels that a sub should never need to be punished and if they do then they arent a real sub or slave i am not the girl for you.I need my Dom to not only be in control but be able to take the control. I need to know where the lines are and that if those lines get crossed there will be consequences.Have you ever seen the scales of justice? perfectly balanced. thats how i need my life, the rewards balance out the punishments.and on side note, if i am going to need to be punished may as well have a Dom thats going to enjoy it.
I know i wont always like or agree with what you do. i realize its not my place to make the decisions and its not all about what i want.That is why i have to trust you.And trust takes time. thats is why i have to have time to get to know you.I wont be submitting to you tomorrow.But once i do submit i take it seriously.my submission is my bound by my honor and i will honor it and be yours.i wont promise never to balk or resist but i will do my best to serve you well and please you.i cant promise i wont ever screw up or that i wont ever disobey you, i am just not that girl, but that is what( paddles belts corners insert punishments of your choice) are for.
I am not a pain slut and dont enjoy pain.I can be a pain though lol.and a good little slut
i have limited time and a crazy schedule,
Would love to chat with some people and of coarse learn some things.I love to read , be creative , do crafts, I love flea markets garage sales and the ocean.I love to travel and see new places and I love broadening my horizons with new places experiences and sometimes new limits..I would love to meet new people who participate in online bdsm relationships and learn new things.If your interest great.If not no need for a nasty message just move on.

software review 

 

Tineye -reverse image search.

 

a nice little website that will take an image and scan its data base for a the image.its very easy to use, you can drop drag or cut and paste an image anywhere in the webpage and it will search its database.you can also up load an image.there is also a browser extension for ie , firefox, chrome,opera. instals easily and always available for right clicking an image to search.

 

the bad is that the internet is a big place.there are too many images on the internet for tineye to have scanned and added into its data base.however it is continually adding images so its data base is growing all the time.

 

tineye was unable to find any of my profile pics or any pic i  had it checked. that it couldnt find the pictures  doesnt mean that they arent out there being used by some one else.it just may mean that tineye doesnt have my photos in its data base.

 

I think that this program has merrit. if it finds a photo you are looking for it will print you out a list of where it found it on the web.so while it isnt perfect it is a good extention to have. quicka nd easy to use and takes up little space and who knows some day it may help you find a fake or your own pirated photo.

 

this is posted as a reminder

 

this is a summary of what has been accomplished 

 

we have done basic component identification. upgrading ram.upgrading options for my pc model.determining whether its cost effective to upgrade or buy new. Pissed off the Dom 

well here i am again looking for intellegent conversation, friends, mentorship, guidance  and hmm i dunnno. I promise i wont chain myself to your hot water heater. force you to coller me gun point or molest the cat. I promise i just want to talk to people. I DONT HAVE EVIL ULTERIOR MOTIVES.I am not going to make you an accomplice in my evil dasterdly plot for world domination.like wow wholey moldes swiss chesse Batman they think i am gonna take over Gothham. lol. i like to talk to people. all kinds of people.doesnt mean i am sceming steal your wallet or move in tomorrow!!!!

it amazes me how fast people disapear. I wonder where they all go. back to reality? Off to the real world. perhaps they will be back when get bored. but i can honestly be glad i havent submitted to the pressure to submit to some one i havent even known for a week.Or several some ones. as most of those some ones have disapeared.Be carefull out there folks or you might find your self missing too.

well life is crazy and work is horrible and i dont have enough play time.so pretty much the usual lol. I do wonder if though some times if people read my profile. i get messages asking if i send you the money is a meeting possible and am i willing to relocate?

 

ummmmmm

 

I have learned that what seems clear to me may not be clear to others. Also though i say what i think is a very clear defintion of what i want and need others read what i say and get a totally differnt idea or understanding than what i mean.I dont know how to be more clear.Some things i want and desire there just arent clear cut words to define. and though i have a sense of what i want its so hard to convey that to others.think i need a phychiatrist lol.

 

i have needs and desires and while i can tell you no i dont want that or dont like that i cant always verbalise what exactly i want or need to fill the desire. it can be frustrating to have sucha  clear idea of what i dont want and yet not be able to paint a picture of what i do want.

 

perhaps the tings that will meet my need and fill the void just are definable. but when its there i know that i have found it.there is a sense of peace fullfillment and satisfaction and general well being.more undefinable things lol.

