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geekylittle

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So I guess this is the space where I talk about myself and what Im looking for. Ive never been good at this, but I guess Ill give it a try. I am a shy, quiet girl that likes to get my way, but is also indecisive. I suppose that is why I like the Domsub dynamic it gives control to someone else. I do have a hard time opening up and expressing myself and I am hoping to set that aside and really give myself over to someone. I now understand that I need a Daddy. I need someone that is a disciplinarian, but can also show kindness and is willing to teach. I do get clingy and tend to need lots of attention, I know that can be a turnoff for some people but that is what I need. I do have a hard time being told no and that is something that can turn me into kind of a brat. I have a big need to please and I want to make my Daddy happy.



As a little there are some things that I like to do like coloring and watching cartoons, I usually suck my thumb to help me fall asleep or to help me relax.



That is all I can think to say right now, Im not really a much of a talker, but if you have any questions of me please feel free to ask. It may take me some time to respond, just please try to be patient with me. Thank You for taking the time to read.

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9/17/2016 2:23:05 PM
Wishing...

I get tired of looking sometimes, I don't want someone online.  I want someone that I can hold on to.  I need to feel someone to hold me when I'm scared, give me kisses on my forehead. Someone to holds hands with, someone to lead me.  I need discipline and love. I have a lot to give and I need someone to give it to.  I'll be good for you I'll try my best.  Just give me a chance and don't leave me when I get to be a challenge.  Please have patience with me and I'll make you smile.

3/28/2015 4:52:33 PM
Tired...

Every day is a struggle to get out of bed.  Living with several chronic illnesses as well as living with depression is taking over my existence.  The people in my life tell me that I am a strong person, but they do not see the tug-of-war that goes on inside of my mind.  The reason that I don't tell them is because I want to remain the person that I used to be.  That strong person who had control over her life.  Every day I'm exhausted and in pain and I just want it to stop.  I just don't want to be a disappoint to anyone and I suppose that is my biggest fear, the fear of failure.   

2/21/2015 9:20:16 AM
New Discovery...

There is something relaxing and comforting about thumb sucking. I don't think that I ever did it when I was a child, but last night it was like some kind of compulsion came over me to do it.  I was having a hard time sleeping and when I started doing it I felt instantly soothed. I have known for some time that I have times when I need to be little and I have done so. However, usually when I am I just spend time watching cartoons, coloring, things like that. I never thought that thumb sucking was something that I would ever do and now I want to do it all the time. Living my day-to-day life as an adult is hard for me to do when there are many times when all I want to is get in my pajamas and snuggle on the couch. It feels like some shameful secret that I feel this way and I wish that wasn't the case.

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wannabedomme
 
 Age: 40
  New Jersey