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thinking about deleting this profile and starting over...IDK |
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about a week ago my beloved Mistress Wendy took her own life...completely devastated by it. |
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Working the door at Miss Rubber World NYC!!!! |
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havent posted a journal entry in a while, still here nothing else has changed someday ill find the right person...heres to hoping. |
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frustrated ugggg why do i even bother? |
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updating journal as Ma'am requested
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well ill be moving in a few weeks down to New Orleans will be looking for friends down that way plus what ever else may come...
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wow i havent updated a journal entry here in over a year, im still on here and still searching...
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i have been away from this site for a while guess i needed to sort a few things out but now i have returned. hopefully ill have a better run this time out who knows...
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i havent really updated in a while beacause theres nothing new to report you know i think in the 3 years or so ive been on this site i have met one person in real life and they turned out to be a tool. so i still wonder why i keep comming back. i have recieved support and kind words from more than a few of you here and for that i do thank you and apprecate them but unfortunetly kind words dont fill the longing and lusting inside that desire to truly serve. well we will see what the new pic brings i guess and just keep moving on...
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ok well i have gotten a few offers in recient days, and while they are apprecated i think i may just have to try to clear a few points of contention, yes i am lonely and yes i do REALLY want a Dom/Domme Master/Mistress to take me in, but i would like it to be the RIGHT one, perhaps im being too much of a romantic at heart but im just of the opinion that you need more than a 5 minute IM or 3 E-mails back and forth to offer perminant collaring i think that there should be a little more than that, if i am wrong here please let me know and i will change my attitude about this, i also do not mean any disrespect to anyone reading this Dom or sub, just saying how i feel
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still no real luck here lots of people wanting to be friends and all that and believe me it is apprecated and a few of them seem to be wonderful people, but that doesnt do any good when well what i need is something more....ahh well people keep telling me my luck is sure to change but im not sure im willing to believe them anymore |
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still no real luck here beginning to wonder why i keep bothering to come on here, seems like no one is either interested or doesnt know what the fuck they want or changes their mind mid stream or some such crap who knows maybe luck will change i cant imagine it will get much worse |
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well just decided to post some new pics here a few of me in a mummifcation sceene i did a few weeks ago and just a face pic of me not doing anything special, not sure why i bother as i still have no real luck with this or any other site. |
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sigh, have been having no luck on this site, ever the only three people i have met from here that havent become ghosts or werent total liars live about 800 miles from here, so i ask is there any one for real on here that is remotely interested in me? |
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