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I am just like my name implies, I am a very happy person for the most part, and I always try to leave the people I come in contact with a little happier, just the slave/submissive in me I suppose. anything else you would like to know please feel free to ask. I am a very introverted person takes me sometime to come out of my shell, but I think I am well worth the time it takes to get to know me.

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9/5/2012 12:57:27 PM

Hi all been a while since I added anything here or updated things

Happy to state very much taken .


6/27/2011 5:46:19 PM

Working on several new stories, I hope to add one or two to collarme, just not sure yet.

until next time

 

Joy


6/27/2011 5:29:05 PM

okay rant time grr, what is with people here? I mean really now they leave you messages and to be nice you accept or respond then you get crazy emails from them that make no sense what so ever, that talk down to you I mean really now

If you made a mistake own it. It's not that damn hard.

 

 

Okay all better now

 

side note happy belated birthday to me!!! lol

 

goes back to hiding


7/24/2010 1:33:53 PM

Today I came across several emails for a former Master of mine, they kind of got me thinking of how my life has changed since I belonged to him. With all the pain and hurt that being his caused me, I can now admit to myself that it shaped me into the Slave I am now. I am just as open now as I was then but a lot more cautious when it comes to whom I am open with.


7/23/2010 12:15:12 AM
Sorry all just not having a great time on collarme this day. Lets make things very clear here shall we? okay here goes 1, I am not looking for a domly type person
2,I love meeting new people they make life more fun.
3, I love to read I also love to write
4, this is a biggie , treat me with respect and I promise you I will treat you with the same, it's called good home training

7/20/2010 1:10:06 PM

Hmmm been awhile since I have added anything here, so I will just say hello.
Things have been going well for me, I have to state right now I am not looking for a "dom" or what have you just here to meet new people and to talk.


7/10/2009 5:36:32 PM
been awhile since i posted a story here so please enjoy the wicked wire ~softsmile~

