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Aaaahthe fruit loop has arrived ...seeking an OWNER.... read on:

Living in Fairyland, as I often do, I am holding out for the Right One... someone experienced in Ownership, knows how to structure a slave's day completely around her knowing that she is nothing but a carrier of holes for His use. I know me, i know i need, crave and desire someone else to Own my body, for His pleasure to do with what He wants. i need a sadistic Dom as i have been described as a painslut, so people who don't do inflicting pain are not required. i want to be reminded everyday of what i am, by tasks, homage, control over what i wear, how i pee (my last Owner would not allow me to sit on a toilet seat, i learnt to squat over it) no matter where i was, and i always obeyed as i had been trained well to do so without question. Once training was under way, he also added in that after using the toilet, i had to lick the seat clean no matter where i was.

To come clean, because I wasn't actually trying to hide, more like test the waters with an alter ego... I have been on CM before as Here4uruse...i tried the more downright dirty, forthright approach as this profile didn't seem to be attracting the right people. I am still in conversation with people that contacted me under that profile. I have been fruit loop on ALT for a while now and run a very successful UK group there. If you want to take the time to get to know me, then I will send you pics. I am 'out' so have nothing to hide from anyone.

Ok, who am I? (Now there's a question lol).. I am 44 years old and happy with that. I smoke, drink and swear like a trooper.

I am painfully, brutally open and honest, I wear my heart on my sleeve, have occasions when I am needy, and others when I don't feel good enough for ANYONE (although, has to be said, those moments are further apart nowadays). I will test you, push you away...

I'll tell you first what I do not want:

I don't want someone who has more issues or problems than me!

I do not want someone to 'fix' me or 'make me better'... I do that myself thanks.

I do not want any time wasters, cyber junkies or married men who furtively fumble at a keyboard while their missus is in the next room!

I do not want someone who talks the talk, then disappears over night when meeting is suggested.

I am eventually looking for a Proper Dominant, with experience. I also want a friend, and someone who can have a bloody good laugh. I take my submission seriously, but come on, you have to laugh sometimes don't you?

Someone who is as equally as mad as me would be nice...not scared to be centre of attention after a few beers, up for a laugh and a giggle.

SO IF YOU HAVE READ ALL OF THAT, HERE'S A SUGGESTION. PROVE TO ME THAT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING... SEND ME A FEW EXAMPLES OF HOW YOU WOULD TRAIN ME, AND WHAT YOU WOULD TRAIN ME TO BECOME? If you can't or won't do that, then don't bother messaging me...Add me to your MSN if you want, but do me the courtesy of saying who and where you are from when messaging me ok? If we don't get on... I'll simply delete you as a contact.

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MeesteresLili
 
 Age: 34
  Oklahoma