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Humiliation Whore looking to be abuse


Where to start? Well I am a humiliation slut for sure! I can't get enough of it. I can only describe my need for it to being like a drug addiction. I need it and once I get it I need more and more, till reality just spins out of control. It has gotten me into some hot water legally and personally, yet I still couldn't live with out it. I have a high pain tolerance and will submit to the whip but my first love is humiliation. I enjoy rough nasty sex, the nastier the better. When I'm done playing I want to be sore and messy, and I want the mental flash backs to make me almost shameful. I love when a guy can get me to the point where I have no rational thought
where I cant even look at myself in the mirror someone that keeps pushing but holding back at the same time a guy that can keep me on the edge of but not letting me cum he will have a complete sex pig on his hands that would do anything. like a crack whore looking for a fix willing to do anything just for the idea of a hit. I have been asked by some to explain the above request I thought it was clear if not maybe this will clear it up. I want to be fully owned I want to be used in every imaginable way to forfeit all rights, wants, and needs to the the desires, needs, and wants of my owner. To be degraded to a point that I can't even find a shred of self worth or respect left
4/7/2013 10:50:11 AM

Just to give everyone an idea of the kind of things I will do and how I like to be used here is a recount of a task I was given about a year ago. This is not a work of fiction this is true and factual.

 

I was given a task by an online Dom to be of service to the homeless community, in other words he wanted me to suck and fuck a homeless man. Before going out to do the task I took a drive around town searching for the best location to perform the task. I found an ABC liquor store in a not so awesome part of town. It seemed like the perfect location for me to show my true worth. With the location selected the next day I left my apartment dressed in a bright red latex tube top and bright red latex ultra mini skirt. The skirt was so short that with even a single steep it would ride up enough to show off everything. I was a little worried about wearing the skirt in public, I didn't want to get arrested again for indecent exposure. The thrill of the task and the built up sexual tension of not having been permitted to cum in over a week gave me the courage to keep my outfit as it was. I did my hair in pig tails put on heavy green eye makeup and a deep crimson red lipstick. Giving my face the look of a school girl whore. I put on a pair of 6 inch red stiletto heels grabbed my keys stuffed my credit card in my top between my tits and left for the liquor store. The ride to the store took 30 minutes but I was so lost in thought about what I was about to do that it seemed to be just seconds. I parked my car across the street from the liquor store and did my best strut I could in ankle breaking high heels on a rough neglected road. The entire walk I scanned the parking lot and the surrounding area taking in everything. This was definitely the wrong and right place for a white girl dressed like me to be in. There were two potentials right off but I wanted to make sure of my options. I went into the store and still doing my best fuck me strut ass swaying best I could. I walked around the store to see if any other potentials were inside. I went to the clerk and asked for a pack of Marlboro Red 100's and a lighter. He gave me a disgusted look I guess he pegged me for a working girl. I bent my top down revealing far more of my tits then needed to get to my card and paid for my cigarettes. I packed them as I strutted out the store feeling for some unknown reason more confident in my mission. Outside I opened the pack put a cigarette between my red lips and light it. I took a deep drag and the harsh tobacco smoke filled my lungs. I strutted over to the two men at the side of the store exhaling the smoke as I did. They were both very much older then me though one was much older then the other and I was guessing the youngest was maybe 50. The youngest was dressed in a stained tee shirt that had so many different color stains that you couldn't even try to guess to what the original color was. His black baggy sweat pants that had holes all over them and his shoes had no laces. His skin what could be seen of it through the dirt and grime all over his body was very dark brown and leathery proving how damaging the sun can be on your skin. His beard was thick though not very long and his hairs were salt and pepper in color. The beard that still had some food stuck in it and covered his face so completely it was hard to make out the shape of his head or even see his lips. His eyes were dark brown and deep set. The bags under them spoke of his hard life living on the streets. The hair on his head was also salt and pepper very curly and gave him an almost crazy scientist look. The older of the two stood about my height and for a homeless man he was kind of chubby. His hair was all gray and covered his shoulders