 

but i know its real it exists ad i have felt it and lived it and experienced it in the past and i have a aching emptyness inside that is unfilled.if only i could make it black and white witha  five point list and check boxes.

well i must admit i am learning alot about myself and discovering new limits.

 

not into 

 

children

animals

hypnosis 

blood 

scat

public

k-9

permanent markings

branding

piercings

humiliation

pig slaves 

cow slaves 

pony play

puppy play 

kitty play

incest

cuckholding

having my pictures splashed all over the internet 

bi 

gay

female

lesbien

poly 

more to come..........................................

 

I so hate this part. It is so hard to find some one who is compatible. there are the people who dont read your profile, and expect you to be something your not. when you tell them it isnt going to work and thanks for the interest your now a player. The people who isnsist they can change the core of who you are and make you their dream fantasy girl. the hard core abusers.The ones who have already made up their mind about you.

 

maybe i am just bummed out my Grandma died this morning, probably my emotions are clouding my logic today.

honestly i am a very tolerant unprejudiced person.But how can i have a serious online relationship with some one who cant type, has no grammatical skills what so ever.If some one cant speak in compleate sentences how am i supposed to get a clear picture of what they want.Also complete sentences are great for topic changes.I cant read minds and when you change from one topic to another complete sentences provide so many important clues, little details like who what when where and how and why.Now i am not saying you have to be perfect and that there isnt a time or place for text speak, especially if your trying to type on a cell phone, ugghghgghgh.

 

If you have read my little rant this far you will figured out i am no english teacher, my punctuation sucks, so i am not saying that you have to be perfect, and by no mean perfect all the time.

 

heres an example 

 

suck cock

 

what? 

 

i suck u cok

 

oh i see, very well 

 

get it out suck on it 

i suk it 4 u 

u lik

 

u kidnap

 

what ? kidnap what 

u kidnap me it my fnatsy

 

 

orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

 

Master may your slave suck your cock??

 

mmm yes slave 

 

slowly unzips your pants leaving them buttoned and the belt buckled and wiggles my fingers inside to work your half flaccid member  through the zipper hole.licks my lips in anticipation and slowly opens my mouth leaning forward toward your cock and kissing the head lightly before slowly running my tongue in a circle around the head wetting your hardening flesh.sliding my lips over your cock head and sucking your cock slowly farther and farther in and out of your mouth.sliding my head back and forth slowly my mouth devouring your cock bit by bit, working the now hard member into my hot wet cock sucking mouth, my tongue sliding across the underside caressing your delicious fuck tool .

 

sliding my lips off your cock to whisper up, master i want you to kidnap me its my fantasy!!

 

which virtual blow job would you prefer?words paint a picture.online its so important to be clear and descriptive since your not in the same room with some one 24/7 and often cant see them.

 

and its not fantasy to be kidnapped just and example.

 

 

things i am curious about

 

mild electro shock play 

light bondage 

eye contact restrictions 

anal probes, not plugs 

anal beads 

nipple suction

email training 

 

 

ok, the home page pops up profiles. i read them.some times they are interesting.some times i comment.its ok your safe. just cuz it shows i viewed your profile doesnt mean i am chasing you down with a collar and going to beg to be tied whipped and owned and have evil designs on your wallet.well maybe the latter.any way your safe i promise.dont be afraid.

 

 

 

 

 

its not nice to scare the big bad Doms,i must behave better, bad slave 

ok My Master shares his toys , namely me. that is a quote btw.So i am curious what task would you set me?

New Master , New year, New challenges, new Goals, New accomplishments i hope.

 Here is another question for you.what are your favorite Punishments?not counting corporal punishment or punishments for play . why do you like it and why is it beneficial to discipline , behavior modification ect. why is it effective?

So how about a  question..how do you like to be adressed?

when i started out ten years ago on online Gor all were adressed as Master or Misstress.All free had to be capped all slaves lowercase never ever cap the i when referring to yourself.I alo learned to type while r/p on Gor so the i thing is a hard habit for me to break.

moved onto online bdsm role play chat rooms and basically the same thing. moved onto bdsm chat rooms and all the rules changed.Masters and Mistress Doms and Dommes all have their own idea of how they should be adressed.Most prefer to be adresed as Sir or Ma'am, some as Master of Mistress.Some by their names.

