LOOKING FOR A MAN TO HOST/MOTEL ROOM AND THEN YOU USE ME FOR A FEW HOURS.

It might lead to something more, but for now, this is a good starting point.

I like being spanked, I like kneeling in front of you, I like licking your balls.

Being gagged, tied up and then assfucked is something I've fantasied about (but never experienced yet). One time, a man spat on me. It felt humiliating and good.

I'm not sure I am a slave (yet). But I DO want to be bossed around, ordered what to do and humiliated. I guess I want to be a submissive boyfriend? I suppose what I want is a man who likes blowjobs and doesn't mind exploring what I am as we go.

I would like to be a live-in submissive/fuck toy at some point in my life, but I don't feel that I can right now. If I meet the right person though, I could.

The man I'm looking for is someone who will either host or get a motel room, and then use me for an afternoon. I'm not up for relocating right now, or becoming a full time live-in slave. But I'd like to meet a couple of times and give you a blowjob. Then see where things go!

I'm looking for someone who will host, You need to be D&D free. I've had unsafe sex sometimes, but I currently am fully tested and 100% clean.

I will send a picture if we're messaging.?But for now, I don't want to post a public picture. Previous boyfriends/girlfriends have said I'm very cute & sexy.

My two most extreme submissive experiences:

I had just moved to toronto, and I was at an internet cafe. I browsed craigslist and answered an ad from a man looking for a blowjob. I told him I was a submissive, and I wanted to be used for a blowjob. He said come on over. I went to his apt, chatted for a minute, stripped naked, knelt in front of the couch and blew him while he watched porn. I fingered him, licked his balls and ass, and gagged on his cock. I didn't use a condom, and swallowed his cum. I really wore myself out sucking him fast. He stroked my hair as I did this.

It was great because my purpose that evening was very clear. I was the cocksucker.

One time, when I went on a business trip and had two extra days, I noticed an adult store. It had booths. When I went to a booth, I saw it had a gloryhole on each side. I sucked someone off through a hole (using a condom). I tried to resist, but the?next day, I showered and went back. I went to the same booth, stripped fully naked, left the door unlocked, and waited. I spent 4 or 5 hours in that booth, sucked off six guys, and only two with condoms (because they insisted). I swallowed all the loads (except the condom ones).

None were very dom, but one guy got into it after I put his hands on the back of my head and forced my nose into his public hairs while I was blowing him. After he came, I kissed his ass cheeks, and then kneeled on the floor of the booth (sticky!) while he pulled up his pants and left. He patted me on the head once before he left. That felt GREAT.

Afterward, I was scared at how stupid I'd been and got a full battery of STD tests, and again 3 months later. Woot for free health care.