in wavy clumps. His eyes were a deep chocolate brown the redness of his eyes gave away the fact that he was intoxicated on something. The dirt covered sweat shirt he wore was way to small for him and part of his hairy belly hung out of the bottom of it. Even the hair on his visible belly was matted and dirty looking. His jeans had already seen their best days and looked to be so worn thin that they may rip with the slightest move. The closer I became to them the more my nose was assaulted by an oder that I can only explain as bing a unique mix of urine, sweat, tobacco, and old sweaty ass. I was standing just a few feet from them and not even the smoke from the cigarette could mask their smell. It seemed that with every breath I took inhaling their smell I exhaled more and more of my confidence in my ability to do what I had came there for. Both of their eyes were locked on me as I stood a few feet from them still talking to each other about someone they both knew. I bit my lip something I do when I'm trying to muster up my courage. With my eyes down to the ground and in a soft weak voice I offered them each a cigarette. They continued talking to each other and other then staring at me like meat they were ignoring me. Mustering up all I could I looked up at both of them and in a more normal voice said, "Hey guys would either of you like a smoke?" They both looked at me as if I wanted something from them, guess they were right I did want one of their cocks. I pulled out two cigarettes and took a step closer giving one cigarette to each of them making sure to drag my fingers across their rough corse hands as I did. I offered each of them a light and pulled out another smoke for myself and light it off the one I was already smoking. The both continued to stair at me mostly my tits and legs ignoring my face. I took a deep breath and gathered my courage again. "So would either of you like me to suck your dick and then fuck me?" As soon as the words were out of my mouth I could feel the flames of embarrassment rush my face. They gave me looks as if saying "aaaahhh whore you know we are homeless right we don't have money!". Before they could turn me down I quickly added that I would buy them a 12 pack of beer if they would. After some talk about me being serious they both agreed to the deal. I had not been prepared to take on two homeless men but I also knew that if I turned them down the Dom that gave me this task would have been pissed off at me. I let them lead me around the building walking though dirt and grass in my heels I almost falling twice before they each wrapped an arm around me to help keep me upright. Behind the store there was broken glass and empty creates all over. I could tell by the worn path through the field behind the store that people used this as a short cut to somewhere. It was not yet dark and I didn't see any place that would hide us if anyone took the short cut. Both guys took their arms ways and leaned against the wall of the store. The older on motioned for me to join them. My steps were slow and I was on the verge of turning back. I was standing almost right on top of them and the excitement helped give me courage to keep going. I ran my hands one over each of their chests and stomachs as I slowly lowered myself to my knees. My hands went from stomachs to waist bands. I was able to just pull the younger guys sweat pants down for his still soft cock to be out. The sudden musky smell of his dirty sweaty cock and balls nearly made me puke. I over came the need by holding my breath and taking my now free hand to help my other hand unbutton and unzip the older man's pants. I pulled them down and could see his already slightly hard cock pressing against the yellow stained front of his tighty whity underwear. I pulled his underwear down and was surprised to too see he was packing a large cock. Both of the guys were hairy and the smell was almost unbearable. I forced myself to get started with the younger one licking the head of his cock spitting on it and my hand. I took his now hardening cock into my mouth forcing myself not to puke from the taste. I could taste piss, sweat, and what I thought might have been someone else's pussy on his cock. While slowly licking and bobbing my head up and down on his cock I started to jack off the older guy with my spit lubed hand. The older one pulled my top down and started crushing my tits in his rough hands causing me to whimper and rock my hips in a fucking motion in the air. I could hear him chuckle and he told the younger one that I must like it rough. To that I let out an involuntary moan and pushed myself down even more on the younger ones now rock hard cock. That was all the invitation he needed as he grabbed the back of my head and started force feeding his cock into my throat. His cock not nearly as big as the older guy but large enough to make me start gaging and tearing up some. After a while he pulled me away from his cock my face covered in precum drool snot and tears. My make up must have looked a mess running down my face. He pulled me up to my feet by my hair and yanked my skirt up over my ass leaving all of me exposed and accessible. He turned me around