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| This profile is no longer in use. Nobody here worth a damn, nor good enough. |
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Back to looking for another submissive pain slut... I would use adrawing board. But the pain slut makes a great one!
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Master Ibgy |
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When I tell you, you're a pompous, vanity driven, windbag and should be treated like the toothpick, airheaded cum guzzler you are....
Don't come back asking me to IM you telling you about a hot date! Either you're retarded, or someone hacked your account, a hacker, scam artist, or really that fucking stupid.
Spanks, all!
Master Ibgy |
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I really hope this mental posting block comes as a temporary issue. I loe to write out My experiences and thoughts for others to read. Somehow lately, I just haven't had the desire.So, I guess, I should provide an update of current events.
A week ago I had my first appointment for the VA. THAT was interesting in and of itself. Not going to say what it was for. But it brought up allot of issues as far as the past is concerned.
Monday and Tues of last week I had a sleep study done in Fayette-nam. Trying. To sleep with EEG cables stuck all over you is a new adventure in discomfort. However, getting up at 530 A.M. to rip the tape off of My chest and belly werenkt bad. Something I should consider for future use on 1 of My submissives. >:)
Later that morning, I made a surprise trip to Jordan lake. Luckily, W/we met there before anybody else showed up. Or so W/we thought! Apparently, the maintanence and cleanup crew got an eye full as I had her bent over my lap and delivering a good solid paddling that resulted in horseshoe-shaped markings that colored nicely and arrose well.
Then back for the 4th of July where it was a fun-filled night of taking care of fellow drunk service members who have ptsd issues with fireworks. Good friends who needed to dispose of drama and bring about a spiritual well-being for the full moon.
All-in-all.... good times, good friends, great fun and life still seems to progress.
Laters, ya'all...
Master Ibgy |
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Bored.... want to go play pool, but it's getting too late. Blah... |
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On the road to fayette-nam fr a sleep study... yay! Fun times!
NOT.... |
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The past is in the past. That's where it should stay. That's where it will stay.
There are certain things within humanity that are better left undone. Although, there needs to be a time when these things need to be dealt with.
Even if he offense is unforgivable, it's still something that is left to ones imagination. "This is all my fault." Is a common misconception amongst victims of ultimately heinous acts by which people often obscure their reality. "I need the _____ to cope with the stress, or situation." Is an altruistic end to justify the means as a negativism.
However, the fight. The struggle by which we commonly construe within the psyche a way to find a "GOOD" outcome is much harder. Finding positive within those heinous acts is a strength FEW possess.
Yet, I have found that within a submissive. One who has overcome and overpowered these evil demons but just needs to believe that she is the one who conquered them. She makes me proud in her strength. Her servitude, puts me in awe. ;)
Spanks;)
Master Ibgy |
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I'm done. Focusing on negativity has only bread more. I don't need that in my life and allowing someone to "get my goat" isn't how a Dom/Master should act.
Appropriately enough, I am getting a litle closer to my goals. I refuse to permit the words and actionsof others provoke me into acting out of order. I live my life in a great manner and am fortunate in what I have and am extraordinarily grateful.
For those who are by my side, in friendship, in family and in heart. You are the ones who I look forward to helping me through. Have a good night all.
Spanks;)
Master Ibgy |
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For some reason, I'm not seeing any updates to journals. Idk, what the hell's going on! |
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You can't place yourself on speech/typing restriction. That's called "the silent treatment" and is punishable to the fullest extent! |
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Someone is out to run my reputation by photoshoping pictures of someone I've never even seen before.
To whomever you are:
If I find you and I will destroy you and everythingyou love. |
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Look... If you're a sub and you contact me just to find a loving, honest Dom/Master; please have a little bit of knowledge of what it is that you're looking for.
They have likes, dislikes (etc.) of fetishes on here for a reason. If you don't know what something is, or cannot or do not have the ability to answer a question such as, "What would you like to excell in, learn or train?" PLEASE!!!! The world has GOOGLE for a reason. You can research anything and everything just by going to a search engine.
I have a sub and a playmate and they know about each other. If you come to me without knowing the answer to something, at least have the common decency to ask and enough brains to find out if you don't.
I won't hold it against you for not knowing. Especially, if you're brand spanking (no pun intended) new to the lifestyle! But I'm looking for intelligence, strength, etc. Not a doormat. Not someone who doesn't know how to communicate.
DO NOT BE TIMID! Be respectful. But don't speak like you're going to curl up into the fetal position and cry, just cuz you don't know the answer. Look it up, or have the ovarian fortitude to ASK!
Spanks again, ya'all...
Master Ibgy
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I find it rather awkward, that I have the ability to "pop" just about every joint in my body. That's not to say that I enjoy the "stiffness" felt before that. But the release beyond isn't bad. Except for my sternum.
I have a tendency once in awhile (usually when a rather large "wake up stretch occurs) to pop my ribcage along certain points of my sternum. I know this sounds odd. But quite frankly, it kind of concerns me. Especially, with the recent surgeries to my wrists; having had the carpal bones fused together along the mid-carpal line. It makes me wonder what they would do once all the cartiledge between the ribs and the sternum start to deteriorate, if in fact, they do so.
Just kind of one of those curiosity killed the cat questions. If any Orthos on here may have some input, it would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you. |
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My thoughts consume me sometimes, to the point that it takes a toll on others. I'm certain this is true of other Doms/Masters. Mostly unintentional, and inappropriate to most of society as a norm, I consider the possibilty that this "realm" we hold so dear is a "buffet" that seems to be encased in glass. Only meant to be looked upon.
However, when the right sub/slave comes along, and there's a great connection; it seems surreal. Does everyone push this away so easily? Or is it just my ego getting the best of me?
It's got to be. All I see myself writing is, me me me, I I I. Why are people (no just myself) like this? I'm not asking for pitty. I'm not asking for reassurance, or guidance. This is mostly for me to meditate on to get the hell out of this "bad day" mode.... spanks for reading. Til, later. |
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