making decisions, putting in work, being responsible. It's all very difficult (i get that). that doesn't excuse overall laziness and apathy toward life goals. If you cant put in the effort to take care of yourself, why would i expect you to put in any effort in a relationship (platonic or otherwise).
if you're seriously looking for a "meaningful" conversation, or someone who is intellectually developed, then go to a library.
Going to be back in the States in mid august. i look forward to meeting some of these lovely CM folks. honestly, i should have used CM before i left the states.