so I was now facing the older one and he pushed me over. I was about to protest to ask if he had a condom but before i could say anything the older man took me by my pig tails and in a hard fast push had his cock in the back of my throat gaging me instantly. I couldn't pull away fast enough and puke shot out of my nose and from around his cock. As soon as I stopped puking he slammed it back in causing me to gag and puke again. The guy behind me spit on my asshole I was bent over my legs were starting to get week and I had to hold on to the older guys waist to keep from collapsing to the ground. The older guy was being relentless with my throat I had no way to protest to tell him no anal. I couldn't push away because it was all I could do to stay on my feet. The pressure on my asshole was intense and my clenching up didn't make it any easier on me. They both thrusted hard at the same time and my brain wanted to shut down as my asshole was split wide open and filled with his homeless cock at the same time I was puking again from the older one shoving his cock completely down my throat. The older guy started to go easier on me and after a few minutes the younger guy tensed up. I could feel his cock twitching in my ass and felt his hot cum squirting into my bowls. I was whimpering in disgust with myself and then again from the pain as the younger one pulled his cock from my ass. The younger one smacked me on the ass and told the older man that he saved the pussy for him. The older man thanked him and pushed my head away from his cock. He looked down at me still bent over whimpering and panting for air. He told me to get on my back. I looked down at the ground trying to find a place that looked the least glass covered. I guess I wasn't moving fast enough because he pushed me down to the ground roughly by my face with one hand. I had tears steadily streaming down my face as he took my legs and put them on his shoulders. Just like with my mouth he did not start off soft or slow he was balls deep in the first quick thrust. I was grunting and moaning and he was saying to me “you like that don't you bitch” over and over again. I could feel the younger guys cum leaking out of my ass as the older one fuck my pussy hard and rough. It didn't take long before my body started to quiver. As the wave of my orgasam passed through my body I started squirting. The older guy pulled out of me and rolled me over face down in the dirt then push my knees under me. Small sharp shards of glass scratched my knees and shins as he fucked my pussy doggy style bringing me to another squirting orgasam. He continued to fuck me through my orgasam and by the way he was fucking me I thought he was going to fuck me right into another one. I was grunting and crying out in pain and pleasure my mouth getting dirt in it my face hot and stinging from being ground into the dirty. He started to grunt and I thought he was going to cum. I couldn't see anything between my position, my tears , and the dirt getting into my eyes. He pulled out of my pussy and with out pause shoved his huge hard cock balls deep into my ass. I let out a high pitch cry of agony that I held for far longer then what would be wise if one didn't want to be seen or attract attention. The older man now with his homeless cock now berried in my ass told me to shut the fuck up that I knew I loved it. He fucked my ass painfully and with out mercy until he deposited his cum along with the younger ones cum deep into my bowls. He pulled his cock out of my ass and with out the support of his body behind mine I collapsed to the ground grunting and gasping for air. Once I had my breathing under control and did the best job of wiping my eyes I could with dirty hands I looked around to find myself alone. I walked around the empty field looking for my car keys and credit card not even bothering to pull my top back up or my skirt down. With everything in my hands I righted my outfit as I did I saw that my body was covered was in a mud made up of my puke, spit, snot, and dirt from the ground. The smell of their musk was all over me and every breath I took filled me with disgust for myself at how worthless I was for getting off on being fucked by two homeless men bare back. Tears swelled my eyes again as I tried to make the walk back to my car. Walking past the glass windows of the front I locked eyes with the clerk and could hold back my tears no more they flooded out. I kicked off my heals and bent over to pick them up. My skirt shifting up so that my cum dripping ass was once again on full display. I stood back up and made no effort to fix my skirt. I didn't care I had just lowered myself to bare back homeless man fucking showing my body was nothing. I could feel cum starting to drip down the back of my legs as I shuffled stepped my way back to my car. Once in my car I pulled down my mirror and started to cry even heavier at my disgusting face make up running down it small cuts and scraps all over my left cheek dirt and sand stuck to me. I looked like I had been in a fight and lost. I started my car and quickly drove home

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 Age: 44
 New york city, New York