7/10/2009 5:35:34 PM
Please Master, she whispers not yet Babe, he moans in her ear as he continues to play with her clit, oh my god she thinks to herself, how am I going to keep myself from coming all over his hand?
  He wants her to come without permission, he will work her over until she does just that , he thinks to himself and he knows just how to do it, he reach's up and pulls her hair exposing her neck to him and he bites down into the soft flesh of her neck causing her to scream , He then growls loudly into her ear at the same time just the thing to make her come and come hard which she of course does just like he knew she would. Mmm yeah that's it he says to himself
then switches to the outraged Master he could be, pulling her by the hair so that she is looking into his stormy hazel blue eyes, did you just come? he ask her in a low voice, she doesn't respond just whimpers he repeats the question did you just come without my permission? he ask her again. Answer me!! he growls at her did you come without my blessing? he asks, answer me you naughty little slut!! Yes master she whimpers in a small voice.
At her
confirmation
that yes she had come, she watches as his face changes from that  of loving Master to a Master very disappointed in his slave, looking into his eyes she wants to hide in shame. Get out of my sight he whispers, refusing to look at her, No Master please let me make it up to you she says in a low voice , I said get the fuck out of my sight now you disobedient slut, move now he whispers in a low deadly voice, to get his point across he takes the hand that is covered in her juices and wipes it on her face and in her hair, move now bitch he says and gives her a hard shove away from him, but Master please she starts to plead , she stops when he looks at her as if she were something vial on the bottom of his shoe.
 Remembering her place, she whispers yes Master and takes two steps back lowers her head and bends her knees slightly before scurrying away.
 Perfect  he says aloud with a smile on his face, I have my little Angel Beauty just where I want her, he then licks her earthy scented juice off of his hand, yes just where I want her, now for the fun stuff he says to himself.
 He walks into their bedroom and finds her on the bed knees close to her chest head down tears flowing, he almost breaks when he sees the amount of worry her body seems to be exuding.
No he thinks it is time it is time to grow, I will not lose my goddess because I don't excite and challenge her , yes time to change things , Slave he growls letting her know he is there, Master she exclaims as she scurries off of the bed and onto her knees legs apart head bowed go get the paddle you ungrateful bitch, he growls disappointment and anger dripping from him as he gives her commands, yes sir she whispers, moving to get up on her feet, down bitch he yells no walking for you right now back to basics for you, crawl and get it he says, make sure you bring the wicked wire as well he says watching the frightened expression play across her face. she hates the wicked wire she has every since, she gifted him with the innocent  looking little piece of resin, innocent until he used it on her body once while she was tied down   , which was a good thing because she just about came off of the table after the fourth hit, he dislikes the implement of torture as well he nearly died after the first time he used it on her,  the welts it left on her burnt caramel skin saddened him, she was not just his slave  she was also his center his love , his reason to get up in the everyday, yes he hated that tool and had vowed to never to inflict that kind of suffering upon her again, even after she had begged him to use her anyway he saw fit, No never again not after the itchy welts that took hours to stop itching , not to mention how the welts had turned a angry purple on her skin. When she returns with the items, he snaps out of his re vie    and gets back to the task at hand, about fucking time bitch what did you do in there carve the damn paddle yourself? She opens her mouth to speak but thinks better of it
having never seen him quite like this before. Get your ass to the playroom and be quick about it.
 After taking a few minutes to collect himself , he walks down the hall to the playroom and finds her kneeling just to the right of the door up slave on your feet, she gets up and waits for his next order, toys he says , she walks over to a cloth  covered rolling cart and shows him the paddle and wicked wire, Before long he has her bent over the spanking bench and begins to paddle her beautiful ass over and over again making her count out each swat one master thank you ,two master thank you on and on this continues, all the while he spews on about how she is a slut who only cares about her needs, once done with the spanking a hundred and fifty in all, he tells her to get off of the bench, when she tries to stand up her knees buckle and she lands in a heap at his feet, hmm he says yes a fitting place for you he yells at her while your down there lick my feet he growls, what master she starts  not believing  he said what she thought she heard, you heard me right you dirty cum leaking bitch, lick my fucking feet, he then pulls her head up and says open your month now, when she just stares at him he then pulls her hair causing her to open her mouth yeah just like that he says now start licking slut, scared of him now she sticks her tongue out and just barely  touches his big toe, yeah he whispers like that now get into it baby a little harder  my bitch , enough he says spread your legs more walking around her body, he lifts his right foot and starts to move it along her clit and the  opening to her treasure center watching her jump a little he knows this is something that help him with what he has planned and sticks his big toe in her moist folds, yes he says as he starts to fuck her with his foot after a moment he says to her , you want to act like a bitch in heat here is your chance get up and sit your pussy right over my foot and fuck yourself on it. So with tears running down her face, she bucks up and down on his foot, all the while listening to him ask her who owns her worthless and treacherous ass, you do Master she whimpers yes I do own your black ass and don't you  ever fucking forget it again, Now get that sloppy cunt off my foot. She moves off his foot and is a little embarrassed when she feels all the wetness she has left on his foot, lick it off he says when he sees the wetness, she licks and sucks his foot the best she can.
 You nasty bitch you got off on fucking my foot didn't you, she says nothing he really did not expect her to respond . On the table now he says to her, time for you to really pay for coming with when I told you not to, She climbs on the exam table that he had designed just for him and scraps her on place he then grabs a cord of rope and binds her breast before long , her breast
are enlarged and plump, he begins to smack them with the paddle sometimes pinching and pulling them away from her body, all the while telling her what a naughty whore she was soon he grabs the wicked wire and flicks it over each of her nipples in a crisscross pattern, causing her to scream even more, take it you greedy slut he flicks it over her clit and  she screams bloody murder, feeling a little guilt he whispers relax baby , I have you and then runs his wet tongue over her clit making her moan, after a while he  removes the scraps and rope from her breast and body and lowers the exam table so that it her pussy is level with his cock and pushes himself into her warm folds, oh god she whimpers Master please it hurts it hurts, yes
I know it does that is the point my black slut take this cock, mmh yeah who owns this pussy bitch? he growls, you do Master, any restrictions? no Master, what can I do to it bitch ? any thing you want, yes that is right and you better never forget it or I will beat your ass and dump you outside with my spunk running down your legs and out of your ass, before long he is ready to come and pulls out of her and shots his load all over his feet, get down there and lick the come off my feet now, she climbs down and licks the cooling spunk off his feet, yes just like the dirty whore you are look at you, you cum licking slut get that ass back up on the table, once she is up again, he takes the wicked wire and flicks it on her nipples again and the outer folds of her lips and along her inner thighs, then he grabs the paddle and swats her inner thighs with it she screams and screams until she passes out, later she awakens just as her master eases them both into  a warm tub of water, she tenses up relax my Angel Beauty, I have you and I love you it is over my love thank you for the sweet tears and the lovely screams, I am so proud of you and I am even prouder to be your master, as he says this he hands her  the wicked wire it is yours babe, use it on me if you wish or throw it away, I shall never touch your flesh with this item again.