I have been lectured for adressing some one as Master that i wasnt collared to.I have been lectured for not adresing some one with Master in his title as Master.to be honest it really doesnt make a big difference to me if some one want to be adreses as Master or mistres or sir or Tom Dick or Harry.

If i adress some one a Master I dont see that as a submission merely a title. the same with Sir or Ma'am. to me it is a title of respect and i use it often outside my bdsm life on a daily basis as do many of the vanilla people in our community.

I have noticed online that there seems to be no set protocol for how people are adressed in their varios roles.but it seems to be a matter of personal preference.I have talked to SUbs/slaves who refuse to adress anyone as Master but their own.I have talked to those feel the total opposite.

I dont have a preference really, i like to ask a person how they like to be adressed.If my name were Matthew i might like to be called matt.if your a Dominatrix you might like to be called Mistress. If some one is comfortable with a certain form of address i see no harm in acomadating them in that.I dont however see that makes me in any way submitted to them or under their authority.I also dont see that would make me lesser or below them in any way.

My Master Doesnt require me to adress any one in any certain way.He does require me to be respectful.He doesnt require me to obey any one either, unless by his specific instructions.he does allow me the leeway to make decisions on how much is too much.for example if i were talking to a Dom and he demanded i kneel i wouldnt and am under no obligation to obey him. he doesnt have any authority over me. My master doesnt want me to be a robot blindly obbeying every one and any one. I am required to obey him. now if i were talking to a Dom who i repected and he asked me if i would kneel while we were talking i might, depending on the situation. If I felt he was trying to take control of me or upsurp my Master authority in any way i would leave and wouldnt talk to him again.

i would love to hear your thoughts on how to adress Doms/Dommess and Masters/Misstress online and also i would like to know if in the offline BDsm community there is a set protocol for addres or if it is a personael prefference.

 
Please note , these are my thoughts and opinions If you do not agree with them or like them or like them please feel free to move on without leaving any abusive or belittling comments.Stimulating and thought provoking conversations always welcome :) 


when i first discovered the online BDSM community I was so excited.I had read on so many sights how we are all differnt in our needs desires kinks and levels of submission and domination.I went to my first online chat room community. I had read the welcome page, all were welcome. we in our diversity juge no one and accept all.No bashing or belitting of any person would be allowed.All violater would be banned immediately. It was a nice fantasy.

The longer I am online the the more prejudice I find in the BDSM community.Gamers, wanna be's,fakes, players,inter net wanna be's,cyber fakes. the list goes on and on. when i first hear about the BDSM community I thouht wow here is some where i can be accepted for who i am. no will judge me or call me a freak.Even though we are all differnt in our kink adn needs and desires we share a common bond.these people will underatand me.Or so i thought.

It seems to me that where ever you go on the net or in the real world that the prevelant attitude is if your differnt your not accepted. not real your a player. a fake or a wanna be.It seems such a shame that that there are so many in the BDSM lifestyle that are so intolerant of any one or anything that they dont understand or who is different.there are alot of things i dont understand and would never have any part of but i still wouldnt discount its validity or that there are people out there that need and desire that thing. i dont understand alot of things in  t he lifestyle and they arent for me but that doesnt make them any less real or neccessary for those who do.It aso doesnt exclude them from being a valid and real part of the BDSM lifestyle.

there are people out there of all differnt persuasions and just because they dont meet a certain persons level of commitment or criteria doesnt neccessarily make then players or wanna be, it might just mean they are at a differnt level than you. or have differnt wants and needs.I know there are people out there that are dishonest and have no honor, are selfish, liars and use and abuse people, not only in the BDSM community they are every where.I am not talking about these people.

I would love to see more understanding and tolerance in the bdsm community.we are seprated fom the vanilla world by our desires and needs, a prdjudice if you will toward our lifestyle becasue they dont undeerstand.t eems a shame that a group of people with such varied and diverse needs and lifestyles cant be more tolerant and understanding of that which we dont understand or doesnt line up with our own personal lifestyle. 
well I have recently accepted a coller for the period of one year. we will see what happens after that.I have really missed the dominace adn control this last 18 months and looking forward to filling that deep aching need.

I would love to talk to others out there with a successful online relationship, or talk to other people with differnt lifestyles as well.

I have never done this journal thingy so i really dont know what to say. any ideas?

kat