I'm a 47 year old non passable transgender female. I recently started on HRT with the intent to have full MTF surgery in a few years. I am very tall and look very masculine which is why one of my goals is facial feminization surgery.  I'm 6'5' tall and 275lbs.  I am heavy.  I'm not very active but a good part of that is my dislike of my body and who I am.  I wish to change this as I transition.  I'm far more attracted to women but there is a large part of me that wishes to be taken and owned by a strong man so I'm open to either.  I'd also love to be owned by a transgender male or female as well as they will know what I'm going through. A true dream would be to  be owned by a couple. in short, I want to be owned. I just want to serve.  I want to be loved and love in return someday. This includes making sure my master or mistress is well treated. I love to cook. I love to dress.  Im very much into bondage, chastity, humiliation, degradation and sexual servitude. I've never been into pain much. I definitely am not into bodily fluids. That's my one hard limit.  I want to find a potential master or mistress to guide me. This can be online at first. Though eventually I'd like to enter into a short term (maybe a year or so) submissive contract where I live with them as a trial period. Then if we click and have that spark, I'd like to enter a full permanent slave contract.  What does a permanent contract look like?  Whereas I will have soft and hard limits as a temporary submissive, I will have none as a slave. I will work where my owner decides. I will not have control of my life whatsoever. My limits will be what limits they give me. I will dress as they wish. I will serve who they wish. I wish to eventually sign my entire free will to a person. Should they wish me to get a tattoo? I will get what and where they wish. should they wish body modifications, which I'm very scared and reticent about, they will be gotten. I will wear a permanent non removable collar. I will have sexual relations when wear and how they want. reason tThat it what ownership means to me.  If you wish to get to know me better, tell me what you are looking for. Do you just want to converse or are you interested in ownership?  If you are tell me what that means to you.  What do you expect of a potential sub or slave. Please be specific. Don't just say I like what you said. Short answers will get short answers. 

I recently started HRT. I wish to be trained by a dominant person. I'm more attracted to women but also love the idea of being taken by a male. I'm seeking online now and hopefully eventual relocation for a permanent servitude position