6/18/2009 11:32:05 PM
Hmm to all the so called men here who leave racist messages for me get a clue and a life please, that tired vile spewing from your keyboard is old and not to be responded to,
if you cant come at me like the woman i am exit stage left.

12/18/2007 4:23:28 PM
Hmm been a few months since i added anything here, what can i say, i met a great guy as my last post stated, lucky me, i learned a great deal about myself from him, unlucky for me he had to move for school, but we will remain great friends, he was and is a blessing to my slave soul

9/6/2007 1:53:07 PM
feeling good about myself right about now, I am coming out of my shell more and more everyday, what a wonderful feeling to not hide who and what you are, I actually attended a party and had a great time after meeting a nice domly type person, I usually have a okay time but this time it was great :)

7/29/2007 7:15:53 PM
woo hoo, finally over that pesky writers block , ~smile~ working on a new story
I can't wait to see what flows wish me luck
 
 
~I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. ~~ Anais Nin

7/27/2007 1:27:50 PM
Okay what is with folks on this site? twice in a span of less then twelve hours I have received  two vile messages, from men on this site, what the hell
 

6/29/2007 5:47:37 PM
Feeling rather proud of myself at the moment, I have done two day's with the trainer's from hell and plan to add a third day this saturday.
I am on a good roll with my workouts so that makes me happy, but what makes me smile is that others around me are taking notice, which I just have to say makes me want to put a little twist in my hips as I walk.

6/19/2007 3:29:04 PM
Took my little one swimming for the first time since nearly losing him, yes the same pool , how crazy is that? I think I was as afraid as he was if not more, he held on to me for dear life but relaxed and enjoyed the water, I of course as his mom watched him like a hawk.

6/5/2007 1:57:00 PM
Took my little guy to see his own doctor today nothing like a clean bill of health from someone that knows your child so well to put your mind at ease ~smile~

6/3/2007 3:40:14 PM

Second chances, I never gave much thought to what it means to get a second chance to  make things better, that is until yesterday afternoon when my world fell apart around me, My 5 year old son nearly drowned with his father and brother and I nearby, only by the grace of god did three other children find him under water and pull him out saying that they found him. yes he was blue and not breathing , I nearly lost it but held it together enough to do CPR on him and yell at him that he was not allowed to die today. long story short, after 24 hours in the PICU,  he is alive and well not to mention home safe in my bed where I plan to watch him sleep all night. I as his mom am so very happy for my second chance.
Please grab hold of the little ones in your life and never let go.


5/30/2007 1:17:27 AM
Last night was a workout night with the trainer's from hell ~smile~ yes I really like them but they are mean mean men!!!! I can't wait for the time I see them

5/27/2007 11:20:06 AM
 Added another story please enjoy, it was written for a friend.
 
