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blackmagic48
PLEASE NO LONG DISTANCE, INTERNET OR TELEPHONE DOM'S !! If we can't meet, or You cant allow me the same information You wish of me, then i can only assume You have something to hide, and i'm not interested.
I am not looking to play games, what i seek is someone/something real, or just friendship!!!

I haven't been on the site in a very very long time. (years) I did a google search with my screenname and found a post i had made on collarchat 10/29/2006. WOW. I was very new to the lifestyle, had never had any kind of rt experience...in fact the only D/s play i had was via the internet. I admit that this is how i learned of my submissive desires, and desires of things that i never would have said out loud to any person, hell i could barely admit them to myself. I did get my feelings hurt a few times by believing the words of some. But the end result was truly worth all the pain and frustration i endured to finally be found by the One that made me His Own. I spent 1 year with Master Silk, and He changed my life. Through Him, I learned more about myself in 1 year than i had in the previous 39 years. HE IS AN AMAZING MAN, and Loving Master. My heart broke when i had to leave Him...that was almost 4 years ago, and yes, i still miss His presence in my life. I have needed the strength and reassurance that no other had ever been able to give me, so that i could prevail in some situations. Without it i have found myself feeling unsure and insecure again. I've lost my reason and purpose to be better. So, what am i here for?? at this exact moment i am really not sure.