I'm looking for a real person. A person who doesn't pretend they'll ever be happy with a list of qualifications in a person, as though those things are really what make up a person's true essence. A person who just wants to feel a certain with with another person and who knows what they like, but doesn't take themselves so seriously that they've closed themselves off to anything else. A real human being that doesn't have a monomaniacal need to label and to force their perceptions onto reality. A real human being who wants a real experience, no matter how clumsy and unmanicured or how perfect it might be at the time, because this is real life and it could go either way. Someone who doesn't need to be in control of every line of text, every word, every image, or every sense that passes through their sensorium. Not someone who necessarily always goes with the flow, but someone who recognizes that there is one. Someone who just likes to be.
Does such a person exist?
**If you want a picture, ask after we've talked a bit.