As She lays there, she feels him touching her moving his hands over her feminine  form, she wonders how he came to be here in her room making her body respond to him. Soon she is panting and arching her body to meet his hands as they blaze across her skin as if on fire. Before long he enters her wanting body making her scream at the size of him but never asking  him to stop or pullout, somehow her body molds itself around him as if it was made just for him.Just when she can't take anymore , he releases deep within her but never stops his thrusting into you,
until you finally join him. You feel drained after the things he has done to your body and just lay there as he plays with your breast kneading them , cupping them in his long fingers, it is then that you focus on his hands they are not those of
your lover no theses ones are pale with razor sharp nails,which have left slash marks of blood on your breast and ass , when you open your mouth to scream not as sound comes out, he then smiles and bares his teeth for you to see, still unable to speak or move you watch as he parts your thighs once again and thrust into you, but this time he is not gentle , he wants nothing more than to consume you, you feel as if your body is floating as he enters you over and over again, when your hands move to push him away you feel them doing the opposite they are touching him pulling him closer  to you , when you look around you understand why you feel like you are floating you are hovering over your bed as he takes your now very willing body. When he is about to release again he pulls your head back exposing
you throat to him and when he releases he sinks his sharp teeth into your neck.
You pass out and wake to the sound of your lovers voice on your answering machine ,it is then that you relax and say oh it was just a dream. But just as you are about to reach for the phone to call your lover back, you look down and see the shreds of your nightgown and the slash marks along your breast, No it was no dream and you smile and wonder when your night lover  will come for you again.
 
 
 

5/26/2007 7:56:30 PM
Wow what a great state i live in, not to mention a even better city, so glad to be expanding my base and meeting new folks from different parts of Tx

5/23/2007 6:55:54 PM
okay tonight is another workout night without the trainer's from hell, will just hit the gym for a hour or so and be happy to go at my own pace

5/22/2007 3:09:55 PM
below is a story written by me it has been published by one of my groups please enjoy.


Joy woke with a start unable to recognize where she is at first, until she feels the soft hands of Robin kneading  the soft flesh of her inner thigh  moving her soft hand upward towards Joy's now semi wet pussy, with a soft moan Joy opens her legs a little wider allowing Robin greater access to her warm  center, with a soft squish Robins fingers finds Joy sweet spot causing Joy's pussy lips to clinch around her fingers. Before long Robin has three fingers deep inside her friend, while at the same time tormenting her hard clit with her tongue within minutes
Joy screams and releases a river of cum all over her friends hand. With out missing a beat Robin sucks her cum coated fingers into her mouth  not wanting to be left out Joy pulls Robins head close to her and traces a outline around Robins mouth with her tongue and moves down  to the side of her neck nipping and licking as she moves along to her breast where she takes her sweet time to fondle, pinch and nibble before she takes the nipple into her mouth and hungrily sucks on it for all she is worth moving from one breast to the other like a child in a candy store trying to pick which candy she wants. Wanting to give her friend as much pleasure as she gave her ,Joy  gently cups  Robins wet mound and darts a finger into the warm folds  feeling the wetness on her finger she puts another finger in and begins to finger fuck  her friends , while she pumps her fingers inside her friend she uses her thumb to tease her clit causing Robin  to moan and hump her hand. When Joy feels Robins walls contract she dives head first between her legs and places her tongue in the Robins free flowing hole and licks until her heart is content. Before long Robin has had enough of being tormented and grabs Joy's legs and pulls them apart and shoves her warm tongue  into her pussy with a soft squish, She licks and fingers her friend until she feels her orgasm building and slams her pussy hard onto Joy's face yelling yes you good little puppy eat my pussy , ohhhh yeah that  is it mmm Oh joy she says in that sexy little voice of hers , I am cumming oh I am cumming, which causes Joy's walls to pulsate  and release a warm stream of sex juice all over her chin. There they lay in a twisted
heap of bodies locked in the sexiest 69 position ever witnessed so engrossed with what they were doing to each other neither noticed  that Master  Michael walked into the room until he placed his hand in Robins hair and pull her head away from Joys valley,  and  yells  you greedy little sluts and laughs when he sees the look of fear on her face and shoves his rock hard cock into her mouth sinking it to the hilt , causing her to gag a little as she adjust to having him so deep  so fast with out warning. Michael continues to pump Robins face as Joy continues to eat her pussy like it is a four course meal and she is a starving student. Before long Michael  begins to pump his cock faster into Robins mouth ready to cum and yells for her to take it all and shots a warm stream into her hungry mouth , being a good friend Robin holds a little of  Michael's cum in her mouth and leans down and kisses Joy sharing Masters seed this turns Michael on beyond words He has punished  Joy so many times for trying to avoid swallowing his cum , he walks over to were she is and pulls her by the hair away from Robins mouth and pulls her back down to the bed and begins to fuck her face while her head is half hanging off the bed he buries his cock deep down her throat sending her into spasms but refusing  to allow her to breathe yes slut take this cock pushing his cock down her throat as he tells her what to do, soon he is ready to cum again and whispers  yes take Masters cum slut take every last drop of it ,your my slut do it bitch Michael taunts as he shots a long stream of cum down her throat and plunges in further to make sure she swallows. Good Girl he says I am so proud of you. Michael then pulls Robin closer to Joys mouth and bends her over and with slow strokes buries his cock in her tight ass soon they find a rhythm that works for them , Michael tells Joy to alternate between eating Robins pussy and giving his balls a  tongue bath slowly Joy sucks his balls into her mouth and coats them with a layer of saliva, soon Robin starts to moan in a low whisper please Master your slave wants to cum for you, you growl into her hair cum now and soon she does with the clinching of her inner walls drives Master over the edge and soon he is shooting wads of cum deep within Robin and they all collapse in a heap in the middle of the bed.
 

5/22/2007 2:50:20 PM
Hmmm I am thinking of adding one or two of my own stories here in my journal as I stated in a past entry, I am into writing and other creative outlets.

5/22/2007 2:45:43 PM
Once again tonight is a workout night with the trainer's from hell, Eye candy they maybe, but don't let their looks fool ya evil i tell ya lol, they work us hard rather like a good master or dom would do his slave/ sub, hmmm I wonder if that is why I keep going back for more?

5/15/2007 3:45:23 PM
once again it is a workout night ~smile~ I am so committed to it as I am my slave side

5/4/2007 9:37:14 PM
Today has been a okay day, was told I looked like i  was losing weight woohoo, that trainer is worth the pain  he puts my body through i guess lol, made me feel good to have someone notice will have to keep it up ~smile~

5/3/2007 9:47:18 PM
Okay for those of you wondering P.S.C. means PLUS SIZE CUTIE, I refuse to be anyones BBW~smile~ if that bothers you please pass me on by, here to meet new like minded people ~smile~
Joy

~ I was not born to be free. I was born to adore and to obey. - C.S. Lewis ~

5/3/2007 2:01:18 AM

little rant , what annoys me most rude people, I have no time for rudeness, I for one try never to be rude or disrespectful to anyone, call it good home training if you must, if i am not rude to you, please have enough respect for me to engage me in the same manner, after all you contacted me not the other way around.

okay that is my rant for the day I hope

 

5/2/2007 1:15:35 PM
what can i say today has been a hard day for this slave, i find that i am not of the mindset to deal  with some dom/masters egos ~sad smile~ not a reflection of anyone i have been in  contact with here thank goodness, no all of those have been kind and rather nice ~smile~

5/1/2007 11:54:27 AM

what can I say hmmm, I am a P.S.C., who is learning to be happy in my skin, I am into my family, writing stories "I am getting really good at it". I enjoy sewing and crafting. I am a homedepot slt, I even own my own power tools


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 Age: 22
 Sydney, Australia